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Question for all y'all..and you might not even have an answer either. Been looking this up but ugh. Hard on a phone. Also if this is in the wrong section I apologize, on my phone.

Anyhoo I was woken up from a nightmare at 9 this morning.
I was with this girl and we were flirting, then she wanted to go on a nude nighttime walk. So I went with her. She started talking about a goddess..I can't remember the name, and talking about how the goddess was for seduction and war (not love..I don't think). Her talking about the goddess was luring me in as we were holding each other. It started getting intense and suddenly she was hovering over me while still holding onto my waist. Next thing I know I had this pressure onto my abdomen and the girl had fangs. I woke up before she went to bite me (I'm assuming that's what would have happened if I didn't wake). I would just make it up to be a regular nightmare if I still didn't have that feeling on my abdomen for 5 minutes after waking. It wasn't like a punch or anything but a more..spiritual force. As if someone went inside me and grabbed my soul.

Any ideas on what that could be? Who the goddess was? Any sort of vampiric dreams or what they mean? Anything really helps cause I'm at a loss here and I know it wasn't just any normal dream/nightmare.

I feel like I should really emphasize the lure she had on me. Majority of the dream until that point I was trying to kiss her, to have sex with her. When she started to float while talking of the goddess I was scared of her, but it's like she hypnotized me. I couldn't look away, I didn't want to, I was in awe of her.


New bit I just realized too. Though I forget the name of the goddess she was talking about, I know the goddess was of sex and war. She then pointed at a statue. I did a quick search and Ishtar popped up. The statue did look like Ishtar statues that I saw. More research into Ishtar and her worshipers are sometimes apart of "sacred prostitution" and she is for sex workers and considers herself amongst the street workers. Correct me if I'm wrong please. Anyways, I am a sex worker. So was this ishtars way of getting my attention? Through seducing and frightening me? But that still doesn't answer why the girl had fangs and it felt like she was inside me.

I did some more research and Lilith also popped up. Some if what I found was that Lilith is 1.) supporting of sex workers and 2.) Has been thought to be a succubis? Again, correct me if my information is wrong, I still need to do more on it.
But from what I've read on succubi, that girl might have been one..

There's really a LOT of contrasting stuff about Lilith out there. And the different sides of the conversation get pretty intense so I'd tread carefully with any info you find on her.

For the rest, I think I'd take Morg's advice. This sounds like a predator that you should work to protect yourself against.