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 Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:10 pm
well I'm ...
- very shy,
- silent,
- allone ... I'd love to talk with others but most times it's really hard to say just something >.<
(even if I always would love to say a 1000 things but I just say some little soft words and then I stay silent again ... but I'm different with friends then I just can say anything I want)
- I can cry some times very fast some times it's about nothing or just because I'm tired and can't handle a situation anymore
- always homesick when ever I'm far away from home or my familly (some times even when my little sister is with me ... but then it's just because I don't want to stay)
- afraid in the dark most times I feel better/safe with a little night light in the room or an other little light to look at whenever I wake up in the middle of the night or something like that (I just don't like dark rooms :S) but I'm not really afraid of the dark when some one else is there ...
... well I don't think that's everything but that's everything I know for now.
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:46 pm
i have depression, a weak imeune system (right when i get better from 1 bug, *pow*! i get another), a concetration problem, and i'm lazy and not very willing *sigh*
it's so hard to be me. especially in school, which i miss a lot from being sick. I dont' know if my teachers sympethize or think i'm faking it.
i'm trying to be more willing, but with depression, thats really hard.
oh and i have a hard time saying things. for some reason, i cant get the things in my mind to come out of my mouth the way i want it to sweatdrop
and i'm also a little slow in thinking....
i hope there r others who know how i feel
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 6:33 am
Hmmm ... weaknesses/faults ... I am judgemental, extremely introverted in public and at church, selfish, materialistic, short tempered, lazy, and extremely obese.
I deal with anger and depression over past abuse issues, thoughts of self mutilation, unworthiness (I was excommunicated for a little while and re-baptized almost 2 years ago), constant urges for physical pleasure (I had a drug and drinking problem as a teen), frustration that I am not doing nearly enough for my and my family's salvation but so comfortable where I am that it's extremely difficult to rouse myself enough to do the things I should, depression over no church callings, gratitude that I have no church callings, occasional resentfulness that I can't just live my life the way I want to without husband and kids (though I know I love them so dearly), thoughts that my husband and I are supposed to have 1 more child, sheer terror at the thought that my husband and I are supposed to have 1 more child, ... geeze, looking back at this ... >ick
The thought occurs to me, though, after reading mine and everyone else's posts, that our Savior loves each of us so dearly, in spite of all these flaws, and he KNEW all this about us, plus more that we don't even want to admit to ourselves - he knew all this and still he chose to die for us, so that we could have as many chances as we need to rejoin him someday. That kind of love awes me...
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 6:52 pm
My main weakness is talking. I am the worst talker around people. I always mumble and no one can hear me. I am really shy unless i am with friends or family. i can not talk in front of people unless I am giving a talk in sacrement meeting or praying the sacrement prayer. I can not retain information that well, especially math. I am very bad at one on one coversations with anyone, especially the girl that I like. I say the stupidest things sometimes that I always regret. In those one on one conversations, my voice gets lower and lower while my face feels very uncomfortable.
My other weakness is eyes. I hate eyes. Just thinking about eyes make my eyes watery. I found out a year ago that I had something called vurnal and now I have to take 2 different eye drops twice a day until I am 21yrs. old.
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 9:09 am
I am extremely shy. It seems like I'm outgoing online, but I think it's easier to talk over the internet than face-to-face. I dwell on past mistakes that I have made, and I cry too easily. I always feel bad when I say no, and I usually feel bad for a couple of days. I can hardly ever say no. I can't get up in front of people without turning bright red and almost fainting. I would rather read than do anything else. I have a tendency to be lazy if I don't feel good.
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Posted: Mon Jun 12, 2006 12:39 pm
Oh so many weaknesess... redface
I am scared to death of relationships. I want one, eventually, but the very concept of commitment and love terrifies the heck out of me.
Physically I have many. I am overweight, diabetic, have chemical depression, crepitus (my knees are shaped wrong, basically) and the immune system of a petri dish. They create vicious circles all over. If I lost weight I would have depression less and maybe get my diabetes under control. But my knees make it hard to exercise enough to lose that weight, and the Depression makes it tricky to stay motivated or feel worth the effort. Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera!)
I have gone on a mission, felt the spirit strongly in my life... and yet am fighting inactivity. SIGH!
Just waiting for these babies to start turning to STRENGTHS per the scriptures! mrgreen
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Posted: Mon Jun 12, 2006 7:36 pm
Mina Mormon i know weaknesses are given to us to help us to grow and become stronger and be humble and such, and i do appreciate them, for without them my testimony wouldn't be as strong, and i was just wondering if anyone wanted to share any of their weaknesses... i have a weakness with relationships and with not being able to pay attention heh my weakness is women......i cant seem to do anything right around them lol...
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Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2006 8:53 am
I have a hard time verbalizing what I want to say to people, so a lot of times I write the words down in a letter. Most of the time, however, I put the letters in a shoebox, and call them "shoebox letters." You know, like confessing my love for someone, and so on. I worry a lot, and say "I'm sorry," a lot, too.
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Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2006 3:08 pm
LemonBooya I just keep coming back for more, don't I? Well, it does feel kinda good to get this all off my chest! blaugh One that I need somebody to verbally slap me in the face and tell me it's not important for (please, you are all welcome to) is that I just want a boyfriend. I see girls at school with their bfs and I get jealous. I always dream about having a boyfriend...I guess I am just impatient to be older, huh? I mean, I am 16 and old enough to date, but I don't NEED a boyfriend. I don't know why I want one so bad, because I know that deep down high school relationships never last and I don't want to go through a bitter break-up or anything, but part of me just wants a boyfriend. Trouble is, boys seem to avoid me like the plague...maybe God made it that way so that I won't be easily tempted...hmm... My goodness, when did I write this? I was right about the whole temptation thing, because now i am struggling with chastity. I had a boyfriend for a month and a half and we frequently made out. We never went beyond just passionate kissing, but it was enough to leave me struggling to not want to just go somewhere and casually make out with a random guy. But I have learned from the experience, I guess. I know not to give car rides alone with boys, especially not ones you are dating, because odds are, you will just end up making out in front of his porch for like half and hour or so. By the way, I am off antidepressants now. the whole self-image things isn't nearly so bad, even though I think I am gaining weight, but I do still struggle with being social and confident in a social setting.
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 1:40 pm
Weaknesses...
Deffinately something that doesn't come that often for me.
Most of the time I am considered that girl that most people hate, just depends on your patience with me I guess.
I'm assertive, I know what I want, and it's the things I've got.
And that's the weakness right there.
My friends and family, the ones that are clossest to me are what can hurt me more than anything. (figures with anybody who isn't all about themselves) But yeah.
When friends leave me, or relationships break, or when I am alone, or when my beloved ones are hurt, I feel like I'm 13 years old all over again, being hurt by any simple thing.
But with all these friends and family falling around me, it does help me to be stronger and more humble, because it helps me see what's really out there. Not only learn from my mistakes, but learn from others as well. And I'll tell you, I've seen some bad things that have happened to my friends. Letting them know that I'm there and seeing that smile on their face is all it takes to make me happy.
heart
Wishing to help the world. My only weakness.
Peace.
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