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Eh. I've been on the edge before. It's no fun. Pills, razors...traffic (yes, now that I live in a city, I could just throw myself in front of a car and hope for the best, though it wouldn't be quite as promising). But in retrospect, it's kind of funny. For all those times I've had a pill bottle in my hand or a razor on my wrist (or my foot on the curb), there are at least 3 times I can name that I've been in an emotionally or mentally worse place, and suicide wasn't even on my mind. It's all circumstances. Things can get worse, but they can also get better. Some girl who treats you like s**t isn't worth your life. If anything, it's worth hers (no, I'm not saying you should go out and put a bullet in her head, I'm just saying that if she can't be civil to you, then she's not worth worrying about).

I know it hurts now, but in 10 years you're going to look back and think, "Damn, I was young and stupid and lovestruck. Those were the days."

And, this post wouldn't be complete without a Fight Club quote. Next time you're thinking about suicide, think about Tyler Durden laughing and saying, "We just had a near-life experience!" Because that's what's happening. You're on the edge of experiencing life as it really is.