Today at school I found out a friend of mine had killed himself the previous night.
This was the most awkward thing I have ever been told.
It was at lunch, I pulled a friend of mine over to joke around and then she told me what happened.
Apparently everyone like, else who had gone to my middle school the previous year knew by around that time too.
Apparently he had hung himself in his garage because 'he got into a fight with his parents'.
But I know that he was sexually abused by his older brother.
His older brother raped one of my friends.
I figure it happened to him too.
Also, I know his dad is physically abuses him too.
It's so weird, because I can't tell anyone these things, but I want too so badly.
Its the weirdest feeling I have ever had.
The sadness is only now starting to sink in....
I don't know how to feel.
Well sorry, I don't mean to....
Waste time or anything.
But I needed to talk, and didn't know where else to do it.
It was at lunch, I pulled a friend of mine over to joke around and then she told me what happened.
Apparently everyone like, else who had gone to my middle school the previous year knew by around that time too.
Apparently he had hung himself in his garage because 'he got into a fight with his parents'.
But I know that he was sexually abused by his older brother.
His older brother raped one of my friends.
I figure it happened to him too.
Also, I know his dad is physically abuses him too.
It's so weird, because I can't tell anyone these things, but I want too so badly.
Its the weirdest feeling I have ever had.
The sadness is only now starting to sink in....
I don't know how to feel.
Well sorry, I don't mean to....
Waste time or anything.
But I needed to talk, and didn't know where else to do it.
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