Yay, a thread here that isn't sad and/or depressing <3
So here is the deal. I have been recently been doin a lot of art and drawing [drawing in particular... painting isn't really my thing atm] and my art teacher y' know he just so conveniently teaches at the Valletta School of Art and he has asked mye if I would be interested in going there. I never really thought that I would really, y' know, go to any form of art school ever. I mean I only really picked up this class because my parents are crazys and are always pushing extra curic's so hard. But it got me thinking... Well first about actually going, second about something less-related to art...
1] Should I actually go? I mean I would probably be much busy-er most of the time and idk, it is like whenever I actually finish any drawing or art at all, I am never content with it. I get dismissive of it while meanwhile people tell me they love my art... SO I feel conflicted if I should commit myself to something that I am never content with but other people love it... And I am not -not content with it because I don't like drawing... It is like my tekteking. I love tekteking, but whenever I finish an avatar I am never really content or I never feel that I did my hardest and/or best. But meanwhile, people are telling me that I am a great tekteker... idk
2] I am always saying that moving from America and DC was the worst thing in my life, but I am having this revalation like.... "Was it really?" I mean I met so many people that I lvoe to death here. Everyone is sooo much nicer, the classes are easy but on level [they kinda make me feel smart xDD becuase I did some of the IGCSE content in like 7th / 8th grade.] and I am getting all these new oppurtunities such as the former of this thread. But all my old friends all say they miss me, but in a huuuuge high school, I doubt they notice. They are off making their new friends and settling into themselves there. But I am doing that here, eventhough I always thought that moving here would be like the dregs of hell, leaving everything that I loved so much [family, friends, etc.] and now here, where I have an oppurtunity to go to art shcool, friends that are so much closer to me and who I am, classes that I can easily keep up with and still be challenged in some, and other things... But that is my little life revalation I wanted to share with you guys :3, because frankly I feel at home here? I don't know.
Thoughts?
So here is the deal. I have been recently been doin a lot of art and drawing [drawing in particular... painting isn't really my thing atm] and my art teacher y' know he just so conveniently teaches at the Valletta School of Art and he has asked mye if I would be interested in going there. I never really thought that I would really, y' know, go to any form of art school ever. I mean I only really picked up this class because my parents are crazys and are always pushing extra curic's so hard. But it got me thinking... Well first about actually going, second about something less-related to art...
1] Should I actually go? I mean I would probably be much busy-er most of the time and idk, it is like whenever I actually finish any drawing or art at all, I am never content with it. I get dismissive of it while meanwhile people tell me they love my art... SO I feel conflicted if I should commit myself to something that I am never content with but other people love it... And I am not -not content with it because I don't like drawing... It is like my tekteking. I love tekteking, but whenever I finish an avatar I am never really content or I never feel that I did my hardest and/or best. But meanwhile, people are telling me that I am a great tekteker... idk
2] I am always saying that moving from America and DC was the worst thing in my life, but I am having this revalation like.... "Was it really?" I mean I met so many people that I lvoe to death here. Everyone is sooo much nicer, the classes are easy but on level [they kinda make me feel smart xDD becuase I did some of the IGCSE content in like 7th / 8th grade.] and I am getting all these new oppurtunities such as the former of this thread. But all my old friends all say they miss me, but in a huuuuge high school, I doubt they notice. They are off making their new friends and settling into themselves there. But I am doing that here, eventhough I always thought that moving here would be like the dregs of hell, leaving everything that I loved so much [family, friends, etc.] and now here, where I have an oppurtunity to go to art shcool, friends that are so much closer to me and who I am, classes that I can easily keep up with and still be challenged in some, and other things... But that is my little life revalation I wanted to share with you guys :3, because frankly I feel at home here? I don't know.
Thoughts?
