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I don't do the lotto. D:

*Totally tackles Belac*

booooo work. i have work but i gots couple hours b4 i go. just a 5 hour shift tonite had a nice lazy week.

yesterday had some old high school buds stop by after they went to my old high schools last homecoming game. my old school closes 2010 buuut back home sucks i rly didnt want to go back for whole bunch of reasons so least they visited. i didnt get on yesterday for it so i was sure to swing by today hullo!


edit...on the 21st i think it is today. amg noones posted in like 2 or 3 days w/e today is lol. get to talken dagnabit! scream but umm... its brewfest on wow atm.... so uhh ninja yeah bai! i'll stop back by tonite xD got work in couple hours.

I bet they were in for a shocker.

I see all of my family 3x a year. D:

I'm bad bout visiting fam. they're 3 hours away back where dad lives but my last grandparent. the dad's mom. passed away feb. other grandma 5 yrs ago grandpas when i was like 5yrs then 8yrs old. so lot of other aunts and uncles cousins back home where dad lives.

but dad lives like.. i cant explain it the house is falling apart and is beyond unlivable with his4 cats and lil chiwahwah grandma was determined to have. love em but cant see the place the way it is. neighbors burnt down mom's 5 yrs ago. a house we'd been moved out of for a few yrs but was about to sell. they had their last high school homecoming last friday and they wondered why i just didnt care to go lol. rly backwards stifling area back home.

luckily chris is family and my brother and mom live 5 minutes away from me here. i have a small lil circle of friends/fam but a rly close one. the rest i keep up with pretty well on myspace by phone and on wow. dad and lil bro both see me on wow daily xD and the townhouse me and chris live in now is sooooo nice i'm so happy where i live. and havent bothered drinking in about 2 yrs now ^^ peaceful life not rly driving to see fam back home.

fam's never came to see me. even dad wont come up here hasnt in 5 yrs.. couins aunts always have new babies and bug the s**t out of me why i'm not popping out any then of course they're still cut off from rl world enough that most of em still think gay ppl are like unicorns. so its not like i would take chris down with me less he wanted to and i know he doesnt xD he said so lol i mean they still cant use cell phones in the whole damn county! place scurs meh... they can calll me...... yep

AND YAY PPL TALKED! i r happy now. off to mah coffee to wake up ^^

ya i ranted about it on gaia actually when i first started getting on here xD (neighbors back home btw that we grew up next to moms old house)i drank all the time back then. i went to college back in 1998. moved up to college 1 1/2 hours away. mom and lil brother still were in the house her dad paid to have her family help make. that dad laid around not working on and they built. so she got in the divorce...

but turned out dad and his sister messed with deeds to the properties so that it worked out dad's sister owned the land our house was on and dad owned acres behind it. court ordered that they switch an acre of one for the one on the house. they ordered it. but waima never swapped with mom like she was supposed to.

then later on made up some story that it looked like mom lumbered wood trees off her land way back behind house and that it'd be fair that they keep the house for it since we dont live there. of course that's not legal lol. and dad's sister made a deed sold it to neighbors who's threatened for yrs to burn us out she just wanted the land for her son's house. the deed wasnt legally researched of course but it was enough for the neighbor to be brave enough to burn it down..

next mornin my uncle went to look at it and neighbor fired a few rounds over his head and he fired a shot gun back lol... i'd stayed at my cousins night they did it. i'd went to look at the house i guess they got angry.. they didnt call into fire dept where my fam worked till it was fully engulfed of course. the neighbors were in their yard watching it burn from lawn chairs i remember standing 15 ft away from them with a ball bat that night lol. but i gave up. let go of or lost something of home that night and just let it go rather than lob her head off.

fima was gonna give us 75,000 for it mom had moved while back like in 2002 up near me anyway. but since they burned it. that didnt happen we went to court a while. they kept delaying. eventually for our sanity we gave up and never looked back home or went back home.

EDIT: sorry to sound the bummer there. was long enough ago rly doesnt bother me feels like i'm talking bout someone else now when i talk about it cuz rly is something that i got passed made me stronger. ya kinda learn how to be happy going thru that crap tho. ya learn ya can be happy regardless of alot of outside factors ^^ and i stil need my ice coffee and smoke so brb xD