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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2004 4:23 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer MusicBitch Deadly Lullaby I dont' like the way I look. Sometimes I have good days, where I'm feeling somewhat pretty... but as soon as I get to school its vanished. I can never seem to have a positive feeling about myself... I guess its because all my friends are tiny, skinny girls who complain about fat that they don't have... (They rarely do that, but when they do I get super depressed)... Yup... oh well... Despite the fact I lothe my body, I adore my personality! I'm psychotic, playful, usually in a good mood. I am considered a body guard for my friends... and not just because I'm 6' and 235lbs of mostly muscle.... its because I can also spit out devilishly hurtful insults to those who threaten my friends. I'm big into Rugby and Wrestling; aswell as video games and music! I enjoy just sitting with a friend and having a talk... but also being isolated to my room is pleasant. Meh... sweatdrop Know how you feel. But i like my body alot more then i use to before being here in SnS. Alot of people make fun of the way i look saying i am ugly because i am fat rolleyes But i dont care that much anymore. lol though alot of people are afraid of me. Because last time someone gave my friend candace a bruise by hugging her tight when she asked him not to i punched the jerk out. lol ever since then people have been afrain of me sweatdrop I can see why. eek lol its not my fault sweatdrop She asked him not to touch her he did i punched him out whee I am very protective over my friends.
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2004 7:24 pm
yes I too am very protective of my friends... I love and cherish them all. I would rather myself go through an eternity of pain and anguish then see one of them suffer for a moment.
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2004 11:13 pm
Deadly Lullaby yes I too am very protective of my friends... I love and cherish them all. I would rather myself go through an eternity of pain and anguish then see one of them suffer for a moment. I dont have mnay close friends. Lol even with the net i have a couple of close friends. But only one that knows me inside and out though he can be such an a**. Me and him would rather go through eachothers pain the having to see eachother suffer. Its good to have friends like that care for you.
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2004 12:11 am
I don't feel SEXY per se, but sometimes I do think I'm rather pretty.... sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2004 2:35 pm
Megx I don't feel SEXY per se, but sometimes I do think I'm rather pretty.... sweatdrop Yay ^_^
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2004 8:54 pm
TessenX TearsofRavens Hell yes im sexy! Even if i want to loose weight sometimes I go by the mirrior and think. "wow im looking sexy today." I feel sexy too. Some days when i have slept all day and haven't taken a shower, then I don't feel sexy. sweatdrop That's exactly how I feel. There are days when I look at myself and say "Hey...I'm looking pretty damn spiffy today!" and other days when I just stare at the mirror and go "Bleh...me no likey". Oh...and about the shower thing...there are times when I'm so busy with taking care of the girls that I don't get to shower every day like normal and I definitely feel less attractive, but I could be covered in dirt and my hubby would still think I'm sexy...sometimes I think he's got something wrong in his head lol razz i want a siggy like that!
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2004 11:16 am
It wasn't until this year that I really started to believe I was sexy, and it was more of what a friend of mine had said to make me believe it "It's how you carry yourself, and how you handle a man." He told me I was confident (which I had never really thought about before) and I apprently exude a certain type of senuality that makes me very hard to resist. I've got a cute face, and a very nice shape, so I'm honestly not that bad off. I still have my issues with myself though. Namely why I can't attract a man who doesn't have a girlfriend already and who doesn't have some kind of significant emotional hang up!
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2004 2:58 pm
I don't consider myself sexy... That's something I'm not accustomed to being called, and if someone does say something along those lines, it offends me... I've only ever received hurtful criticism about my looks, and being as self-conscience as I am, I believe every bit of it... I'm not teased or picked on as much anymore, but I can tell when someone's looking down on me like I'm something inhuman... And, that's what hurts me the most... As for relationships, I'm pretty detached at the idea... I've never had a boyfriend, and I don't believe I ever will... That's just the way I see it...
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2004 6:20 am
cheshire_phantom I don't consider myself sexy... That's something I'm not accustomed to being called, and if someone does say something along those lines, it offends me... I've only ever received hurtful criticism about my looks, and being as self-conscience as I am, I believe every bit of it... I'm not teased or picked on as much anymore, but I can tell when someone's looking down on me like I'm something inhuman... And, that's what hurts me the most... As for relationships, I'm pretty detached at the idea... I've never had a boyfriend, and I don't believe I ever will... That's just the way I see it... thats basically me too...i've had..3 boyfriends,though two of them were online,and the last was just...desperate sweatdrop its soooo hard for me to believe that i am sexy,because my idea of sexy doesnt match the image i have of myself..which is even worse cause i always see either the me in the mirror,or the me on camera,and cameras dont lie. sad
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 9:09 pm
I've just had my wisdom teeth out on Monday. It's very hard to think of myself as sexy with especially chubby cheeks I look funny, though. I make myself laugh. Even though I feel like a total dork.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 9:29 pm
kristinarr I've just had my wisdom teeth out on Monday. It's very hard to think of myself as sexy with especially chubby cheeks I look funny, though. I make myself laugh. Even though I feel like a total dork. You are one hot surgery recoveree. whee
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 9:54 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer kristinarr I've just had my wisdom teeth out on Monday. It's very hard to think of myself as sexy with especially chubby cheeks I look funny, though. I make myself laugh. Even though I feel like a total dork. You are one hot surgery recoveree. whee Fuzzy- You're the greatest. You always know what to say to make a girl feel pretty. I am going to keep you in my pocket. And pet you. And love you. Unless you don't want to be in my pocket. Then I'll just ... keep reading this post. whee
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 9:59 pm
I've only just now started thinking of myself as sexy. Guess when you completly nutters for someone that helps. But WHY the bloody hell I feel good about myself is beyond me. But it is a nice change of pace to not completly despise myself.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 10:07 pm
TenshiDarkAngel I've only just now started thinking of myself as sexy. Guess when you completly nutters for someone that helps. But WHY the bloody hell I feel good about myself is beyond me. But it is a nice change of pace to not completly despise myself. YOU ARE SEXXAH!!!! biggrin
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 10:32 pm
Untamed Toast TenshiDarkAngel I've only just now started thinking of myself as sexy. Guess when you completly nutters for someone that helps. But WHY the bloody hell I feel good about myself is beyond me. But it is a nice change of pace to not completly despise myself. YOU ARE SEXXAH!!!! biggrin ^________^ You sexaher
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