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I doubt you're crazy, my dear.

I wouldn't immediately jump and be like "WOW UR ANGELKIN WELCOEM FOLLUW US" especially if what you are feeling seems to change with your emotion. You may have the characteristics of these things, or you may have a mix. I don't know. Just go with what happens, try not to want to be something so hard you pretend (Don't think it will be a problem with you) and don't push away experiences because they're weird. Just go with the flow and see what ends up happening.

I think I need some help from you guys to help me clear something up..

I also thought I was an angelkin but I'm not sure anymore that it exactly the same thing then you anymore..

I'll tell you a about myself to make it easier to understand.

My soul was created about 7 years ago (somewhere in year 2000) from the arrival of a "different soul" that colided volontaraly into a human body. my soul was created on that moment to be the one incharge on controlling the body from now. The human soul that was already in it and the "different soul" were thrown into somekind of half awake state. During 3 years I live by the memories of that person but the personnality quickly changed to something very far from the original one.
After those three years, I started been able to "tap" into somesort of knowledge in which teached me a lot about reality and how it work. I also learned of my existance (that I wasn't truly the human I believe to be).
From what it say, I was the result on sending an "other than human" soul into an body that already had a soul. My soul been considered also as the same "other than human".
The soul that was sent came from what I call the "System" which is what inforce the rules of reality into this world (gravity, evolution of living beings, etc..)

So far if you would to change "System" for "God" and "Other than human" for "Angelic" it would look quite similar to you guys but..

I also learned from that knowledge that the System was created by "The which who created the world itself" (kind of hard to word it but to me it seem like it's talking about God.. one more thing is that it also say that "The which who created the world itself" also left the world after creating it. If it mean god, then it mean God left the world after creating it. Which contradic you guys for saying god is there.


Since I have spiritual wings, I started to say "Angelic" instead of "other than human" Thinking that what I was, was probably the nearest thing to the angels I hear about in many legend.

But now that I have read most of what you people said, I'm not sure I what I am anymore... mind trying to clear this up for me?

I'm in service of the System which can somewhat be considred a deity..

Y'know, if you attach wings to anything it makes it a mythical creature.
Attach wings to a horse, it's Pegasus, attach wings to a lion, it's a Griffin, attach wings to a hawk? It is now a Double Hawk 3nodding




http://www.thefreedictionary.com/angel
an·gel (njl)
n.
1. A typically benevolent celestial being that acts as an intermediary between heaven and earth, especially in Christianity, Judaism, Islam, and Zoroastrianism.
2. A representation of such a being, especially in Christianity, conventionally in the image of a human figure with a halo and wings.
3. angels Christianity The last of the nine orders of angels in medieval angelology. From the highest to the lowest in rank, the orders are: seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominations or dominions, virtues, powers, principalities, archangels, and angels.
4. A guardian spirit or guiding influence.
5.
a. A kind and lovable person.
b. One who manifests goodness, purity, and selflessness.
6. Informal A financial backer of an enterprise, especially a dramatic production or a political campaign.


http://m-w.com/dictionary/angel
Main Entry: an·gel
Pronunciation: 'An-j&l
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English engel & Anglo-French angele; both from Late Latin angelus, from Greek angelos, literally, messenger
1 a : a spiritual being superior to humans in power and intelligence; especially : one in the lowest rank in the celestial hierarchy b plural : an order of angels -- see CELESTIAL HIERARCHY
2 : an attendant spirit or guardian
3 : a usually white-robed winged figure of human form in fine art
4 : MESSENGER, HARBINGER
5 : a person like an angel (as in looks or behavior)
6 Christian Science : inspiration from God
7 : one (as a backer of a theatrical venture) who aids or supports with money or influence
8 : ANGELFISH
- an·gel·ic /an-'je-lik/ or an·gel·i·cal /-li-k&l/ adjective
- an·gel·i·cal·ly /-li-k(&-)lE/ adverb

Wikipedia.org
An angel (Lat. angelus, pl. angeli) is a supernatural being found in many religions. In Christianity, Islam, Judaism, and Zoroastrianism, angels, as attendants or guardians to man, typically act as messengers from God.



Duuuuude, how many angelic awakenings have you had?? surprised
zeh'd kah'iil vahri mahss kahssh jaihri t'ay zueh'l s'zahri t'hai l'ay

I don't know though, I'm probably just crazy sweatdrop

I look in them almost every other day emo

took me almost two years to figure it out. First key to knowing is understanding, knowing what your soul is doesn't matter that much at all. Second; you normally only find out when you're meant to find out, or need to find out. Third; figure out why you want to find out.

If you truly want to find out then just meditate, a lot. Don't accept the first awakening fully, don't accept the second, or the third. "Only an educated mind can entertain a thought without fully accepting it" - Socrates

And you shouldn't accept anyone's opinion but your own, only you can say what you are, and it's not about "Thinking" it's about "knowing". When you awaken, you'll defenitely know. sweatdrop

I agree... but I relied on other people's opinions and it got me to almost jumping off my roof top. You should trust yourself more, there's not only one type of angel.
There are realms of angels, the angels of christian myth, and other types.
Just believe yourself, just not fully though.

"Only an educated mind can entertain a thought without fully accepting it" - Socrates

Uhm... You should probably ask about that in your own thread, it would be quite a bit off topic for this sticky sweatdrop
I'd gladly explain everything I know though.