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 Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 6:24 pm
Most people on Valentines day are happy and lovey dovey. I used to be one of those people. A harmless little kid giving out valentines to her friends. It all changed for me. One night, while me and my brother were asleep the last thing anyone wants to happen, happened. I was about four at the time and my brother was seven months old. Me him and my mom were living with her new husband, our step-father. Things were going great-or so they seemed. The night of valentines day the worst thing happened. My brother died in his sleep while I was in the room, sleeping on my own bed. We were told the cause of death was SIDS (Sudden infant death syndrome). It's not very common, but it happens. Me and my mom think it was something else. We think his stepfather came into the room while we were sleeping and suffocated him. If someone is in a deep enough sleep and a pillow is pressed on their face they won't struggle and will die. There was no scar tissue in my brothers lungs so they presumed SIDS. No scar tissue would be found if the person who died was in a deep sleep. Me and my mom have never really celebrated valentines day since then. Every year near that dreaded day I get very depressed and feel like nothing will ever get better. *sigh*
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 6:25 pm
I don't blame you for not wanting to celebrate, to me it's beacome a spike in profits for card and candy companies more then love.
You need to understand though that, although you two might feel bad about it, that there was nothing you could do, and you might think that beacuse you were in the room when it happned there might have been somthing you could have done to stop it but you were only four at the time, and there's no shame in that.
I'm not saying to forget about him but try not to kick yourself over it, beacuse I'm sure he wouldn't want you to.
Here's to you hun *huggles*
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2009 9:38 am
Rawr, over celebrated, over rated, touchy feely, kissy kissy crap holiday.
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 7:34 pm
aww thats so sad D,=.....
i hate valentines day 2, cuz that is the day that every1 decides to make fun of me the most Dx......i dont know what the f*** ive done to them, but they all hate me........
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Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 3:21 pm
Why celebrate a single day with the one you love, I can care less about so called holiday, when I can show my special one her my love any day of the week and not even need to worry about money or others. Love doesn't cost a thing.
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Posted: Wed Mar 18, 2009 6:28 pm
I hate Valentine's Day too. Frankly because I don't have anyone, so it reminds me of my failure...
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Posted: Wed Mar 18, 2009 6:52 pm
kage_houkatama I hate Valentine's Day too. Frankly because I don't have anyone, so it reminds me of my failure... I aughta deck you in the back of the head for that... I won't though because thats not my way, but hear me out. It may not be now, or even tomorrow, but one day you will find someone. Someone you can love and hold dearly, I know that because I too felt that way. Always feeling as though I can never find someone. Hell I can bet on it. It takes patience to find love but it happens. So never, ever think of failure. Hust a delay, now cheer up before I end up decking myself. Oh and when you do find that one person, be yourself. Being a fake isn't what real people want, if that special somone truly loves you, they'd accept you flaws and all. Mine did...
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Posted: Wed Apr 29, 2009 11:03 am
Arc Inochi kage_houkatama I hate Valentine's Day too. Frankly because I don't have anyone, so it reminds me of my failure... I aughta deck you in the back of the head for that... I won't though because thats not my way, but hear me out. It may not be now, or even tomorrow, but one day you will find someone. Someone you can love and hold dearly, I know that because I too felt that way. Always feeling as though I can never find someone. Hell I can bet on it. It takes patience to find love but it happens. So never, ever think of failure. Hust a delay, now cheer up before I end up decking myself. Oh and when you do find that one person, be yourself. Being a fake isn't what real people want, if that special somone truly loves you, they'd accept you flaws and all. Mine did... finding someone else isnt a option for people like me who are still grieving the lost of their girlfriend
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Posted: Sat May 02, 2009 7:23 pm
wow... that's really sad... i hate valentines day, anyways. i just feel alone, as i've never had anyone to love me before... but your case is beyond this- i am truly sorry. *Hugs*
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Posted: Sat May 02, 2009 8:08 pm
Gabriel Uthanatos Arc Inochi kage_houkatama I hate Valentine's Day too. Frankly because I don't have anyone, so it reminds me of my failure... I aughta deck you in the back of the head for that... I won't though because thats not my way, but hear me out. It may not be now, or even tomorrow, but one day you will find someone. Someone you can love and hold dearly, I know that because I too felt that way. Always feeling as though I can never find someone. Hell I can bet on it. It takes patience to find love but it happens. So never, ever think of failure. Hust a delay, now cheer up before I end up decking myself. Oh and when you do find that one person, be yourself. Being a fake isn't what real people want, if that special somone truly loves you, they'd accept you flaws and all. Mine did... finding someone else isnt a option for people like me who are still grieving the lost of their girlfriend I can relate on that too, The girl of my dreams can't be mine forever all because of this stupid arranged marriage. But it is my goal to have a family of my own and I will strive for it. Anyway I wish for the best for both of you, and anyone else out there. One of the main reasons I continued to remain on gaia(besides tthe guild) is to help people out, if any of you need words of encuragement I'm here for you all.
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