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 Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 4:42 pm
Hi, I am 13, and I am a lot more different than everyone else me age. I think stuff like graffiti and sex and drugs isnt fun one bit. I pity thy fool who brags about being laid when their only 13 and it makes me sick to see someone who is pregnaut before their even 16. Id have to admit there was a time when i liked that stuff, but It almost just came in went.
Just today, I was looking at the clouds. I really enjoy looking at the clouds. It is probably one of the most entertaining things in my life. Well, Just then, I felt like i was alone. I felt a little insecure and thought how much better it would be to know someone who liked the same things as i did.
A while ago, I had my first crush, until i realized that i hadn't even gotten to know the girl. I had been having really good dreams about her. nothing more than holding hands. I felt like i had felt love. Until I realized that I hadn't felt the same way in real life, and the girl in the dream didnt represent the girl that i HAD liked, but the girl that i will like later on.
Looking at the clouds reminded me of my dreams, thinking about how good it would be to spend some time just spending time with that girl. Only, this time, I felt really lonely, knowing that I was alone. And the feeling made me think about how I felt in my dreams and if it WAS love.
The issue is, I dont think I will find someone who enjoys those types of things.I am waiting until I become old enough before i start looking, because i think i might find someone like that if i was a little bit older. Also, I was wondering if The feeling of love is accually THAT great.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 4:52 pm
I know lots of people who think the same way you do, but they are easily influenced so the want the people around them to not know (never said it was a smart thing to do, it's just what they do). If you want to find a girl like that, you are going to have to look for her, there is someone out there, she might not be exactly as you described but when you find someone you love it really won't matter.
As for the love, I don't know. I personally believe I am too young to know what love is (hell I don't even know if I believe in love at all. I'm borderlining between believing and thinking it is al genetics) but I have felt very very strongly for someone, and still do after 6 monthes. Maybe that's love, I don't know, but if it isn't and it feels this good, I can't wait to find out what love feels like. So yeah, I'm betting it really is that great.
Sorry that was so long
sweatdrop
*Note: When I say I think I am too young I'm NOT some 11 year old*
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 5:26 am
The secret of love is, the moment you stop looking for it, you meet the person of your dreams. Ironic, isn't it?
Now, if only I could describe how to entirely stop looking for love...
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 7:11 am
Soleq The secret of love is, the moment you stop looking for it, you meet the person of your dreams. Ironic, isn't it? Now, if only I could describe how to entirely stop looking for love... that's true... I found my boyfriend at a time that I decided I didn't want to date anyone. I just wanted to go to school graduate and worry about love and relationships when I was in college. But it just so happens that after making that promise to myself a few months later I found my boyfriend. He and I have been dating for almost two years now and we are madly in love. I already know that he and i are going to get married, because he makes me feel happier then I've ever felt in my life. But mostly I can't describe how i feel with him. It's just beautiful.. perhaps even like a dream but a dream that is real. A good dream that never ends.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 1:05 am
You will find someone who shares you interests, it make just take some time. You sound like a really nice guy and a lot of girls who be attracted to you. The older you get the more people you are going to meet and the more of a chance there is you find someone you can relate to. At your age it's natural to be thinking these things but you must not let them get on top of you.
It's really nice that your not into the whole sex and drugs scene. I've seen a few lives get wasted by it. A lot of nice girls can get turned off by that type of behaviour. It might not seem like it right now but that's because most 13 year olds are just finding out about things like this and will want to experiment but the smart ones will turn away.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 5:55 pm
You were probably lonely because you were just sitting there thinking about things. Then you realized that no one was there with you, it's a bummer and it can be really depressing but it's better that it does happen. Soon enough you might be alright with being single or alone in the world. Can't really tell you much about that because you gotta find out for yourself about how to deal with it. Everyone's techniques are different.
No, I'm sorry, I really don't feel that in this time in your life you'll find someone like that. 13 years old is around 8th grade right? Well, you might find someone like that but I would really watch out for yourself because there's a lot more lusting go around usually at that age then there is love. There are a lot more break-ups, even though you think it'll never happen to you. You never know though. Some people find "true" love at a young age and they end up marrying that person and stay with them the rest of their lives. It's not practical that it's going to happen to you, but you never know.
Right now in your life it sounds like you don't want to date, but if the right person comes along you'll go for it. I think it's a nice philosophy to have really. If that's not actually what you're thinking, then you might want to consider it. And remember not to trust people so soon in a relationship (just a tip really).
Is the feeling of love really that great? Well, as everyone usually says, the feeling of love is great if you're in love. It kinda means if you're in a relationship, it's awesome. If you're not, then it sucks. Personally, I think every single person in the world (except for a few) thinks love is great (when they truly love someone in their own way). The downfall is the heartache and everything that comes with love such as arguments. You just have to figure out whether you think it's worth it or not.
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