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 Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:29 am
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:30 am
Zephar's Attempt at waking Aurora and his true feelings about himself
Once in the safety of the woods he darted into a bush ashamed of himself on what he had done. He licked his muzzle clean getting every last little drop of blood which was on it, as he did so his mind went into his own thoughts. Why did it have to be this way, couldn’t he just be like everyone else, without this thing inside him? This monster which longed for the blood of others, longed to feed. Yet he was beginning to see a trend, anger seemed to trigger this other side of him. Maybe, maybe he should just give up on trying to make friends, he a predator and wasn’t cut out for it. His mind paused as head popped out of the bush, his red eyes glanced up to the shrine which was barely in his view. There was another, just like him, lonely and without out a single friend. His ears shifted back on his head, he would at least try one more time, for his sake as well for the little one’s sake.
He really wasn’t a monster, not like he had been called numerous times in the past after various incidents like the one that had just happened. He never intended to be mean, never intended to hurt anyone, it was just sometimes, sometimes something aroused him inside pushing him to do things he disliked. Maybe not being able to make friends was the goddesses’ way of punishing him for what he was. Yet if it was punishment for why he was even created in the first place. As he continued to think on this he was beginning to believe that he didn’t belong with anyone, near anyone. Alone for the rest of his long life. He shook his head at that thought, no, no he wanted to change that, but how could he when all he did was hurt and push others away. He wanted to change, he really did, but at the moment he really didn’t know how to do so.
Zephar’s head dropped down back into the bushes his mind still revolving around his thoughts. His ears shifted back as he moved out of the bushes keeping to the shadows. He wanted someone to talk to someone to listen, and right now the only one he believe that could help him with his predicament, help him feel better and accept himself was that little one still in the little orb. Keeping to the shadows he darted back towards the shrine, this time moving around it in a different direction to avoid being seen by those three again.
Moving out of the shadows once again he approached the shrine from the front. He ignored the pain from the sun on his back, determined to do this. He propped himself up on the ledge so that his head was close to the little orb. Zephar was very careful not to knock it over. “Sorry little one,” he whispered softly in a voice that the one in the orb would only be able to hear, after all he didn’t want to be overheard with some of the things he wanted to talk about. “It seems at the moment we are both alone in this world, yet it seems I will always be alone in this world. I try hard, so hard to make friends, but it seems I always tend to chance them away or hurt them without even trying,” his voice had a sad tone to it as his ears shifted back on his head his chin dropping to the edge of the table.
“I really don’t know how well you can understand me,” he continued on talking, “But talking like this to you, really does make me feel better. Still you aren’t really alone here, there are many here at the festival who want you to emerge to become your friend. I too do wish this, but I really don’t want to hurt you like I have with others. At times...” he trailed off a bit, pausing to hold his voice stead, “At times I am afraid of myself, afraid of what I might become if I stay lonely. I’ve been called a monster a times, ridicule for others, yet they judge me not for who I am but for what I am. I can’t fight destiny on what I am, but I do want to change what I will become of it.” He paused, “Still fighting destiny can be hard and I don’t know if I will be going down the right path. Maybe…Maybe when you emerge, you can show me that path to go down, to help me.”
He took a few moments of silence once again this time dropping himself from the ledge. Then he spoke again his voice still soft and quiet. “I would really like to become friends, if not I still will promise to protect you and watch over you from the shadows…I really am sorry that I pushed my troubles upon you…Thank you though, I really do feel better. I guess really talking about it is a relief. So if you ever need a friend, or just someone to talk to, please look to the shadows. A friend will be waiting in wake…Good bye little one, for now. Hopefully we can meet again. Next time I will listen to your troubles.”
Zephar then dropped down from the shrine heading back onto the shadows, into the forest. He was tired, and hurting from being exposed too much sunlight. Hunger once again began to settle in his belly, but he pushed that feeling off to the side. Right now, all he wanted to do was sleep, sleep until night came, or until the excitement of the festival rose to its top for the little one had emerged from its orb. It now was his one little wish, to have that little one as his friend, so he could be like everyone else. He would be a friend in returned, and try to be a good one to boot. It would be a hard and difficult past but for the little one in the orb he would endure it. Soon his legs grew heavy from walking deeper into the woods; he soon found a small little bush to curl up under. Falling asleep fairly quickly, the sun had eaten away little Zephar’s energy.
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 12:49 pm
Zephar's InfoName:Zephar Nickname: None Parents: None Siblings: None Friends: None Mate: None Personality: Zephar often seems like a lonely little lost soul, he often longs for a friend, but when his vampirc instincts take over he becomes a vicious little devil. Aquired: Custom Auction from Lily Current Rps: Exploring the LandPast Rps:: Main Thread Rp: Summer Festival
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 12:56 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 12:59 pm
Maya's Info
Name:Maya
Nickname: None
Parents: None
Siblings: None
Friends: None
Mate: Looking
Personality: Maya has a lack of self confidence. Not knowing who her parents were she feels like she had been abandoned by them, and so is a bit of a loner.
Aquired: Raffle from Old Shop
Current Rps: In Main Shop
Past Rps: None
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 1:02 pm
 Zareth's StoryComing Soon
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 1:18 pm
Zareth's Info
Name:Zareth
Nickname: None
Parents: None
Siblings: None
Friends: Pickle
Mate: Pickle
Personality: Zareth is a very energetic, homosexual Kirin. He's kind and loves children, he also has a hobby of chasing after handsome Kirin.
Aquired: Semi Custom Game
Current Rps:
Past Rps: Main Thread: Summer Festival
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