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 Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:32 pm
Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:39 pm
l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing. It's just amazing how much thinking you do after you act and how little you do before you act. I find myself asking questions like 'What could I have done?' when it's irrelevant. I wish I could retrain my subconscious to ask 'What can I do?' while it's still an applicable query.
I mean, of course I can. I mean I just wish it'd happen, like, now. xd
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:40 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:46 pm
Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing. It's just amazing how much thinking you do after you act and how little you do before you act. I find myself asking questions like 'What could I have done?' when it's irrelevant. I wish I could retrain my subconscious to ask 'What can I do?' while it's still an applicable query.
I mean, of course I can. I mean I just wish it'd happen, like, now. xd Everyone thinks that. What could I have done? When I catch myself doing that I stop, what happened happened. If I think about it I can go on for quite some time. I prefer people who act instead of think. Actions are better, at least you're trying. But oh well, no matter how well you plan something you will always ask that. Orphie - dicks
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 11:02 pm
l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing. It's just amazing how much thinking you do after you act and how little you do before you act. I find myself asking questions like 'What could I have done?' when it's irrelevant. I wish I could retrain my subconscious to ask 'What can I do?' while it's still an applicable query.
I mean, of course I can. I mean I just wish it'd happen, like, now. xd Everyone thinks that. What could I have done? When I catch myself doing that I stop, what happened happened. If I think about it I can go on for quite some time. I prefer people who act instead of think. Actions are better, at least you're trying. But oh well, no matter how well you plan something you will always ask that. Orphie - dicks The thing with me is I don't plan s**t at all. I react to the first feeling that comes into my head without stopping to think about where that thought is rooted, without stopping to question my own logic and ask myself if this is really the wisest move. I think I take decisions for granted; I don't even realize how many decisions I make in a day without objectively examining them or sometimes even acknowledging that they are decisions. I mean, there are a million ways to react to everything. It's silly to assume your first idea is always your best.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 11:13 pm
Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing. It's just amazing how much thinking you do after you act and how little you do before you act. I find myself asking questions like 'What could I have done?' when it's irrelevant. I wish I could retrain my subconscious to ask 'What can I do?' while it's still an applicable query.
I mean, of course I can. I mean I just wish it'd happen, like, now. xd Everyone thinks that. What could I have done? When I catch myself doing that I stop, what happened happened. If I think about it I can go on for quite some time. I prefer people who act instead of think. Actions are better, at least you're trying. But oh well, no matter how well you plan something you will always ask that. Orphie - dicks The thing with me is I don't plan s**t at all. I react to the first feeling that comes into my head without stopping to think about where that thought is rooted, without stopping to question my own logic and ask myself if this is really the wisest move. I think I take decisions for granted; I don't even realize how many decisions I make in a day without objectively examining them or sometimes even acknowledging that they are decisions. I mean, there are a million ways to react to everything. It's silly to assume your first idea is always your best. Fair enough. I just imagine that going through life while making decisions at every step would be too cautious. Better to learn from mistakes and make them form you than staying in the mold you crafted yourself. And as reactions sometimes your first choice will come up as your first response. If someone knocks something down and breaks it you will be angry instead of guessing that it was an accident. But you always have after or during the incident to correct yourself. Natural instinct, good luck changing it.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:20 am
l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan l-Kathulu-l Cabron the Swan It's amazing how much you do without even thinking about it, and how much you think about when you're not doing anything. It's difficult to find a happy medium. I thought about this earlier. I found myself texting, eating, playing a game, playing a board game, and talking to someone all at once. And at night I think of so much s**t. Keeps me up for quite some time. And if it bugs me enough I'll get on my laptop and read up on something, which leads to another thing. It's just amazing how much thinking you do after you act and how little you do before you act. I find myself asking questions like 'What could I have done?' when it's irrelevant. I wish I could retrain my subconscious to ask 'What can I do?' while it's still an applicable query.
I mean, of course I can. I mean I just wish it'd happen, like, now. xd Everyone thinks that. What could I have done? When I catch myself doing that I stop, what happened happened. If I think about it I can go on for quite some time. I prefer people who act instead of think. Actions are better, at least you're trying. But oh well, no matter how well you plan something you will always ask that. Orphie - dicks The thing with me is I don't plan s**t at all. I react to the first feeling that comes into my head without stopping to think about where that thought is rooted, without stopping to question my own logic and ask myself if this is really the wisest move. I think I take decisions for granted; I don't even realize how many decisions I make in a day without objectively examining them or sometimes even acknowledging that they are decisions. I mean, there are a million ways to react to everything. It's silly to assume your first idea is always your best. Fair enough. I just imagine that going through life while making decisions at every step would be too cautious. Better to learn from mistakes and make them form you than staying in the mold you crafted yourself. And as reactions sometimes your first choice will come up as your first response. If someone knocks something down and breaks it you will be angry instead of guessing that it was an accident. But you always have after or during the incident to correct yourself. Natural instinct, good luck changing it. If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice. You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill.
I will choose a path that's clear. I will choose free will.
*guitar riff*
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:31 am
I have to admit, I marked out for LPS choosing freewill.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:34 am
I am pretty much a screwup most of the time. I do my best to help people, but I am cursed. Also this is the thoughts thread, so please don't reply to me. I don't want to be judged for confiding like usual, please just shut up and let me wallow in self pity out loud for once. Please.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:51 am
I can't decide between getting the new Kamelot album or the new Blind Guardian album.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:52 am
I can never win in a thoughtful conversation against a stoner.
On another note, I want to turn this into a song and start learning acoustic guitar suddenly.
She can paint a lovely picture,
but this story has a twist.
Her paintbrush is a razor,
and her canvas is her wrist.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 2:00 am
List of words I need to start using in writing:
Acerbic
Belligerent
Aptly
Introverted/Extroverted
Antiquated
Vitriol
Diligence
Obligatory
Visceral
Faux pas
Volition
Verdant
Nonchalant
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 2:10 am
Are you thinking of getting Blind Guardian's Night at an Opera CD? I would suggest that. Battlefield was the song on RBA Heavy Metal.
Plus it's opera-ish.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 2:26 am
l-Kathulu-l Are you thinking of getting Blind Guardian's Night at an Opera CD? I would suggest that. Battlefield was the song on RBA Heavy Metal. Plus it's opera-ish. I wanna get something that was released this year, though, and that's Blind Guardian's At the Edge of Time. Also, I'd like to add that I've never really listened to much of Blind Guardian. It's one of those bands Mephisto D is into that I need to get into, like Savatage. I'm looking for some new bands to get into. I've downloaded all of Brutal Legend's soundtrack and got some free metal music off Amazon. This'll help widen the search.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:48 am
Well, I guess I'm easily alienated/made paranoid. Sleeping is so difficult when in the darkness, I just feel that Slendy's watching me.
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