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 Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 10:02 pm
Did you ever feel like your going to like crumble inside. Like everything is going against you?
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 10:07 pm
Yes I have :[.
& all I can really say is it'll get better, it may take a while, but it will get better.
I know you don't really know me but if you wanna vent and/or talk about it privately, whatevers up, go ahead and send me a pm.
Anytime too :] I've been told I"m a good listener.
But yes, I do understand, atleast to some extent.
I think its impossible for anyone to truely understand another person, because situations are always atleast slightly different, but again on some level I do understand that feeling.
Just be strong and try and stay afloat, it'll get better.
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 12:19 am
I know that feeling all too well, and like Vampire says, it eventually gets better. Normally though, it will get worse before it gets better. Sad to say, but so true.
Life, rather it being a higher being or not, seems to test us, in the times we most don't want to be tested. Always seems to be the hardest, when you don't want more stress, pain, and sadness.
It's like, 2 summers ago, when my Dad got into a motorcycle accident. It seemed that ontop of that, things just kept happening, one after another. Like a smack in the face by a giant frozen fish you know? It took up until about now, for all of it to even out. I'm just -now- starting to have better, happy times...but yeah. Add all that onto bad luck too. xD So bad luck + life gettin' ya down...= recipe for disaster.
Anyhow, if you ever need to talk, you know you can always PM me. And you know my MSNM, so that's always going to be an option. =3
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 3:44 am
I do just about all the time. It really shows when I go shopping though.
Like Sunday I almost cried in the store because I could not handle everyone
there and I felt trapped in there with them all.
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Symphonic Fairytale Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 1:49 pm
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun,
I felt like that when my ex best friend and I still talked to one another. She trampled all over me. I didn't do a thing because I loved her. I finally told her the truth about everything and my feelings, and we no longer talk much. She's a different person than she was when we were truly still friends.
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun.
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 1:57 pm
Well I just started a new job almost three weeks ago and it hasn't been going so smoothly.
It's like no matter what I do, no matter how early I start, I just barely get all of my stuff done on time. It's insane.
Today and yesterday were basically the only exceptions, and today was probably the best day I've had there.
I don't know, it seems like every time I go to prep something for the next day we're out of it. Like why can't the managers get their ordering together. It's ridiculous.
Anyway, there've been plenty of times when it seemed like no matter what I did everything just went wrong anyways.
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 2:52 pm
@Morphine Kiss: I hear you about the long spells of crap. I've had about a two year crappy spell, its still somewhat going on, but there are times that it seems to be getting better.
I really hope things start turning up soon :/ scratch that I know they will :].
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 4:04 pm
VampireHaku- Ay, things always turn up better. Just have to think happy, I 'spose. At least that's what i'm always told. Half of the time I Don't find myself thinking too happy/positive about things, but hey, at least things seem to get better. So i'm sure they will for ye.
=3
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 4:05 pm
yah actualy i have... hay drinking, you mind if i use those line in a poem?
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 6:03 pm
Symphonic Fairytale Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun,
I felt like that when my ex best friend and I still talked to one another. She trampled all over me. I didn't do a thing because I loved her. I finally told her the truth about everything and my feelings, and we no longer talk much. She's a different person than she was when we were truly still friends.
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun. I know what it's like to lose a best friend. That was the hardest summer of my life when I lost mine, and it still hurts like a b***h to remember what we had and see what we have now. We've tried to make up and go back to normal, but anyone with eyes can see it will never be what it was. No where near close.
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 6:59 pm
You know, I tried to drink a cup of water this morning. I couldn't my body rejected it. My stomach hurt after that, but I'm okay now.
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 11:21 am
Plenty of times, especially when i felt really morbid or angry.
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 1:22 pm
@Morphine Kiss: Been trying to think possitive :] it does indeed help, but then something tends to happen that gets me back on a negative track. But I will remain possitive darn it!
Best of luck to anyone that is feeling down right now, remain upbeat!
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 1:46 pm
Fortune For Your Disaster Symphonic Fairytale Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun,
I felt like that when my ex best friend and I still talked to one another. She trampled all over me. I didn't do a thing because I loved her. I finally told her the truth about everything and my feelings, and we no longer talk much. She's a different person than she was when we were truly still friends.
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun. I know what it's like to lose a best friend. That was the hardest summer of my life when I lost mine, and it still hurts like a b***h to remember what we had and see what we have now. We've tried to make up and go back to normal, but anyone with eyes can see it will never be what it was. No where near close.
Same with her and I. We had such an amazing friendship and then it all tore apart because of some events that occurred in our lives. I'm glad I ended it because it was going nowhere, but I wish we were the way we used to be.
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun.
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Symphonic Fairytale Vice Captain
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