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As far as I know, I'm the only one in my state....it's that rare...

None in my school. lol Then again my school is the size of a shopping mall. Though guys around me are truely rude if they are straight. The gay men love me to death. Though you know..only the straight guys become your boyfriend and such, and they are so rude in my area.
I've been teased all my life and I used to think I wasn't that fat. I thought I looked alright. I just have problems with guys making fun of me as I walk by in the hallway and try and trip me. Guys getting a hold of my cell phone number and calling me or coming to my work to just mock me more. Then whe I do or say something back to them, it just makes things worse.

I wish I knew FA's around here..but I can't find any.

I think there are more FAs around than people believe, but I also doubt very much you're going to find them so easily.

I don't generally walk up to people and say "Hey, my name is Sadie and my fetish is ____." Say I had a fetish for glasses....sure, glasses are pretty sexy, but a fetish is something that I rely on almost exclusively to get off on, like the guy had to wear glasses or I just couldn't enjoy it. I wouldn't just go up to somebody with glasses and be like "God, your glasses are so hot. *hump hump hump*" I'd probably be really embarassed, and maybe talk to them but I wouldn't want to offend them by saying "I really like glasses, I have this...fetish, for them. And I want you so bad 'cause you wear glasses." It's not quite as bad as coming up to somebody and approaching them for a part of their physical appearance they can't change so easily, and are possibly very sensitive about. If somebody at my highschool had come up to me and been like "God, bigger girls are sexy and I think you're gorgeous" I would have thought that they were crazy, or else being an a**, and probably slapped them.

There are plenty of guys who don't care if a girl is a bigger, but they aren't necessarly attracted to them more than skinny girls, or any less. I hadn't quite figured that out in highschool, but I suspected a few guys of liking me that I never bothered finding out about because I figured I was just being retarded (as a seven year old I told my neighbor very matter of factly "Who would want to marry me?") and once I realized guys don't necessarly have to like skinny girls, or fat girls, I got a boyfriend... a few boyfriends. I don't do anything different, I'm still myself, it's probably just a little easier to tell me about it because I can tell when they like me now and I know how to act twoards them when I sense it.

Personally, I'm an open FA. I was working the fair and some of the guys working the stand with me were checking out the skinnier girls........they noticed I was looking at the bigger women and gave me a weird look, so I told them. Surprisingly, I didn't get razzed or anything. It feels good to be so open about it, unfortunately, it would help if the bigger women weren't all taken here..............all the good women are taken, what's the world coming to! sweatdrop