Betrayed

I did not sleep at all last night
for all I could do was weep

I cried for the sadness
and the fear in my heart
and for the unfairness you caused
that would always set me apart

I was betrayed by the one
who loved me
who said she would always be there

she said that she would be there
as all good mothers are
whose always there to comfort you
whose love is never far

And yet here I am now crying
with hot tears that fall like rain
In my heart I feel I am dying
For I cannot withstand the pain

She took the love reserved for me
and gave it all to Him
all the time the matter of my existence
it's importance began to dim

I didnt sleep these past few months
for all I could do was weep
For the love that I once had for you
that's price was to high to keep