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 Posted: Tue Jun 29, 2010 3:31 pm
Einar looked about and felt at ease in the cave. He'd not felt that at peace since....before he could remember. You could see the calm in his eyes(through the ever-lasting glow). He looked at her at the mention of him being welcome there anytime. " Yes, well shall you ever venture to the forest below you are welcome in my territory there, but be weary of other of my kind should you step out of my boundaries...", he said looking down at her oddly serious, he wouldn't yet admit he'd worry if she got hurt.
He glanced around the cave once more and down at Angee with a genuine smile, though he just as quickly turned serious and you sense the concern in his words as he walked towards the entrance glancing back over his shoulder at Angee as he spoke, "Angee, it's time you told me more about your shadows. I know they whisper to you...I can also hear them. You may not be in control as you think..."
He turned his body back to her and moved closer and actually leaned his head on hers and whispered "..let me help you...." He stepped back knowing the shadows would not like his current actions towards 'their toy'.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 12:14 pm
Always shoot for the Moon... Angeetia scuffed her hoof against the rock flooring. "I fear not the other creatures of the forest. I frequent the forest on the night of no moon." Her tail flicked from one side to another in a soft sign of agitation at his concern as if she were a mere child incapable of protecting herself. Even if his serious manner was not meant to imply such.
Angeetia shifted on her hooves as he looked about and then smiled then grew seriously oddly quick. Her ears lowered back when he began to talk. He questioned her shadows. She could faintly hear her teeth grind as she though about how to answer his statement. "Why should I divulge such information. They talk to me, so you can hear them. That doesn't mean anything." She was clearly defensive of her shadows. They were her family they had saved her from a lonely life. At least that was what she had figured in her head. They had allowed her to escape the harsh cruelties of the regular Soquili.
When he turned to approach her Angeetia backed up till her rump hit the wall. Stuck in a sense she couldn't escape when he leaned his head on hers. He wanted to help her. "I don't think you can" She whispered in return. She'd have shaken her head were his not against hers. She was far to gone from what she'd once been and now. ...because even if you miss you'll land in the stars.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 1:58 pm
Einar had a solemn look on his face at her words...he tried to find the right words to show her that he could help.....he had his own shadows, they almost destroyed him.."I know you found comfort with your shadows...they 'saved you', or so it appears to you and in a way that's true. Trust me when I say, They are not your Friends...they will destroy you!! They live to consume unless you show that you are the dominant creature."
He paused and looked at her and snarled at her shadows. He would not allow them to take his new found 'light' away...not again. ".....Angee, think...you know they take over your body....don't let them take your soul. When they take over, how do you feel? Empty? Alone? I felt nothingness, but I'm in control of my shadows...my dark past no longer haunts me...and part of that is thanks to you. I still retain some of my former sanity because.....of you.", he drifted off, remembering images from his past...events that led to him changing....his shadows.
"My shadows almost controlled me...almost killed me...had they won...I would be nothing...the me before you Would not exist! Your stronger then you know.....take control of them before they completely destroy you!!", his voice sounded so caring...he didn't know where it came from, he didn't know why he was caring so much about such a 'lesser being'. More of his former self was coming through for the only being he now had to care about. He knew he would do anything to save her....from herself. He turned from her and hung his head low and whispered, barley audible, "~don't make loose you too~"
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:36 pm
Angeetia snorted at Einar. "Your not very skin walker like my kitty." She stepped away from Einar as he spoke vocally. The words of his raised voice echoing around the cavern. Ringing and reverberating through her own body. "Our shadows aren't the same Einar." Her comment would sound more like denial then a sound statement whither it was one or the other was unknown though.
Angeetia edged toward the quiet river that slipped through the mountain. "The shadows are part of me Einar. We are one in the same. They whisper but they don't take over. I am in control." She shook her head and knelt down to pick one of the glowing flowers. Once it left the river water the luminescent glow quickly faded leaving a withering orange and green plant hanging. She dropped the flower back into the water and it began to regain it's glow. "I am like that flower. One with the shadows as the flower is one with the water. Without one the other cannot live." Sanity was something that was in short supply when it came to Angeetia which was what got her in the situation she was in.
Angeetia sighed and backed away from the river. "Einar fret not. I'm sure I will not lose my myself. They won't destroy me." She shook her head and nudged his rear softly. "Lets hope you aren't like this around others." She flicked her tail and it softly hit his leg. "You shouldn't be so serious. I have you my kitty. You can stay here with me forever and keep me sane."
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:59 pm
Einar went to the rivers edge..." You bring out my past it seems....but..", he walked back and faced Angeetia again even more serious then before. "Do you ever have times where you don't remember what you were doing, or saying? It happened earlier....your shadows took over...and you didn't even realize? Blank spaces in time, in your memory, or things that don't add up? You say your one in the same and you are in control....if that's so why do you let them take over your mind and body? They feed off you."
He knew she was in denial, but there was no way he could get her to understand to see the past...the truth...but maybe there was...it was a one shot deal...if he focused his mind....."Angeetia trust me, focus and think back through your past, when you first encountered the shadows to know...please....Look in my eyes and think of you...your past, block the shadows whispers and concentrate.", he leaned down to her level, his eyes glowing as dimly as possible and he looked into Angee's eyes hoping she'd trust him and be able to see what he saw. He hoped his concentration and focus would help...he hoped to somewhat put her in a trance so she could see her past through his eyes and learn to truly be in control. Distant words echoed in his mind ~Your past is the key to your future~, words he believed were long since gone...words of his mother.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 4:03 pm
Always shoot for the Moon... Angeetia scuffed at the ground. "Sure I do but that's not so unnatural. I'm different. You know it just happens." She kicked at a rock and sighed. She tossed her head to the side and her mane shifted from one side of her neck to the other. "We Coexist."
Angeetia shook her head softly. He blew he words off as a denial. Though when he lowered his gaze to have it even with her own she stilled. His eyes were oddly entrancing. "Your eyes are amazing" Think into her past there was nothing to think about. Not truly. She'd been a lonely mare. She'd lost herself to her silent musings. Alone in thought she'd remained in the shadows. She'd made friends with them and over time had become like them. ...because even if you miss you'll land in the stars.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 4:20 pm
Einar looked at her wanting her to 'search her soul'. "Your past is the key to your future....my mother used to say that to me....You may not like your past, but it makes us who we are, no matter how difficult, no matter how painful. Try and see yourself through others eyes...through my eyes...from when we first met.....the shadows are slowly consuming your mind and soul, they see you as their Toy!"
She wasn't understanding what he wanted....he wanted her to truly see the shadows for what they were...see what thier aim was...and if he had to he'd force them out somehow and tame them himself, for her sake.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 4:44 pm
Always shoot for the Moon... Angeetia face went blank the longer she stared into Einar's eyes. "I've no qualms with my past." He said they were consuming her mind and soul. She wasn't though. Bone deep she knew it. They were not that separate they were one in the same. The long she stared into Einar's eyes the more certain she became that it was not so, it was not as Einar saw it.
Angeetia backed away from Einar. What he wanted her to see was something she couldn't. She herself was in no danger. Her sanity was frayed and barely tethered down by her shadows. She didn't understand why she could not see exactly what he wanted her two but it was as if what she sought in thought was blocked. ...because even if you miss you'll land in the stars.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 5:24 pm
Einar stepped back, maybe he was mistaken a bit about the shadows, but there was more to it then either them knew maybe...."Regardless there is another side to you, almost another consciousness lying dormant that I've seen, the shadows around seem to react to your surroundings as well as your motions....and heightened emotions trigger your other side...., he was unsure of the situation, but he wanted to understand her...know everything about her...his dominant cat instincts wanted to protect what he cared about from everything...and at time that might mean him.
He stepped back and smiled at her and moved closer to her again and nuzzled her cheek and said, "I like you just as you are....my toy." He leaned back up and had a devilish smirk on his face and let a small chuckle escape. Regardless of the shadows or a side personality he would always see Angeetia as she was now and would be sure to bring her back from her dark space should she drift to far.
(I hope this works.... sweatdrop )
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 6:03 pm
Always shoot for the Moon... Angeetia nodded softly. She knew there was a side to her that there was to her. She knew there were tendencies when she forgot everything, times when she was somewhere she hadn't been. "I know this. not very well but there are small mishaps or usurps that make it obvious." She though about it all softly shaking her head. "Being alone doesn't help it either..."
Angeetia snorted at his nuzzle and her being his toy. "Ah yes you are my toy so long as I am your toy. A possession in a treasure trove of pleasurable trinkets." She scuffed her hoof against the ground again. She tossed her head up and looked at the ceiling. "A kitty's Shiny new play thing." She liked the company he, even though her toy, gave her. ...because even if you miss you'll land in the stars.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 6:35 pm
Einar, satisfied that she was aware of her 'other-self' nuzzled her cheek. "I won't let you be alone again, my toy...we have many more games of cat and mouse to play. You'll never get rid of me know...", he said with a slightly devious smirk.
He rounded to the other side of her and stood close to her and wrapped his tail around her back leg in an almost possessive, but playful manner. "You can never get rid of a cat's new toy.....You are my treasure.", with that he glanced down into Angeetia's eyes, nipped her mane and nuzzled her cheek once again.
(twas a bit cheesy. XD and out of a skinwalker's natural manner but it is a special circumstance I think....lol) heart
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 6:53 pm
Always shoot for the Moon... Angeetia snorted. "Possession. Well your not that far from your path." Though the many more games was an exciting notion. However being so close and involved to a skin walker promised a daringly dangerous time. Known to be viscous and violent, crazed by blood lust. A soft voice echoed through her head 'sounds promising and fun' "You tease." She flicked her tail. ...because even if you miss you'll land in the stars.
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 7:43 pm
He smirked at her and wrapped his tail around her's now. Two who thought they were alone, are alone no more now that they have their....'toys'...and I'm a toy that can't be broken.", he said with an unknown air to his voice as he laid down by her side ready to rest for the day as it was and is their night. Never to be alone again.
((And I believe that declares this RP-COMPLETE!!))
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