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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:08 pm
OperationJonny The Twisted Truth Your just a cheerful gentleman, aren't you? My night is going very 'meh' Yours? Very much, indeed. I've been told at the very least. XD
And why's that, dear Truth?Bah. events beyond my control.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:28 pm
[NPC] alien flarn STOP THIS FESTIVAL AT ONCE!!! *totally wasted on the n*** Hallo Flarn! *Glomps* Nyahiihiihiihii, you're skin's kinda squishy Mister Flarn...
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:49 pm
do you think any other ufos will show up
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:52 pm
Maybe more UFOs/Aliens will show up. gonk I still need to get my hands on a Water Meat. gonk
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:58 pm
I think we might be safe for now, i haven't spotted any ufos or Zurgs anywhere.
(has lost his water meat)
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:07 pm
Eryphil Lintra Chuuie.Ooie.Guuie Lintra [NPC] alien flarn STOP THIS FESTIVAL AT ONCE!!! Flarn, I think you need to lay down a little, you're becoming hysteric... just sit and breath..... Maybe he needs to visit your emergency tent... :3 Um, guys, that place is full of drama may I remind you X____X
Hehe !
As in the words of Sorn.
"DON'T BE EMO LIKE 09!" xDDD... I remember that. Hehehe. I'm not emo!
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:14 pm
KLN Eryphil Lintra Chuuie.Ooie.Guuie Lintra [NPC] alien flarn STOP THIS FESTIVAL AT ONCE!!! Flarn, I think you need to lay down a little, you're becoming hysteric... just sit and breath..... Maybe he needs to visit your emergency tent... :3 Um, guys, that place is full of drama may I remind you X____X
Hehe !
As in the words of Sorn.
"DON'T BE EMO LIKE 09!" xDDD... I remember that. Hehehe. I'm not emo!xD I never knew he said that xD
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:37 pm
To Flarn:
((I will post this here, meh, it looks as if the recipient will never see it though xD OMG evil wall of text, sorry... ^^;; ))
Sheshira sat down on the lace covered chair tied with a satin pink ribbon. "Not my style but it'll do," Sheshira said, "it is at least comfortable."
She took the teacup gingerly to her mouth, blowing on it and took a cautious sip and made a face. "Still too hot for my tastes, but it smells incredible!" Sheshira breathed in the tea that smelled like graham crackers and yet had a minty taste.
She looked into the crowd and knew Flarn was there, somewhere. She decided to become a meddlesome little bint and throw her two cents into the discussion which was more Flarn yelling something emo or threatening and everyone responding either with words or glomps.
"Flarn, this lifestyle you lead is what will kill you. Not the withdrawal... the lifestyle you chose to go down will ultimately be your end. However, it is not a grim as I referred to only moments ago. You can change but of course you must crave this change and you must have the courage to do so. I have so many things I want to discuss with you so I decided to simply jump right in....to the cold water body shocking as it may be.
Darknrgy is not a foreign concept for me. I know what it is to be living in this dreary place. I used to be a sufferer of darknrgy if you could say. Years ago, it nearly swallowed me whole leaving me to fend this behemoth of panic attacks, depression, self doubt, pain and so much more. I went on for quite some time dealing with the after affects of these earth shattering quakes. Until one day, I grew fed up and decided to alter the course of my life, which I knew was most likely an early death. I struggle everyday to deal with the darknrgy that seeks to control my life. I admit, it is still there inside me dormant. Yet, I force myself at the moment I see myself being led to it, down it's path I fight with all my might to change how I think, how I behave...
I have many regrets: actions I can never take back, scars prove this; words I can never take back, the tears shed by my family prove this. Please understand this because your desperation is marked in your words and actions. You've have undoubtedly done things that you will have to seek forgiveness. Only until you are forgiven by those you've hurt and yourself can you truly live again.
Revenge will lead to only more sadness and destruction. However since you've become the equivalent to a heroin addict with your addiction I can see how this would be seen as a good thing for you. This revenge will be sweet. Yes, revenge is sweet. It is sweet as honey in your mouth but it will curdle and rot in your stomach. This sweetness will not last. You will only be left with regret and turmoil and most importantly, you will not be left satisfied. The void in your heart, your soul, your inner being will continue to exist and it will continue to grow until it is all encompassing, until you suffocate within your own body. You may believe revenge will free you but it will only leave you chained to your sadness and left to die withering on your own in your cold, bleak existence.
Bitterness is not the way to go. Evident in my own childhood which was darkened by own father's bitterness. It was not an entirely happy place. Bitterness is a pesky SOB because it while in exists in a non physical realm of ourselves it can and does manifest itself in the physical realm. It will hurt you. It will leave you with a pain so great that it will only make you physically ill."
Sheshira drank her tea in silence looking over the crowd who were anxious at Flarn's words. However there was still a festive mood in the air. It was as if they had a higher degree of sense to know that more than ever this watermeat festival was integral to Gaia's survival as important as it was saving Flarn from his own self.
"Flarn... I think it is so important to realize a few things. What happened to you... it broke our hearts. You do realize that when all of Gaia heard of what your family did to you there was a public outcry of sadness. We mourned for you much like we mourn for your choosing to live this destructive lifestyle. We were shocked at what Sorn did to you and what Zooeep egged on. However can you not see what your actions have caused?
They felt a remorse that was only extinguishable by a changed heart and a consciousness about what you stood for, had died for. Sorn felt terrible for what he did. He changed because of your conviction in what you believed in. He lives now a life that is marked in living the life you had in honor of your iron-like convictions. Zooeep also realized the same and has changed.
We have all changed because of the way you had lived your life. Most of us through the reading of the manga, or visiting of threads. Others were there, while you lived your life for your friends, for your convictions.
I cannot truthfully imagine the pain you went through when you were shot down. You have every right to feel anger. What Sorn did to you was horrible. Yet, like you he has done things that still mar his life and feels shameful about. You and Sorn are the same. Do you ever to stop to think that there are those out in the universe who might think revenge is the answer for misdeeds you've done? What would you have them do? Forgive you, give you a second chance... yet why can you not then pass the same courtesy along to those who have wronged you?
We've forgiven Sorn for what he has done. He's been given a second chance to live his life. You too have been forgiven for your past and what you have recently done (harming your sister 04, Zoit). Tai Naito who loves Zoit has forgiven you. What more of a testament could there possibly be?
Right now you are most likely suffering and believing yourself a fool for living and "dying" for your convictions, your love, your friends. Please do not lose faith in the things you once held so dearly. Love in its truest form is still obtainable and still a beautiful thing. You still have the love of many. Specifically you still have one's love that loved you in your highest highs and your lowest lows. You know who I speak of. Her love if anything is love in its truest and purest form.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:43 pm
Wow, I... totally was'nt prepared for this. sweatdrop Awesome though! 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:58 pm
HEY EVERYONE I AM HERE! NOW LET'S GET THIS PART ONNN!
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 10:12 pm
Greetings Gaians and Zurg!!! wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 10:26 pm
Woot! I found a cheep Water Meat! xd
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 12:05 am
hello ^^ I've just arrived <3 *spreads some lightnrgy*
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 2:56 am
*Sakura running with her Water Meat in her arms. Waving one arm in the air* Hello everyone! I hope to have fun here with Gaians and Zurgs alike.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 7:24 am
Oh...poor Flarn...
I hope he's all right now.
How was Sorn? I had to leave before our conversation ended.
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