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 Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 8:32 pm
[.Ciara.Chi.] The Dark Nerd [.Ciara.Chi.] The Dark Nerd Ooooh! That makes me want research all of that stuff! No, seriously, mother is a science teacher/lover of learning so my genes are programmed for that stuff, so I'm not being sarcastic.
And I would love to train myself to remember my dreams vividly. That would be pretty cool to remember all of your dreams.
All that talk of dream diaries at night, by your bedside aren't nothing. Just record them every night. Or every morning when you wake up, sit up in bed with your eyes closed, going over what you remember.
I find meditation works as well. By meditation, I mean specific kinds. Look into chakra and the various colours to focus on while meditating. My favourite meditation is making a safe haven for yourself in your mind. Because not only are you using your imagination, you're combining subconscious as well as conscious aspects in there; making most things accessible.
D'x Of course, sometimes things get out of hand. When I went through my dark phase in high school my sacred space or safe haven burnt down.
So now it's just this field of red.
Ah, science teacher. That's great! =] I'll have my teacher's degree once I finish my undergrad. >x>'' It's more of a back up. I'm planning to go for grad school for neuroscience. I love brains. mad
O.o Sorry. Had to have my brain fix for the day.
I tried a dream diary for a little while, but it was mainly for weird story ideas. xD
I'm sorry your safe haven burnt down; I think I might actually try the meditating, though, sounds fun. I know it's not supposed to be fun, but it sounds like it might help my well-being. I'll look into that, thanks! c:
xD
But get this, this morning I woke up really early and walked to the stop of the stairs. You can see out the living room window from there, which is HUGE. And I'm staring and see this english bull dog looking in from outside at me. I run to the bottom of the stairs and stare at it, thinking I'm dreaming. I open the door and go outside to find it disappeared. There were footprints and yellow snow left behind, so I figured it was really there. But it was so eerie. It was cold outside and the dog was just staring at me, waiting for me. And it had no collar (it was full grown).Thats kinda funny. I really need to write dairy's about my dreams... I am starting to forget more and more about my dreams...and I don't want to. D;
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Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 9:23 pm
I actually had a really weird dream last night.
I had a dream that my ex knocked up that Tellie chick.
And I was a highschool dropout, and I was working at Future Shop selling things.
And my ex ran away from the town were we live, because he didn't want to look after the baby and support Tellie.
So I started working and gave Tellie my paychecks.
neutral
It was really weird.
Cause it would never happen.
And if it did, I would totally not give them my money.
>_>
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 10:40 am
I had a dream I was flushed down the toliet twice and I was drowning.
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 12:10 pm
I had a really strange dream 2 weeks ago. I only remember the last bit, though. I was in the car with my mom. We were driving over a small bridge, over a lake covered in moss. Suddenly she swerves to the right and the car goes off the bridge. I'm panicking as we're sinking, trying to break the glass. It wouldn't break. I looked at my mom... and she was just sitting there.. looking at me, without a hint of emotion.
Honestly I didn't want to sleep after that. O.o
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[heart attack] Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 1:27 pm
i kept having some ******** up dreams lately.
then the other night, i finally had a good dream.
with chiodos.
and craig owens.
yay.
(:
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 4:26 pm
OMG I had the most f'd up dream last night. Not as ******** up as my suicide clinic one but it was really bad gonk
So I was like the star of some underground-doesnt-show-until-4am-sci-fi-TV Show, and I remember we were filming a commercial because if the commercial was good enough a big company would put us on prime time and we'd get famous, ya know?
So after we filmed it I remember I was gonna tell the great news to my parents. It was raining, really really really hard, but I wasn't getting wet o_O
I remember waring knee-high heeled boots (red and black), and a black skirt and shirt as I ran up my driveway (my driveway is like 1/8 of a mile long on a hill xD), and I saw my ex boyfriend's car there. =o=
I remember I walked in to find my ex boyfriend trying to strike a deal with my parents. He was trying to buy me off my parents and pay them enough money to make me marry him. =o=
So I really really REALLY pissed off and ran out the door, and he chased after me in his car. I remember running -a lot-, and then he caught up to me and I went into his car, put a knife to his throat, and said if he didn't leave me alone I'd slit his throat in a heartbeat. Then I got out of his car and continued running away.
Well, because of the rain, I randomly fell down and I remember getting captured and was forced into a wedding dress and stuff and I was about to get married in a Safeway, except I remember someone saying if I didn't eat the fortune cookie (a fortune cookie with no fortune in it, mind you) I wouldn't "technically" be married to him.
I dunno if this is of any importance, but my wedding dress was Yuna's wedding dress from FFX >>;
Anyways, so I was almost forced to eat the cookie and I remember spitting in my ex's face when he tried to feed it to me, kicked him with my knee-high heeled boots (how I still had 'em, I have no clue), and I started running away, ripping off the dress and randomly wearing black leather as I was running.
So I started running down one of the bigger roads that I drive on IRL, and I remember going to the Safeway in that area, and I remember that Matt and this old guy with long white dreadlocks were standing in the front, waiting for me, and they gave me a cell phone and told me to run and to "use it wisely".
I remember running into the girl's bathroom but a guy was in there ranting on about "representatives from the Safeway Corporation" or some crap, and I remember the cell phone rang, and then I woke up, because my dad called my house phone IRL.
I dunno if this is of any importance either, but I remember when I was in the pouring rain, I wasn't getting wet at all, but when I went into the stores, I appeared to be soaked.
Yeah it's a weird dream XD
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2007 2:53 am
I dreamt about a Sailor Moon/Digimon crossover last night.
Weird, huh?
A couple of days ago I dreamt I went to a concert of my favourite artists.
The concert was being held in the jungle.
It felt so real and I wish I could dream about that again.
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2007 10:31 am
xD I had this dream last night that I woke my parents up Christmas morning with an explosive plushie in my hands and since they refused to wake up I threw it at their door and it exploded and blew their door up o.O
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