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Soo, i'm in this "relationship" With this guy..whom i haven't meet
.-. and don't get me wrong i love him to death..but i feel as if somethings there. So i joined a guild which is a rp (master, slave rp) and i actually thought i was falling for my so called "master" o-o what the **** is wrong with me??
three things i'd like to cover:
1st: if you know this guy via the internet, something is always there,
2nd Master/slave RPs are never a good idea, as is seen why
3rd: from the sounds of it, you're desperate for a com[panion, so i'll get to business:
it sounds to me like you simply dont wanna feel alone or unloved, which, trust me, loneliness can feel the exact same as feeling unloved.
my advice is kinda iffy but i'd say power down the computer, go out to a public hang-out place, and try to meet someone new, not necessarily a boy or girl in particular, but meet a new person, you've got nothing to lose except boredom/loneliness, which is what i highly feel is the issue here
I was a loner a few years ago, and from my experience in countering it: loneliness makes you attach yourself fast to almost anything or anyone, if you go out and find someone knew, try not to let this happen, hard as it may be, but instead kinda ease into knowing them, patience = better results