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Bullshit! You couldn't have never had a birthday party, what about when you were growing up? You can't honestly say you've never had one unless your parents let you grow up without any kind of emotional or parental support.

Anyway, they're really easy to plan, you tell 5 to 10 people, or more if you know many people, that one said day there will be food and drinks in honour of you getting older.

There's no way you're a total recluse, your rock would have to MASSIVE.

Well, I'm going to pass out soon, cause I'm still trying to regain sleep and my health back. And I'm kind of pissed that not a single family member picked up the phone to wish me a happy birthday, like hell, I do it for them! What the ******** right? Its cold shoulder time, no more of this belated happy birthdayness crap, it takes 15 seconds and not one of them ******** that...

Good night all.

P.S. Tell me what you think about my little bit of prose that I posted today ^_^

Yes but that's your choice to just sit at home and be a recluse, I've more or less been drinking since I was 16 and the company of my friends, to me, is more valuable than gold or even life. Without friends, I wouldn't be much.

But, at least you had a Corona, they are delicious, right up there with Heineken and Blue. I prefer hard liquor myself, it makes people do funny things faster!

Oh well, to each their own I suppose. Why people wouldn't go out of their way to have a good time is beyond me. However, I do wish I could've been on that boat good sir, that sounds really fun!

Well, I'm off, I need to either eat some breakfast or mix myself up some CELLMASS to go with my energy supplements, then I'm off to the gym and going shopping! Because now I has Justin money to spend blaugh heart !

Talk to you guys later!

Hey Lea, I got a job through Transcom, taking tech calls for BrightHouse Networks in Tampa. Do you know the company?

Back to say, sorry, I have FiOS to Tommy, pics of scar and ring to Elv and Lion, respectively, damn that's a little crane and it sucks that you haven't celebrated a birthday (you totally should, you deserve it), I am alive, Sha, and finally, I've missed you all very much.

Just hopped on to say that my boy and I ended our relationship amiably yesterday, it hasn't been the same since (only a day, though), exactly seven weeks into it and on a full moon no less. *sigh* Life is a b***h with a very twisted, vindictive sense of humor. But I don't regret it. Can't regret it. I love him, fell in love with him, and it's enough that I have had seven weeks of sheer bliss. And he loves me, too, and still wants to be friends. That's only fair. And we did promise. In other events, I'm moving into my dorm in the next few days, and start school on the 25th, which happens to be the day after my birthday.

Things I've learned:

>I'm strong enough to deal with heartache, a broken family, and far, far too much drama.

>It's okay to be weak sometimes, even for me, so long as you're strong for others when they need you.

>It's a fine line between romance and deep friendship.

>People like me really shouldn't be allowed to have romantic relationships; everyone always gets hurt, most of all, me.

>In spite of this fact, I'm always glad, and I always survive.

>Sarah Michelle Gellar looks way, way better as a blonde than as a brunette.

>Kissing is just as much fun, or more, than sexual activity--

>Although they are best together, by a wide margin.

>I have incredible talents with my tongue that have nothing to do with words and their twisting.

>It's fun to make your partner squirm with pleasure sometimes.

>Kindness and Love often join the same side after a long, painful dispute, resolving hard problems with relative ease.

>Falling without safety nets is not as fun as the movies make it look,

>But then again, neither is drama, romance, or 'the morning after'.

>And I've fallen madly, hopelessly, head-over-heels in love with another boy who isn't gay. Again.

Am I leaving anything out? Let me think.... Oh yeah:

BARACK THE VOTE!!!

That's all.
Love and Vale,
~LeaVaros

I have a lot of someones I could go too, but none of them would get it. My peers think it's a silly fling, my elder friends think it's a dangerous attraction, and I can only talk to a couple of my younger friends because too many of them have loose lips in unfortunate places. I won't risk him to heal me.

It's just...achy, I guess.
~Andrew

Geez, I'm fine. Tired, bitchy, a little bitter, but I'm alive, and not much worse for wear.
-Andrew

O.o muse... i wish i could... is it open to anyone or just their beta testers?

I need a different job, one that doesn't put a whole lot of stress on my body...