Best friend turned more?

[Wonderful Conspiracy]

I just called him and asked if he regretted that night, he didn't hesitate when he said no. His family was near him so he told me that he will come over tomarrow and we can talk. 3nodding
Its improvement 3nodding  

[Wonderful Conspiracy]

he said that he's to busy right now to really commit to a relationship (and i know its totally true so its not an excuse) and that if im willing to wait for alil for him we can try a relationship.
I figure i've waited this long i can wait alittle longer. heart  

[Wonderful Conspiracy]

well two of my friends guessed it. One of my friends said the way he looks at me is more than friends. And i told her about what happened. My other friend asked me if i had a thing for him while we were in class, so i told her. But they are the only ones i would tell.

But something happened today....we were walking to my house from getting him a milkshake a couple blocks away from my house. And i brought up the subject again. It turns out that he honestly likes somebody else and that he doesnt think we should persue being more than friends.
I was heartbroken when he said this. But i kinda expected it. I feel like a moron though. I dont know if that night was out of pity, it probably was. emo  

[Wonderful Conspiracy]

I thought things were going to be akward between us but its just like how it use to be. biggrin Honestly..i think i feel closer to him now too. When i step back and actually think about it i would still love to see how a relationship would be with him but it wouldnt have worked out right now in my life. Im to busy no matter how much i would have liked it and it would probably be better to try something like this when im out of high school. That is if i still have feelings. rolleyes

I have always loved him, as a friend and sometimes more...but just as friends for now. 3nodding

Thanks for helping me through this biggrin