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Seems that some of the coolest people are suck-tacular at math. (I love that word. Love it!) You, Winslowclone...it's kinda strange. And it takes me forever too. Grr.

I'm told I'm really intense. And I don't realize that I've gotten loud either. But it makes me really mad when people are all condescending in the way they're telling me to be quiet. *Twitch*

Yep, dragons are pretty. They're so graceful and fluid and cool.

http://img112.imageshack.us/img112/8674/senportraitcolored7nn.png

I heart my Aveurai-ai dragons. *Petpet* *Gets hand bitten off*

I'm horribly afraid of ladybugs. I've had bad experiences with them. Like the time I saw like, hundreds of thousands of them lining the beach. Or when there was this swarm and they kept biting me. So...I don't really like to get near them. Especially multiple ladybugs.

I like moths though. Moths have to be my favorite insects. They're so pretty.

I cannot stand roaches though. They're so fast and flexible and...augh. *Shudders and stamps them to death*

Yay, sexy Winslow, sexy Winslow. xd

Wow, I'm so out of it right now. Thinking of Winslowclone and dragons and work and cleaning my room and such. This'll be a very busy week.

Yeah, suck-tacular is an awesome word. I think I'm addicted to it now. Not quite as much as I am to PotP but...you get the point.

You're not the only one who gets really intense. I think people get annoyed at me when I get like that. But I'm usually like that for a reason. So...whatever.

Thanks! Glad you like the dragon. I'm kinda addicted to drawing dragons. It's fun.

Yeah, ladybugs scare the s**t outta me now. I see three ladybugs in the same general area, and I'm like, "Waaa! Swarm!" It's pretty strange in an amusing sorta way.

I just like moths because they're not all fast and wriggly, they don't come in swarms and they're pretty. Now, I've seen butterflies in swarms so I don't like them quite as much. Basically any bug I've seen in swarms kinda weirds me out.

I don't like the hissing roaches. But they're not uber fast. Not like the oriental ones. I've had some bad experiences with those.

Bugs seem to have something against me. Maybe because I pull their legs, wings, whatever off. *Evil snicker*

*Ruffles sexy Winslow's hair* Hehehe!

I have the exact same habit. Which is why my room is really messed up again now.

And guess what. The "friend" girl is having college orientation on Saturday so I'm not gonna be able to meet Winslowclone then. But we have plans to lurk by his house and be creepy-a** stalkers. Hehehe! ninja

Suffixes are good. And most made up words are inspired by other words or phrases. Though a bunch of my most frequent exclamations aren't really derived from anything except my scrambled brains. Like "Ackthingfeth" and "Ieva" as well as the less frequently used "Bruagh" and archaic "Etzer" (though, come to think of it, Etzer was inspred by Tyzzer as in Tyzzer's disease.) But acthingfeth is definately the top and ieva is working its way up.

You get the idea. I'm kinda...not normal.

I'm more intense in that I'm intensely hyper or intensely angry. Most of the time I don't even know what I'm feeling. Like now. (Though I am a bit disappointed about the whole museum thing).

Thanks. Glad somebody likes my drawings.

I've read Eragon and Eldest. Eldest is better, though a bit slow at parts. And one of the characters has my name! (Not gonna say who, though. That character is involved in a big plot revelation.)

I wanna see the movie when it comes out. And the Abarat movie. You ever read Abarat? I am soooo addicted to those books.

I WANT THE THIRD ABARAT BOOK OUT NOW!

Yeah. I'm fine. Not so sane, though.

Okay, I'm babbling now.

Moths are definately pretty. And I think they're awesome, anyway. One time I picked up this supposedly dead moth cocoon and brought it inside. Even shook it, and it was all dry and rattly in the cocoon, so I just kinda kept it. And forgot about it. In the summer I saw this ginormous red, brown and yellow moth (like, a five or six inch wingspan) sitting on the banister on the stairs. I was like "Holy s**t, there's a moth in the house!" Took me a little while to realize it came from the cocoon. It couldn't fly so I made this little shelter for it with a crate so that the squirrels and racoons couldn't eat it. Next day I built a bigger shelter and named it Dr. Livingstone (I forget exactly why. It was this weird spaz moment where I was spouting random made up words and names and somehow I came up with Dr. Livingstone). And it lived there for that day. There was a bad thunderstorm that night so I covered the shelter on the side that was getting buffeted (yes, I went out in the heavy rain to make my moth happy. I'm weird like that). Next morning, the crates were fine and dry...but the moth was gone. No suggestion that it was killed or anything. I assumed it just flew away through the bars of the shelter. It was a cool event though.

I go off on tangents like that sometimes. *Shrug* I'm like that.

Strange quotation marks. Hehe. I thought those were supposed to be assigned to a different button.

Yes! His hair is so poofy and ruffleable. He'd probably squeak when you did so too.

*Ruffleruffle*

Winslow: Eep!

Yeah. Rooms are like that. But I've got a new cleaning project. I help my mom clean up my uncle's s**t that he leaves lying around the backyard and she'll buy me basically any art supplies I want. Not exactly sane on her part, but...yay! Happy me! *Makes a list of pen nibs, pen clener, paintbrushes, paper, gouache....*

Winslowclone stalking might go better than expected. I think this girl's developing a new crush. But we'll see. Hopefully, anyway.

Ackthingfeth is my favorite of my made up words. So. Fun. To. Say.

It is rather a lot more fun to be weird.

Haha, yeah, I get disappointed for my friends too. It's weird. 'Cause I couldn't care less about the rest of the world. They could all disappear for all I care. As long as my friends are still here.

Thanks! Glad you like my drawings. There'll be more soon, too. 'Cause of my mom and the art supplies bribe. *Dancedancedance*

Abarat: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0064407330/qid=1149389674/sr=2-2/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_2/002-4774599-7860059?s=books&v=glance&n=283155

It's really complicated. The first book is pretty good, but the second is excellent in my opinion. If you read it, I'll explain about this really weird coincidence that made me like the book so much. It's kind of hard to explain to those who haven't read it (I've tried) so it would be easier for you to read it or whatever. Sorry I can't really describe it that well now.

They're going to do a movie of Abarat too. But I dread that. They'll ruin my luffy! Nuuuuu! crying

Yeah, I hope the moth survived too. Did I tell you about my pet fly now?

As that fellow PotP fan from DevArt says...COMPUGEIST! It's something that makes your computer act weird for no reason. (She comes up with some really clever words so I use them.)

Yeah, making Winslow go "Eep!" would be oodles of fun. *Joins in the ruffleishnessment* Poofy, happy, ruffleable hair!

Happy, fun squeaky Winslow time!

Yeah, I'm going to go crazy if I don't get to talk to Winslowclone soon. But my "friend" is an imbecile, and I may have to stalk him myself. But all in good time.

I say ackthingfeth in real life. And ieva. My mom thinks they should be in next year's spelling bee.

I'm not close at all to my family. I'd be disturbed if they weren't there, but in all honesty, really not remorseful. I have a real rivalry between my mom and I which causes some huge-a** fights. She gets psycho, I get vengeful, she's making cutting remarks which make me so angry I actually cry and I get back at her and...it's not pretty. She can be cool normally, but when those fights start, there's blood to be spilled.

That was basically why I'm a little bit mad and traumatized that Winslow has the same personality as her. I fear we'd end up all hateful and cold to one another sometimes. Good thing he's not real.

Yeah, having art supplies does make me want to draw. It's awesome. *Inkinkink*

I was like that when watching Harry Potter 4. *Twitch* Though I admit I liked HPMovie 3 because of the stylization. I thought it was nifty, anyway.

The fly's name is Flea. And I have pics if you wanna see:

http://img365.imageshack.us/img365/1756/fly029ow.png

http://img235.imageshack.us/img235/8784/fly016qa.png

http://img62.imageshack.us/img62/4505/fly033bx.png

Yeah, Abarat is crazy like that. I was put off at first by that sort of bizzare insanity, but I learned to like it. Just takes a liiitle bit of getting used to.

Eee! Squeaky Winslow! *Clingycling, luffyluff*

PotP addiction rules! Hell yeah, I'm so there.

By the way...I wrote about my weird encounter with PotP yesterday. Read it, I command you!

And also...remember our favorite Winslow artist of DevArt? Well, she and I had in-jokes based off the aforementioned blog entry as well as the little animation I have yet to show you. And she drew these for a PotP comic she's planning. They just so completely made my day:

http://www.raptorred.com/pics/potp/potp-comic_winslow.jpg

http://www.raptorred.com/pics/potp/potp-comic_pants.jpg

http://www.raptorred.com/pics/potp/potp-comic_potplove.jpg

(The latter two are the in-jokes. Gotta love 'em. *Violent dance*)

EDIT: The PotP spoof animation I made which the second sketch was based off of: http://img285.imageshack.us/img285/3627/potpspoof1pt.gif

They should, though. I heart my words.

Meh. I was close to my grandfather. But he died when I was six. I barely remember it. Hence the reason I'm rather...desensitized to death. I never exactly grieve. It's like, I feel kind of weird knowing that the person won't be around, but I can't cry or withdraw or whatever. And I can act perfectly normal, which some people find very disturbing. But I think it's 'cause I had an experience with death when I was really young, and after that death is just something that happens, not like this big, whole, disturbance in the universe or whatever. It's kind of weird, but really just how I am sort of.

And yeah. You can kind of see it too. Winslow has the same body language as my mom. And when he's all talking to Phoenix on the rooftop...well, let's just say I've seen that exact expression before. Not pleasent.

Took me a while to realize how much they were alike. And by then I was too much into my Winslow love to be that dissuaded by the similarity, but it has some major downfalls. Most notably that when I get into a fight with my mom...I pretty much loathe everything Winslow-related and rant about how I'd kill him or somesuch. But it always fades. Hopefully always will.

Yeah. My mom is one scary-a** b***h. Really psycho and unpredictable. Like when Winslow slams Philbin against the wall. She one time threatened to dump the contents of the garbage can on her mother's bed 'cause she doesn't like her mother awfully much and she was mad that the garbage bag slipped off the rim into the can. I could go on for a long time about other things she's done but I choose not to.

Sometimes I really hate my mom. And that's not just teenage exaggeration. Hence the reason that I'm awfully, terribly glad that Winslow's not real and I can fantasize whatever about him. Otherwise...well, I don't really want to think about otherwise. He must've been a b***h to live with for his family, though.

I think ya get the idea.

The first two HP movies are okay, but...I dunno. There's nothing too terribly unique about them. I like the third. I liked the fourth, too, but am kind of mad about what they took out. (And the foam flying out of their wands at the end? Riight.)

I came up with another name that I probabably should have named the fly, but ehh. It's already Flea and Flea it will stay

You should. One more thing for us to discuss! And I'd explain the weird charcter issue there.

Yeah, the pics are awesome. *Major luffage*

D000000D, I SO WANT TO SEE DIONYSUS NOW. (Remember the pic I sent you? It was from that.)

OMFG WILLIAM FINLEY NUDE SCENE OF D000000000M AND HAPINESSSSSSSSS! CAN'T...STAND...NOT...HAVING...SEEN...IT. *FRENZY*

No way I'm gonna rent it for fear that my mom will see it. And she would. *Shudder* *Looks for a library or video store*

Yeah. I'm fine. Not so sane, though.

*Uber slaver*

Yeah. It's kind of a good thing not to be traumatized by death, and yet...it disturbs the people around you. And that's the basic reason I fear death in my family. 'Cause people might think I'm colder than I really am. (Okay, I may be a little cold, but I'm not antisocial.)

He's not really. It's just a little wierd. And sorry, I was having a moment there. Like I say, I still luff him beyond all imaginable luffage.

Richard Harris was, I must admit, a good Dumbledore. The new guy is okay but...no. And the inconsistency between movies. It's kind of distracting.

I still need to buy the third and fourth HP movies. And Kill Bill 1 and 2. And Princess Mononoke. And Watership Down. *Addicted to violent animated films* *Wants to see a violent horror/fantast animated film and will be happy for life*

Yezz! Do look for teh book or I will come and slaughter you! Mrr! (One of my martial arts teachers told me today that I was a "tough, kick-a** chick". Made me grin like you've never seen.)

Ooh, printy Winslowy piccies! Didja stick 'em all over your locker?

Yeaaaa! Naked William Finley = major luff. I am not going to rest happily until I find that movie and see it. IEVA!

Doom and happiness indeed. That was the first thing that came into my mind when I saw that pic. heart

*Headbangs*