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 Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 12:18 am
"Oriya..." he smirked, "Knows all about me. He sliced my partner to shreds in your defense once upon a time."
Hisoka...that was a wound that still bothered him.
"My partner, by the by, is named Hisoka. When he was alive, you raped him and placed a curse on him. It caused him to die a slow death...but now he is my partner, another shinigami." he tried not to sound angry, but if Muraki was going to know some things, he may as well know all.
((OOC: Nighty night!))
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 4:34 pm
Kazutaka's earlier happy mood evaporated almost immediately. "I... I did what?" he asked, paling considerably.
Just thinking about something like that...
It was too close to home...
'Saki...' Muraki's mind whispered, even as he tried to forget the past that such a comment rose to the forefront of his memory.
He hadn't grown into that same monster...
Had he?
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 8:17 pm
Tsuzuki couldn't help the anger boiling up inside him. He had fought it, masked it, pushed it aside...and now he was going to use it.
This wasn't like him, though. This was cruel.
Muraki had no memory, wasn't like that anymore...
Yet...the shinigami found himself suffering to the point that he wanted to inflict a little cruelty on this man who once upon a time had done so to him and his partner.
"Oh yes...Kurosaki Hisoka...you were once their family doctor." he continued, watching the man's face, "I don't know what you were thinking...but you called him outside one night and you did unspeakable things to the boy. You tied him down, raped him, and carved a curse into his body...a curse that followed him into death. Poor Hisoka...those marks burn him to this day..."
Enough.
He couldn't let himself do this....
"But...you weren't ok then..." he added, as if it would lessen the burn of his words.
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 8:34 pm
(((OOC: TECHNICALLY... Muraki was murdering a women and Hisoka just happened to see him doing that. THUS, Muraki cursed him and stole away his memory of that night. The manga explains that a lot better than the anime for some reason...)))
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Kazutaka was pale.
Very pale.
"Excuse me..." the doctor spoke, standing and heading into the bathroom.
He locked the door behind him, almost immediately throwing up in the process.
After all... everything the shinigami had said so far was true, if insanely hard to believe.
Why lie about this?
"Kuso..." Muraki hissed, turning to the sink and running some ice cold water to splash over his face. "I can't have done that... it's impossible..."
Looking into the mirror, moving silver hair away from his eyes, Kazutaka could only stare at the fake eye that seemed to scream back at him.
Then he saw it...
Saki's wicked expression... that gleam in his eyes...
Memories flooded back to the forefront, and Muraki collapsed to the floor, completely unconscious.
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 8:40 pm
He was an incredible a**.
No...he was worse than that.
Just now, Tsuzuki had proven that he was indeed a monster.
How could he have allowed himself to be so very cruel? It was beyond uncalled for.
He waited for Muraki to come back...moping the whole time, hating himself for making this man feel so horrible.
Still waiting.
Muraki had been gone too long...
Tsuzuki was beginning to get worried. Perhaps Muraki was crying? He knew he would have been...
Standing, Tsuzuki made his way to the restroom, knocking on the door.
"Muraki? Muraki-sensei?" he called out, his voice laced with worry and care.
((OOC: That's right...oh boo....I am so forgetful....))
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:09 pm
(((OOC: Hehehe, it's fine.)))
~ ~ ~
A voice...
Grey eyes opened, and Kazutaka felt rather groggy.
And his head hurt...
"Wha..."
Then there was that voice again.
"Why am I on the floor?" he whispered, picking himself up and unlocking the bathroom. He opened the door to see Tsuzuki once more. "What... what happened?" the doctor asked in confusion.
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:16 pm
Unable to help himself Tsuzuki leapt forward and wrapped his arms around the doctor.
"I'm sorry! I'm so so so sorry!" he gushed.
"I didn't mean to say all those bad things to you. I should have just kept my mouth shut! Are you ok? You were in there so long! I was scared! I didn't mean to hurt you...I forgive you for what you did!"
It all spewed out so fast.
He forgave Muraki?
Well, he hadn't meant to say all that...
Even so, he had. He couldn't take that back...rescinding forgiveness was beyond cruel.
And even monsters deserved forgiveness, Tsuzuki was living proof of that.
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:22 pm
"What?" Kazutaka asked, still seemingly baffled.
Then he remembered.
"No it..." Muraki frowned quickly, pushing Tsuzuki off of him, "Get off. You're making a scene." he sighed for a moment. "I just remembered something from when I was a little... that's all. Guess it collided with other memories and I just blacked out."
'I'll be better once I can get to Oriya's. I know I will.'
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:30 pm
Blushing, the shinigami retreated from the embrace.
"I'm sorry..." he mumbled again, looking at his feet.
Always one thing after another for him, and he never managed to do anything right. The harder he tried the bigger mess he made.
"Are you sure you're ok?" he asked, still concerned. The two were moving back to their seats now, and Tsuzuki was very thankful that there weren't many people on the train today. His behavior was absolutely horrible, and he was embarrassed with himself.
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:56 pm
Sighing, Kazutaka sat down in his seat once more. "I'm fine, Tsuzuki-san. It's simply that sometimes, people don't like to remember bad things that have happened to them." he closed his eyes, taking off his glasses and pinching the bridge of his nose. "I suppose I'm not so different from such people."
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 10:08 pm
Bad things that have happened...
"I understand..." he tried to comfort, "I'm a lot like that. Why, so many bad things have happened to me, I don't even remember all of them."
Smiling a sad smile, he continued, "When I was a boy, everybody in my town hated me. They called me the spawn of a demon because...because of these eyes." he pointed at the bright amethyst jewels that stood out on his face.
"I was always beaten up, but when they found out that I healed, they said I must have been the child of the devil. All of them..they tried to kill me, and..I don't know what happened...I really don't...but they all died. I just remember being covered in blood. I ran home to my sister, Ruka, thinking she would understand...but she was frightened, and I panicked. Next thing I knew she was dead at my feet as well. The rest of my life was spent trying to kill myself."
Tsuzuki looked lost in his memories. He hadn't ever recounted the tale fully, not even to Hisoka. Why he was suddenly opening up to Muraki, he did not know.
"Even in death, though, all I do is take lives. Lives that are supposed to end, but lives nonetheless...ironic, ne?"
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 10:42 pm
Muraki listened to the story, then smiled sadly, replacing his glasses.
"When I was a boy, my half-brother came to live with us. Things were already hard enough with my mother, who treated me like nothing but a china doll... but then my brother started doing things... horrible things. What you say happened to your partner... something like that happened to me. Many times. But I was always able to run to my friend Oriya's. He kept me safe." sighing, Kazutaka looked to the shinigami. "When I was older, my brother killed my family. Then our butler killed him. If he hadn't, Saki would have murdered me too... I never forgot that, Tsuzuki-san. I never forgot the pain I felt at losing people I loved... because even though he was so twisted... he was still my brother." the doctor shook his head. "I became a doctor to save lives. But we can't always stop death, Tsuzuki-san. In that sense... I know how you feel. You know when someone is destined to die, whereas I have to watch, just as helpless as you, to stop them from perishing."
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 11:01 pm
"Muraki..." he said, voice full of shock and understanding all at once.
"I never knew..." he felt as though he could choke on the thickness of his voice now, an overwhelming sense of pity and relation taking him over.
The two of them...they were very alike in a lot of ways. Such painful pasts, such helpless present situations...
At least Muraki seemed to be getting along better than he was, even with the memory loss.
"You know...it all makes so much more sense now. The things you did in the past. If...if I had been you, I might have done the same thing."
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 3:25 pm
(((OOC: Awwww Ciel and Sebastian! ADORABLE COSPLAY!)))
~ ~ ~
"from the things you've told me, Tsuzuki-san... doing those actions shouldn't make sense to anyway."
What Kazutaka said was really how he felt.
Even given his past... if he had really done that to a helpless boy...
He mentally shook himself, pushing that to the farthest corner of his mind.
"So, why are you REALLY following me?" Muraki asked, glancing to the shinigami. "If it were for revenge, this is an odd way to get it."
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 3:32 pm
He thought long and hard for a few moments.
"I followed you...I guess because I wanted revenge at first. But...something is different with you now. You don't remember any of those things, and I guess I wanted you to remember."
He sighed, trying to make it come out right.
"Well, maybe not remember all of it. I wouldn't want you to remember that if you didn't have to...I just...I guess that...I mean...I just wanted you to remember me."
A faint pink blush crept across the shinigami's features.
((OOC: Sankyuuu!!! Spent a ton of money on it, got the regular version of Ciel's outfit too...))
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