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Brother, just let me go...:::

As I opened my eyes one morning,
I saw my mothers rich brown eyes.
Looked outside - it was storming,
And my mummy said some goodbyes.

My brother was holding, watching me,
As my last breath reached the room.
Dried their eyes when I didn't breathe,
But my brother said I went way to soon.

I stood their silently in the corner,
As they all took their times to grieve.
Making my way over their further,
Dad whispered, 'Please don't leave.'

They all cried over my cold body,
As I layed helplessly in his arms.
- 'Take care of her, somebody.'
- 'Don't let her live in harm.'

Mum took the phone and dialled a number,
'000' were only those three hollow buttons.
Their last enemy died this only summer,
Starting from suicide - I was a cutter.

My brother was shaking me so much,
Telling me 'Please sis, please breathe.'
'I'd miss you way to much sister,
Whenever you chose to leave.'

It was a mistake that I had made,
The minute of time came way to fast.
I left them with my gift of a blade,
And the memories will forever last.

They sit over me watching me there,
Laying cold and blue on this cold floor.
My brother said he will always care,
And mum said, 'This has happened before.'

My brother thought that he could win me back,
So I drifted across the room and said 'brother,
It's okay whenever you're ready to let me go.
Look after my daddy, aswell as my mother.'

He looked up to the heavens above sadly,
And told whomever to take care of me.
That he did the best he could to help,
But I decided not to breathe.

And as my body and my soul got taken away,
I whispered to him, 'Brother, you should know.
Wherever I go - In my heart you will always stay,
But there always comes a time to let somebody go.'

this is good its real emotional