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Ray tried to listen to what Aiva said as he worked. He wasn't quite sure what she was trying to get across, and Ray was usually pretty good at that. Being slightly surprise, but not entirely, by the cigarette she pulled out, he nodded and said "I can do one better then a lighter." Holding his hand out towards Aiva, he mumbled "Αρχίστε τη χόβολη", and the end of the cigarette light, and glowed as it was lit. "Infinitely useful, magic is. Anyways, you calm enough to form normal sentences yet? What don't you want us to do?". He decided he should make it seem he was paying complete attention, so he put the HPPC down, leaned back, and looked directly at Aiva, waiting for her to speak.

Laviatar had been lied down on a Bed, her wounds had been healing quite well and her eyes Slowly opened up "w..wha.. what happened.." she looked around in the room, she slowly closet her eyes again.. so.. Tired.. the healing of her cells demanded a lot of her strength, Falling asleep again she gained a smile on her face, she looked so peaceful, a bit macabre with her cloths socked in blood.

"Ahh is she finally coming to Amnity?" Dro'ko was just passing the door to the room when he heard her talking to Laviatar. "keep her in bed she'll be to tired to get up tonight just 6 more hours and we can get out of this spawn of evil."

Aye Samson that should be done right know how sharp is that knife of yours" Dro'ki pointed at the knife's holster. "See if you can cut down a table or something thick to fit in the window." then lets find somthing to hold it in place." Looking to Amnity. "You tend to Laviatar while Samson and I work we need to make sure some on doesn't try other stun like that man did."

The soldier had no intension of leaving Laviatar alone in the first place. The men could do whatever they want, she didn't give a damn really, the only thing that really mattered to her was Laviatar's safety. Anger swelled up in her again as she looked down at her weak friend's form, tears accumulating in her eyes again. She clenched her fist and shut her eyes tight, unable to look at her anymore.

"Why the hell are you so weak?! Why are you so easily hurt... WHY?!" She demanded, her voice rising in anger. A single tear rolled down her cheek, resting her elbow in the bedside table and covering her eyes. Amnity realized that she spoke to both herself and Laviatar. "Why can't...Why can't you just fight for yourself?....The pressure...I can't f***ing take it anymore...I wasn't built for these kind of things..." What she is experiencing is a "meltdown" one that is both physical and mental. Both humans and robotic humans experience this, but it is more catastrophic with Altered humans. They weren't built to hold too many strong human emotions, and it would almost always resort to suicidal decisions.

Amnity pulled the hammer back on her revolver and a resounding click, meaning the gun is fully cocked and loaded. This isn't going to work.... Many times has she failed suicide before. Her first attempt was to shoot herself in the brain...But of course, that didn't work because of the titanium, reinforced metal plating in her head. Her second attempt was when she jumped in front of a speeding train, even that didn't work. Countless other attempts were recorded, but she didn't feel like going through them all. I'll try one more time.... The soldier then froze....Thinking it over one more time. But if I kill myself...It would be considered an act of selfishness... The gun was pressed against her chest, right over her heart. She stared straight at the white wall in front of her, still thinking.....Selfish....Yes....Aren't I always selfish? Risking my life to save others though they may not even give me a bit of appreciation? Frequently getting mocked and or taunted? Yes...Indeed I have been very selfish... Amnity closed her eyes and leaned back on the chair, she then opened her eyes to look up at the ceiling. The cold metal barrel of the gun was pressed against her equally cold skin, her finger was tight against the trigger. Heh....I expected a more valiant death...But I suppose I don't deserve that either...

"I assure you, Laviatar, this isn't what it looks like." Amnity said very flatly. Of course she was lying, but she wasn't going to admit to her friend that she was just about to kill herself. She wasn't going to tell Laviatar about her attempted suicide just yet, for she knew that her friend would go ballistic.

"It's alright...I won't kill myself in front of you. I'll go somewhere where you won't be able to see, don't worry, I'm a very considerate person. Don't cry please...It makes me feel guilty...."

"Don't worry, remember what I said? I won't kill myself in front of you. Probably somewhere else, but not with you around. And besides, I could have easily broken out of your grip an shoot myself right now, but I didn't." Amnity then narrowed her eyes dangerously when she saw that blood was dripping from her friend's mouth. "You better lay down Laviatar....You're reopening your wound. It's dangerous."

Laviatar Slowly went back on then bed and lay down wiped the blood from her mouth, Closing her eyes slowly to Go back to sleep " please.. be here.. When i.. wake up...." She was asleep again smileing at Amnity.

Her wounds Had opened a bit and she was bleeding for a few secs not much then they closed again, and the Healing Progressed as Planed