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Relationships don't seem to work out when I'm around. sweatdrop It really sucks, but hey, life, right?

I'm in a monogamy relationship that will be going 2 years this December.

I've been in two relationships within the past two years. The first guy I went out with I broke up with a month later due to that he was constantly paranoid that I was cheating on him, despite that he was the first guy I "dated" if it was even that, and I was always receiving up to ten texts a night when I was working that all said the same thing. What finally made me cut that relationship was when he got depressed over how I wouldn't respond to any of his calls or texts one Saturday after I had told him the day before that I had to work over the weekend and I wouldn't be able to talk. (Found out that I had around twenty missed messages on that one Saturday alone)
The second guy I went out with lasted for almost three months. He was a lot like the other guy in several ways like with being paranoid of the things I do, but he didn't text me all of the time to try to keep me in check. Instead he always tried to make plans with me on the days that I had to work. (I even told him that I had to work on those days as well) He also had this tendency where he wouldn't speak his mind and was a very emotionless person. When he saw my mean streak for the first time he thought I was changing into a different person (and was freaking out about it), and after that it started spiraling downwards to the point where I barely even saw him as a friend. I ended up cutting the relationship there.
Now this guy works with me, and it's a bit like a war when we're on shift together. (His fault for deciding to work at the exact same place where his ex works.) Life's strange like that. /:

I found out that I'm a very "loud" (emotional?) person who hates being clung to, but wants to have someone who can see the real them and will actually talk and listen. (Then again, that's how it is for a lot of people. Haha)

Right now I'm crushing on a guy that I've liked for about a year now, but I'm actually scared to get into another relationship due to the previous two paranoid guys. There's also that I probably have nothing in common with him, we now go to different schools, and I think I'm just a friend to him. (I'm such a sad, sad person at times.)


@broken_bleeding_angel: Congrats. That's awesome. C:

Hm. I haven't even had a relationshiip yet! sweatdrop