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PostPosted: Tue May 04, 2010 2:10 pm




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PostPosted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:49 pm


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◦◦◦ My parents named me:::

Christopher Liam Trent

◦◦◦ But you can call me:::

Chris

◦◦◦ I'm a youngster:::

Eighteen

◦◦◦ I'm not conceited:::

I'm not to blame if your world turns to black

◦◦◦ Take a look at my life:::

Life had been so simple back then when my parents had met, fell in love and eventually married each other. They were at an even better part in their life when my mom found out that she was pregnant, with twins of all things. Nine months later, on June fourth she gave birth to identical twins. Cassidy, who was only a few minutes older and me Christopher. Me and Cass were always close, even as we got older and started to like our own things. Cas is..was my best friend and no one can ever replace him. I know I am being rather vague but it is never easy talking about his murder, everyone else calls it an accident but they weren't sitting in the passenger seat, now were they? No, I was. I saw everything and was the only one that walked away from the scene to talk about it. It was never my idea to ever talk about that night, I wanted to forget that my twin, my best friend had been ripped away from me so easily and I was still alive. The guilt drove me crazy to the point that I wanted to end it all and join Cass where ever he was. The scary thing was, Cass talked to me. He still does. He talk to me when I need him the most or the thought of suicide comes to me. My parents decided quickly after they heard me talking to Cass that they needed to put me in therapy before something bad happened to me as well. It took the therapist months to even get me to say a word.


As the years passed I went on with my life, not that happily and managed to get my first boyfriend. Who thought it was weird that I worse both mine and Cass's dog tags around my neck but he soon found out that I never was going to take them off. Things seemed to be going so well, it had been the first time I had been happy sense loosing Cass. Just my luck when I caught him cheating on me with some other guy, while we were out together for our second year anniversary. God that killed me. I just couldn't take that heartbreak. Of course I broke up with him right then and there and ran away all the way to the bridge that ran over the high way climbed over the side and Cass again stopped me from killing myself. If that sounds crazy to you, then it might sound even crazier that I fought back with Cass's voice that spoke to me only in my head. The fight raged on with my dead twin until the cops showed up and pulled me back over the ledge. This time they locked me up in a rehab center and put me on suicide watch for a long time. My parents came to visit me, I hated that they thought they knew what I was going through. Sure, Cass was their son but he was..is my better half. With out him it constantly feels like there is an empty void that can never be filled. Through the entire situation and no matter how badly I wanted to end my life to be with Cass again I still managed to make sure that my future wouldn't be total s**t.


After that boy though, I took a break and put my nose to the books. It was the best way to get my head on right. It really never bugged me when some started to make fun of me because I became more into studies then I did the rest of the world. Having them pick on me was better then them bringing up Cass or getting those pity looks every time I looked at some one. I always visited Cass's grave, every day at the same time and told him everything that had happened that day. I tried to make friends with some people who had been really nice to me and they never brought up Cass's death. Which, was refreshing as much as I loved Cass I never did tell anyone but the therapist about that night and I plan to keep it that way. One day when I was walking toward the usual spot where I met with them, from around the corner I heard say something about me that stopped me in my place and I hid on the other side of the corner and listened. They called me pathetic and an emo kid because of my suicide attempts. They said that the only reason they even talked to me was because the principal told them to. Are you starting to see a pattern here? Ever sense I lost Cass my life has gone to hell. This time I slit my wrists, my mom found me laying on the floor in the bathroom blood pooling around me and barley alive. They managed to get me to the hospital in time however and it was back to rehab for longer stay this time.


When I went back to school I decided to keep myself from everyone. I hated them all. Everywhere I turned there was a fake smile or a pitiful look cruel words echoing through the halls. They knew nothing of the pain I felt. Cass's memory, that voice inside my head became my only friend. I refused to even speak to my therapist or my parents. I couldn't trust anyone. When I first got the letter and the scholarship, I almost turned it down. There would be others going and I just do not want to deal with that but Cass told me other wise and pointed out that there was money involved. Neither me or the voice of my dead brother seemed to take much interest in the very strange rule of no cell phones or other way to contact people. Not like I talked to anyone any way.


◦◦◦ I like it!:::


♥ Being alone
♥ Boys
♥ Mountain Dew
♥ Marijuana
♥ Cigarettes
♥ Poetry
♥ Music


◦◦◦ Bleh!:::

☒ Crowds
☒ Egotistical jerks
☒ Nosy people
☒ Homophobes
☒ Girls
☒ Therapists
☒ Hypocrites


◦◦◦ What's on my iPod:::


Dead memories by Slpknot
I Don't Care by Apocalyptica feat. Adam Gontier (of Three Days Grace)
Dance with the Devil by Breaking Benjamin
Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin
Faint by Linkin Park


◦◦◦I run this:::

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PostPosted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 9:25 pm


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          There was a time when starting a new year of school had been exciting.
          When Bastian would wake up extra early in order to get everything
          that he needed for the first day of school together and ready to go.
          This year however, was different. The blond eighteen year old male
          was ready for the first day but instead of running around his house wildly
          he sat on the end edge of his bed with his phone in his hand.
          Bastian had been sitting there after he had showered and changed.
          Contemplating weather or not he should send the text he had made out to his boyfriend.
          Deleting the previous words that he had typed out, he begin to type once more.



          To: Mister Popular
          From: You know who c :
          Hey there sexy. I will meet you in the AV room.
          I love you,
          B ~

          Hitting the send button; Bastian flicked his cell phone shut, sighing to himself.
          This was really getting hard to deal with lately. He had never minded that
          his boyfriend was afraid to come out. That was understandable. But now they
          were allowing someone to make them do things, just to keep their secret?
          It was complete bullshit. Keeping quiet about how much he disliked their situation was a lot worse.

          Every time Bastian had to keep something bottled up it made his impulses harder to ignore.
          Smoking was a stress reliever, but even that was not working as well as it once had.
          As the blond left his room, he grabbed his bag from off of the ground and headed down the hall and out the front door.
          The black 1967 Chevrolet Impala, sat awaiting Bastian in the driveway.
          Reaching into his pocket Bastian took out the keys to the impala and unlocked the driver's door.
          After throwing his bag into the passenger seat, Bastian slid into his impala and closed the door.
          Once Bastian was buckled in he placed the key into the ignition and turned the engine over.

          Pulling into the school's parking lot. Bastian stopped the impala and killed the engine.
          Unbuckling his seat belt the blond grabbed his bag as he opened the door.
          Closing the door to the impala, Bastian locked up and slid the key into his pocket.
          Going to the side of the school, he took out a pack of cigarettes and slid one in between his lips.
          When he returned the pack to his pocket he pulled out his lighter and sparked up the cigarette.
          When the cigarette was done, Bastian flicked the cigarette to the ground stepping upon it
          as he walked to the main doors of the high school.

          The hallways of Lutheran High were packed as usual. The students all commercing before classes.
          Talking to friends they might have drifted from during the summer.
          Bastian weaved his way in and out of the crowd, heading to the AV room that he knew
          would be vacant until at least eight thirty. Which gave him and his boyfriend enough time to meet.
          Before he even approached the door to the AV room, Bastian swept the halls with his eyes.
          He might not have known who was blackmailing them but he wasn't going to let anyone see him
          slip inside the room.

          Once in the room, Bastian walked over to one of the desks and sat down on the top.
          Waiting for his boyfriend to join him.


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