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 Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2010 9:59 am
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○•  xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○•  xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi looked up at him as she heard his plan. She wanted to say yes. She would do anything to get out of here even if just for a night. But deep in her thoughts she knew she couldn't leave. This place was starting to grow on her. She held Alec tightly as she slowly shook her head. "I can't Alec. I would do anything for you. But I don't think I can leave." she said as she caressed his cheek. "Besides, you're hurt. You should at least get yourself fixed up." she said as she gave him a small and kind smile. She felt a tear rolling down her face as she wiped away the few stray tears on Alec's face. "I'm sorry Alec." she said to him before she rested her head against his chest.
"I'm sorry for dragging you down with me." she added softly as she still held onto him. She didn't want to leave Camp Sunshine. She just wanted the counselors to be less annoying. She didn't want to hurt Alec and she didn't want him to be unhappy. "If you really want to run away Alec, you can. Don't stay if you don't want to. Even if you stay for me." she said as she let her tears continue to fall. She just wished this moment would last and she could be in his arms forever. But she knew that could never happen and that's when everything hit her. Her old past and all the horrible things she had done. The drama she had caused with Shane and Casey. And how she might've been hurting Alec. She felt absolutely horrible and the tears wouldn't stop coming down. "You'll never be happy with me Alec. I know it. All I do is hurt people." she whispered to him.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○• 
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Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2010 2:27 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH   Shane wandered around. "Alec?!" he called again. where are you? Just let us know you're okay Shane pleaded in his head. The young counselor sighed, knowing Heidi probably didn't listen to him. "Why would Heidi listen to me? She hates me.
I tried. I tried to let her know that I wasn't, no, am Not looking at WHY they were put into Camp Sunshine.
I don't care if they alcoholics or party people or what ever they are. I wanted to show her, that I wanted to show her, and them what they could amount to.
I want to help Heidi and them because they are a mix of everything I was.
Everything I used to be. And I know how awful it feels." Shane rambled on, talking to himself before he had the sense to call out again. "Alec?!". Shane sighed "Oh Heidi... why won't you give second chances.
I wasn't trying to be a jerk. I was trying to show you that I care. It-- it just came out like a jerk.
You're wonderful, you know that? Heidi you're wonderful" Shane stopped dead. Stopped walking, stopped talking. He stopped when he realized he was talking out loud. Shane looked around, hoping that no one heard him. He was kind of hoping that Heidi wasn't close enough to hear what he said. When he heard and saw nothing, he kept walking. "madre, ¿por qué papá y dividir" Shane wondered out loud. Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
madre, ¿por qué papá y dividir___-> __mother, why did you and dad split?
___->__
___->__
___->__
___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
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x
x
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken 
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and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 7:16 am
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec nodded at what she said. "Yea, I understand..." Then his arms wrapped tighter around her and tears welled in his eyes, quickly spilling over and falling freely down his cheeks. "Don't say that... You're not dragging me down. I won't run away without you. And... I will be happy with you. You're amazing, Heidi, and I've only known you a few minutes." He couldn't help but chuckle. "You're rebellious, beautiful, smart, hilarious... Everything I have ever dreamed about and more. Even with what we do, the drugs and alcohol, we'll live. We'll have perfection. We'll..." He stopped himself as the tears fell faster. He'd only said that to one girl before and she'd stormed out on him... ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 8:25 am
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi wiped away her tears and smiled up at him. No one had ever told her those things, though she knew Shane probably tried to tell her. She just didn't want to listen. She held onto him as she wiped away his tears again. "We'll be ok Alec. You don't have to cry anymore." she said to him softly as she looked into his eyes. "There's no such thing as perfect, but I promise you, we'll be happy. We'll be as perfect as we can get. And I'll never leave your side no matter what." she said as she ran her fingers through his hair. She laughed lightly and smiled brightly. "You're right, we have only known each other for a few minutes. But they've been the best few minutes of my life. You're strong, but you're loving and kind. And though I hate to see you cry, I'm actually glad that you'll cry in front of me. It doesn't make you weak. It makes you human. You're courageous and so much fun! You're just as rebellious as me." she said before she laughed again.
She stood on her toes to reach his lips and kissed him passionately. "And that's why I'm so crazy about you." she whispered in his ear. She just continued to hold him even though she could hear Shane calling out to them. She didn't want to be found just yet. She was enjoying this moment. She was getting to know Alec more and he was one of the people who understood her without assuming things. Alec was just amazing and she hoped things would work for them, but she hoped she could at least stay friends with Shane. The thought hurt her inside, but she hid it well. She liked Shane as much as she liked Alec, but she knew she'd last longer with Alec. Sure they'd probably have rough times, but they'd get through them. With Shane, he'd try to change her though he would still let her be herself. She didn't want that. She wanted someone who accepted her for her and just let her do things for herself.
╚═══ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══════════════╝
❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 2:30 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane kept looking around. I can't believe they haven't heard me yet... maybe... maybe that's because they're not here he thought. I wonder if Heidi would give me another chance if I promised not to try and change her. Shane wondered. "Come on Alec! Please! Let us know you're okay!" the young man called out. maybe I should just forget about Heidi.... Nikki's kind of cute. But I doubt she'd feel the same way... Or I could just stay single for the summer. Shane sighed. "Come on!!!! PLEASE ALEC!!" Shane moaned and waited for an answer. Shane shook his head when he got none. The young counselor ran back to the camp. "Hey Nikki? Do you want to help me look for Alec-- Hey where's Heidi?" Shane asked her. Hoping she'd help him. He really didn't want to lose one of the teens. And Alec was actually a pretty cool guy. Or he was capable of being one. Shane looked at Nikki for an answer. Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: Oye. such a short post. ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
madre, ¿por qué papá y dividir___-> __mother, why did you and dad split?
___->__
___->__
___->__
___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
___->__
x
x
x
x
x
Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 2:55 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX[ j a k e m e y e r ] ││ [ t h e d o c t o r ] L i f e ' s not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t B u t it's the m o m e n t s that t a k e your b r e a t h a w a y 「 Feel that c h i l l, smell that fresh cut g r a s s
I'm back in my h e l m e t, cleets, and s h o u l d e r p a d s
Standin' in the h u d d l e, listening to the c a l l
F a n s going crazy for the B o y s o f F a l l 」 To really know the h e a r t of a p e r s o n . . . 「 They don't let just a n y b o d y in that c l u b
Took every ounce of h e a r t and s w e a t and b l o o d
To get to wear those g a m e d a y jerseys down the h a l l
K i n g s of the school man were the B o y s o f F a l l 」 You've got to look d e e p, real d e e p 「 It's turning f a c e s, s t a r s and s t r i p e s
It's fighting b a c k those b u t t e r f l i e s
It's c a l l i n g in the air all n i g h t
"Yes sir, we w a n t the b a l l"
It's knocking h e a d s and talking t r a s h
It's slinging m u d and d i r t and g r a s s
It's I got your n u m b e r I got your b a c k
When your b a c k ' s against the w a l l 」 S t r e n g t h are in n u m b e r s. N u m b e r s are in g r o u p s.
G r o u p s can d i s a p p e a r, just like T H A T. ┏✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┓ Caring -- Passionate -- Kind ┗✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┛ The tall brunette shook his head as Alec and Heidi ran off. As Shane came up to them, he shook his head again. "Shane, Nikki and I will look for them while we take the others out. Case wants you to stay here, and she's waiting for you over by the flagpole. Anyway, we have to get giong. Come on guys," Jake said, motioning for the two remaining teens to follow. He flashed a small smile at Nikki, then started for the outside of camp. Casay motioned to Shane, motioning for him to come over. The brunette head counselor was eager to get going, as soon as the teens left. The more hey could get rid of, the better. Jake fell into step beside Nikki, checking back on the teens every now and then. He had to admit; the other counselor was a lot like himself. Shy and somewhat afraid to get hurt. But Jake was also a very easygoing and fun loving kind of guy. "So, where do you think we should look for Heidi and Alec? It's going to get dark soon," Jake said, anxiety in his voice. The sun was starting to set; it'd be dark in about 45 minutes. A good walk time. Jake's question was directed at Nikki.
(( So sorry for the short post, but I have to go! )) ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  XXXXXXXXXXXXXLife's not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t╚══════════════✕══════════════╝ ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  That gets you t h r o u g h the d a y, it ain't what it's all a b o u tXXXXXXXXXXXXX╚══════════════✕══════════════╝   ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗
You just might m i s s the part trying to w i n the r a c e.
Life's n o t the b r e a t h you take, but the m o m e n t s that t a k e your breath a w a y .
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 6:00 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane nodded. "Okay. Don't be too harsh!" he called after them. please, Heidi. And Alec, listen to them when they find you. Shane sighed and wondered why Casey wanted him to stay back. He focused on Nikki. She was cute, and sensitive, yes. But she was also probably a good friend and very sweet. Shane wondered what they'd look like together. Anything, to get his mind off of Heidi. it never would've worked anyway. She's a teen. And you're a counselor. The two just don't mix he thought. Shane walked to Casey. "Why did you want me to stay back with you?" he asked Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: Oye. i seem to be making short posts today ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
___-> __
___->__
___->__
___->__
___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH
___->__
___->__
x
x
x
x
x
Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 6:42 am
A flight risk with the fear of falling Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX
I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX
With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX
That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ  ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki nodded to Casey and jogged over to the boy's cabin, grabbing a shirt for Alec. She quickly returned to the group and fell into step with Jake. She smiled at the other counselor and watched Shane go over to Casey. Niki made sure to keep the pace quick, so they could cover more ground. She glanced back at the teens every no and then but mainly kept her eyes ahead. The forest was so peaceful, she remembered going into the woods back home when she needed time alone. It had always helped her calm down. As Jake talked to her, Nikki turned her attention toward him."I'm not sure. they could be anywhere. They probably won't be on the path, since they know it's the first place we will look," she said and glanced over at the teens, mainly Gail. The blonde teen was walking slower then the group, mainly because no one could possibly walk fast in those shoes. Come on, Gail, keep up. We need to find them by dark!" she told the camper and watched Gail roll her eyes.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognize my own reflection
Scared of love but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby
Building walls around my heart to save me
But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you
You runaway but still it's right behind you
It's just something that you can't control
So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX
Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX
And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbye Cause that's all I've ever known
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Memories in the Mist Crew
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:20 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX[ j a k e m e y e r ] ││ [ t h e d o c t o r ] L i f e ' s not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u tB u t it's the m o m e n t s that t a k e your b r e a t h a w a y 「 Feel that c h i l l, smell that fresh cut g r a s s
I'm back in my h e l m e t, cleets, and s h o u l d e r p a d s
Standin' in the h u d d l e, listening to the c a l l
F a n s going crazy for the B o y s o f F a l l 」 To really know the h e a r t of a p e r s o n . . . 「 They don't let just a n y b o d y in that c l u b
Took every ounce of h e a r t and s w e a t and b l o o d
To get to wear those g a m e d a y jerseys down the h a l l
K i n g s of the school man were the B o y s o f F a l l 」 You've got to look d e e p, real d e e p 「 It's turning f a c e s, s t a r s and s t r i p e s
It's fighting b a c k those b u t t e r f l i e s
It's c a l l i n g in the air all n i g h t
"Yes sir, we w a n t the b a l l"
It's knocking h e a d s and talking t r a s h
It's slinging m u d and d i r t and g r a s s
It's I got your n u m b e r I got your b a c k
When your b a c k ' s against the w a l l 」 S t r e n g t h are in n u m b e r s. N u m b e r s are in g r o u p s.
G r o u p s can d i s a p p e a r, just like T H A T. ┏✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┓ Caring -- Passionate -- Kind ┗✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┛ Jake nodded. It sounded reasonable; they wouldn't be on the path. They could be on the old road that led away from camp, but that was unlikely. The best place to look was the forest: it had trees and bushes for hiding and the leaves would muffle their footsteps. "I think our best bet would be the forest. I don't think we should split up, though," Jake said quietly, with a discreet jerk of the head back toward the two teens. If the four split up, then easily either of the two teens could run away or something bad could happen. It was doubtful, yes, but Jake would rather they all stayed together. Jake's brown eyes searched the forest beyond, his senses sharp. He looked around, and a lock of blond hair caught his eye. He knelt beside it, and pulled it away from the bush. It was a bleached blonde strip, with some pink interwoven. "I just found some of Heidi's hair. They went this way," Jake said, starting toward a clump of pine trees. He knew about tracking; he hunted every season. He loved to hunt! The bucks were always the hardest, but he mainly did it for trophy. He wanted the antlers and sometimes the head. But he never left the rest of the animal out there; he always took all of the meat, kept some for himself, and then sent some out to his family and friends. In the end, all of the deer was used and none was wasted. Jake would never kill an animal and waste it. He loved archery the most, though; it was a lot more thrilling than shotgun, he thought. Another thing caught his eye, something more familiar: blood. A small smear of blood was on the bark of a tree. Since Alec was the only one bleeding as he left camp, it must have been Alec's blood. His dark eyes worried, he pressed on, his step matching with Nikki's. The counselors and teens had to find the others before it got dark; otherwise, it would be dangerous! And right now, Jake didn't want to see Casey unleash her full fury. He'd never seen it before, and he didn't want to see it now. ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗ XXXXXXXXXXXXXLife's not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t╚══════════════✕══════════════╝ ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗ That gets you t h r o u g h the d a y, it ain't what it's all a b o u tXXXXXXXXXXXXX╚══════════════✕══════════════╝ ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗
You just might m i s s the part trying to w i n the r a c e.
Life's n o t the b r e a t h you take, but the m o m e n t s that t a k e your breath a w a y .
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 5:37 am
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec blushed slightly. No one had ever wiped his tears away- no one had ever tried. Though, if they did, he probably would've hit them. But not Heidi. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to her forehead firmly but gently. "I know we'll be happy, Heidi. And, yea, we'll be as close to perfect as we can get. I won't leave you, either, I promise." He nearly flinched away when she touched his hair but then reminded himself that she was Heidi, not angry mom. He didn't talk when she continued. The dark-haired boy knew he didn't have to say anything because Heidi nkew he felt the same way. It was like the yin and yang thing, but with two yangs and no yin. That made him chuckle.
"And I'm crazy about you," Alec murmured after returning Heidi's kiss with just as much passion. He ignored Shane's shouts for them, blood pumping hot and fast in his veins. His head shot up and his grip tightened on Heidi. After this, Alec really didn't want to get caught- but, wait, what was the worst they could do, eh? Take all his s**t? He didn't care. Todd had Monsters and stuff that he could swipe. He couldn't help but brsitle when he heard footsteps coming in their direction. He glanced at heidi, lowering his voice. "Should we run?" ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 1:57 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e  ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd looked up when Nikki came in and, clearly, disregarded his thin, pale figure sprawled helplessly on the small bed. His heart slowed to a soft, steady beat once everyone had left- mostly everyone. He curled up on the bunk and rested his head against a pillow-caseless downy pillow. No one had said anything to him since Casey introduced herself- no, since Alec and Heidi had convinced him to join their little 'group.' He closed his eyes, murmuring a soft, "No better than home." It wasn't that Todd was emo or anything like that, not a cutter. He was just unsocial, easily broken and terrified. He'd do anything to stay away, along with anything to keep from being hurt.
There was only one person left at the camp, so he thought, and that was Shane. He knew he could kick Shane's a** in a retort challenge, but not in a challenge of brawn. Todd had been weakened from lack of sleep over the weeks, months even. It was finally starting to get to him. His eyes stayed shut but fluttered every now and again. He wanted to sleep, but he also wanted to stay awake. The forces inside him kept battling. He stayed awake for a while, but who knew how long he could last? It was becoming a serious health issue. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●    ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 2:40 pm
  「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e The tall, coffee tone brunette looked over at Shane and signaled for Shane to come over. They'd start on the boys cabins, since Jake had told Casey he'd found a lethal drug in there. Casey transferred her thoughts. "Alright, we'll start with the boys' cabins. Take these trash bags-" Casey held out a fistful of black trash bags. "-and out all the drugs, alcohol, energy drinks, everything into them. The teens are going to rebel, and violently. They think they can't live without these things, and it's our job to prove to them they can. But, whatever you do, don't let them push you around!" Casey's ice blue eyes narrowed dangerously. "No one really minds your problem. But what I do mind is Heidi. And she pushes you around like you're peanut butter in her hand. And I do not want this happening. You need to be more firm with her, feelings or not," Casey said, her voice dangerously low. She was not mad, but she needed to be firm. She'd watched Shane moon about and run like an idiot after Heidi. And after that, she'd thought he'd stop and take things seriously. But apparently not. Casey had let Jake and Nikki go after the two, because she didn't want Shane running off again. She began up the stairs to the boys' cabins, pushing open the door. She was startled to see Tood laying there. He was supposed to go out with the group! Casey held in her temper. After all, this was her teen; she'd deal with him. She laid the trash bags down, and went over to stand by the bed. She noticed the boy was falling asleep. Remembering that he was an insomniac, that's exactly what she wanted. "Go to sleep, Todd," Casey said, her voice startlingly soft. She didn't touch him, as she remembered his fear. She would usually stroke a person's eyelids, but she left well enough alone. She watched him, waiting to see if he'd go to sleep. Looking over at Shane, she nodded, gesturing for him to get started without her. She made sure he knew what they were looking for; drugs, alcohol, anything the teens might depend on. And at the utmost, weapons. The counselors wouldn't have the teens hurting themselves. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 2:43 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi smiled at Alec until she heard the footsteps. She looked in the direction they were coming from before glancing back at him. "Normally, I would run away. But we might as well get this done and over with." she said quietly as she held onto him. "We'll worry about them when they get here." she said as she leaned her head against his shoulder and closed her eyes. She didn't want them to find her or Alec. She wanted them to just disappear and leave them alone. They were a lot happier when they were alone. No one to bother them or tell them what to do. She held his hand and squeezed it gently to let him know they'd be ok.
{{OOC: sorry for the short post.}}
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 5:36 am
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away The Grayson kid was startled to hear the soft voice of his counselor. His eyelids opened and his dark eyes peered around the room. He clutched his boot close to him, but left it secure on his foot. Without it, Alec would go crazy with the withdrawl and stuff, while Todd would fall asleep VERY often. The teen grunted and sat up, holding his badly injured fingers against his chest. They still throbbed, still looked like screws, but at least the bleeding had stopped. He shifted his leg so that his black combat boot was well hidden under his pale, shirtless figure and no one would be able to get to it. He brushed his hair out of his eyes and, after waiting a while, spoke to Casey. "If I sleep, he'll do to me the same thing he did to my mother," Todd said quietly, referring to his psycho-maniac of a father. There was no way, from the highest peak in heaven to the lowest pit in hell, would Todd ever want to go to sleep again. His nightmares drove him crazy, making him scream and sob in his sleep. He would hear the voices all day and all night once he had gone to sleep, but being awake did no better for him. At least, during the day, he was free of his father's evil voice- trying to coax him to murder... The shirtless teen shuddered, goosebumps rising on his back, chest and arms. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 2:18 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane nodded. "Okay" and took a few bags from Casey. Shane focused to keep his eyes from widening. He nodded. "...You... you honestly and truly don't mind that I-- caved to what I thought I gave up?" Shane asked, genuinely surprised. He had thought that they would care and try to... He had just assumed they would care. The young counselor sighed and started at Alec's cabin. she really doesn't mind? that is too good to be true... and it makes me feel worse he thought as he looked around for anything the campers didn't really need. Shane nodded and decided he would not let Heidi push nhim around. No matter how much he liked her. He had never been, and was not about to start now, with being a pushover. Shane had always gone his own way. He wasn't a follower. And he was Not going to let her ruin that for him. No matter how much he liked her. Or thought he did. As he was rummaging through Alec's thing's he came across a needle "no no necesita este, joven" Shane said and picked up the needle. He stopped when he saw some Gin lying around, he walked over and picked it up. Shane looked around to see where Casey was and realized she wasn't here yet. One sip? Who's it gonna hurt buddy?. Shane struggled with the temptation for the longest time. He had no idea how much time went by while he was looking at the bottle. Shane opened it and sniffed it, he sighed, relaxing. He shook his head and snapped the lid closed. Still struggling with the temptation, which was getting bigger the longer he let himself hold it. "What have you done Shane? You let her ruin your YEARS of rehab. All those years. for Nothing." with that thought Shane dropped the flask into the bag and let tears fall. He walked to the bed, sat down and cried. Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: If you want, Casey could be watching him when he struggled with the 'temptation'.
What she does if she'd see him cry... doesn't matter ))
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no no necesita este, joven___-> __You don't need this, young man
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
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there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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