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Yeah. I love being scarilly obsessed with stuff. Some people are annoyed by it, but pssh, like I care.

I wish people I knew realized this fact that you can't choose who you're attracted to. My family just doesn't seem to get it. *Twitch*

And yeah, it was funny 'cause she seemed to be all like , emphatic about it. Like I was a dumbass 'cause I thought Winslow was cute. And one time she was all like, complaining about how when dating "you should rate yourself on a scale and date only those a number or two above or below you" and just the way she was talking about Winslow reminded me of that. You know what? I don't care how ugly or pretty people think I am or the guy I'm interested in is. I'm interested in him and that's all that should matter.

I just violent upon (phrase courtesy of my mom) any cool object in the vicinity of where I am when I'm hyperhappy. And that tree was an especially good target. It's was ginormous.

It was great. That friend later got out of the car when my mom dropped her off and was like "Goodbye people I don't know!" I thought that was so funny.

Dude. People in cars honked at us, and when I was on the leash two people asked my friend "Is that your dog" and she giggled and was like "Yeah" and I'd bark at them and she'd yank on my choke chain and it was really crazy and funny and fun. I got to walk her around the mall where she picked up a devil tail and horns which I wore while walking her. It was great.

I did something a bit less crazy today, but I knew that I was getting a few stares for it. See...I'm always dressing in punk/goth clothes (and I point out again that I am not punk or goth, I just like the style) and recently got this huge gauntlet with spikes on it along with a jacketlike shirt with buckles from somebody. So I wore them tody along with my infamous pants with chains...and my mom took me out to this restaraunt that seems to be like, the place for retired housewives in the afternoon. And I was in there, dressed in all black, wearing truckloads of spikes and chains and I could see people turning their heads so they could glimpse me out of the corner of their eyes. And I wasn't even looking for people to do this, that's how many there were. It was really kinda funny.

See, you're not the only one who does stuff that gets stares. It's horribly fun and addictive.

Ahh, but plungers are good 'cause maybe Winslow will be lured to you by one of them. There's always a chance.

I have the same reaction, though.

Me: *Sees plunger* OMG, WINSLOW! EEEEEEE!

Funny how stuff becomes so apparent to you after you've seen or read something in which that thing is significant, eh?

*looks at above post* Holy crap that was a long post!

Writing is fun! English was my second favourite subject in school! I kinda got the feeling the Winslowy guy was your main area of concentration yesterday mrgreen I totally understand.

Hehe, it's not that people don't accept me for who I find attractive, I just like to keep it a secret a lot of times. I'm kind of secretive about stuff like that for some reason. Even if the guy I was attracted to was someone who would be viewed as attractive by the people I know, I'd still probably keep it a secret. When I'm smitten (lol I actually used the word 'smitten') with someone, I get all giggly and stuff when I mention them, and I probably get a big, silly grin on my face. I guess I'm kind of shy about revealing stuff like that. There have been a couple of exceptions (Mainly this one guy who I met in Montreal though). And I often do end up telling people who I find attractive...eventually. But my friends are great and they accept me for who I am (even though they know how wierd I am lol). I luffs them heart

Strangely enough, I don't have any problem telling people who I used to have a crush on, like, when I'm over them...It's just when I'm currently infatuated with someone, I'm shy about it. That's kind of strange...

I love to make up words. It's awesome! Me and one of my bestest friends could probably write a whole book of made-up words. Plus, I could add a bunch that my brother and I have made up. Sometimes I don't remember who it was that originally made up a word lol I can't remember if it was me or my friend who originally made up "hurt-ed."

Yay for lace! I have this strange attraction to lace. When I go shopping for clothes I tend to buy lace-y stuff. But I know my friend would appreciate pants with chains. She originally wanted her prom dress to be this black, punk-looking kimono with chains all over it. She just seems to like stuff like that mrgreen

Yes, it's funny how things like that happen. We are embarrassed by certain things, even though we are perfectly willing to do other wierd things in public. If I was by myself, I'd never do things like that. I am often horribly afraid of embarassing myself in other ways, but I'm not afraid to go through the malls singing, not when I'm with my friends, anyway. However I am a very wierd person, so maybe that's to be expected lol.

I get all hyper and giggly when I see a chandalier. Sometimes I see them on TV or in restaurants, and things like that (not that I go to fancy restaurants or something). But I sometimes see them in unexpected places, so I phreak out (this one girl I know has a chandalier in her house--not a huge one or anything, but still...).

I know what you mean. I definately have the same reaction to plungers after watching PotP.

Anyway, you know how I said (on the official PotP thread)I forced myself to take the PotP DVD out of my DVD player yesterday, and that it was probably going to end up in there again by the end of the day? Well, it did. I ended up watching the whole movie again mrgreen

English is good. I'm just not very good at writing my own stories for some reason... xd

I really liked psychology. I took this one course called "Introduction to Anthropology, Psychology, and Sociology" (heh...try saying that three times fast) and it was really interesting. And also, Biology and History were cool (civics was okay). But I SUCK at math!!! *joins in Alexis, ripping her math book apart* My favourite class was vocal music ^_^

I'm rarely shy either. Not anymore, anyway (when I was younger I was really shy, but I grew out of it. Being shy was really not fun. Now I am sort of the opposite of shy...most of the time). Yes, we all have our own ways ^_^

Mivies sounds like fun. My friend made up the word "swad." So she tends to say "I'm swad." instead of "I'm sad." There are a ton of other words that I can't think of right now...

It did sound cool. I haven't actually seen it though. We had our prom last May.

I understand 3nodding . I tend to be like that, too. And sometimes I'll be calm and then become hyper out of nowhere and have these weird
outbursts. Being hyper is fun! And then people are just like "Okaaaay..." eek

Chandaliers are cool. We don't really have a chandalier in our house though. The closest thing is the light above our dining room table. I guess it's a sort-of chandalier....Arthropods, eh? We tend to get quite a few "specimens" in our laundry room xd

Heh...lately I seem to always end up playing at least some of the DVD every day. Yay for ze Winslow! heart

I only had to see the thread name to know exactly who was behind this mischief! heart

(Look what Fox has done to you! It warms my heart~)

Speaking of, I ought to get around to watching that again. It's my summer-time movie; very fond memories.

My reputation proceeds me, I see? Actually, this wasn't Fox's doing. He kinda encouraged the spread of the very infectious PotP virus in me, but it was Utakan started the whole thing. If she hadn't said that it was a good movie (and I trusted her opinion very much. Still do, for that matter) I wouldn't have given it a chance.

Though, as I said, I do owe Fox some credit for the spread of the virus.

And, wow, it's my summer-time movie too. I always associate it with the summer night air because after I saw it, I went outside after dark to...well, I don't really know what I was doing. But I often do that if it's a night in summer and I have just watched something that I liked very much. But since then, I just always remember that night whenever I smell that distinctive scent in the air on a night like that.

Come to think of it, I'm smelling it now with the windows open here. Ahh, the memories.

To Roze...: I seriously cannot decide between fantasy and horror. I mean, I've liked them both since before I can remember. I know I was always into fantasy stories, and one of my mom's favorite things to tell me about my early childhood is that afterw The Shining when I was five, I went around telling people my name was Redrum. redface rofl I was kinda...not normal as a young child.

So...yeah. I like 'em both but since I like 'em equally, I think horror fantasy is the best thing to ever happen to art and storytelling.

Yay, I'm glad to know that there are other (cool) people out there who are bad at math. Well, I know that Winslowclone was too, but I don't know him, so he kinda doesn't count.

Yeah, I'm not loud anymore unless I get into a debate. And I'm not exactly loud then either. Just really intense. But then, try having had sixteen years of arguing with my mom and see how intense you become.

When I get my own place and enough money, I'm gonna have a collection of glass stuff. Like, dragons and such. I love dragons way too much.

I hate a lot of insects (okay, make that most arthropods in general) and don't like to touch them with my bare hands. But tweezers are our friends. 3nodding And they can be pretty cool as long as I'm not touching them.

Though, for some reason I don't mind touching some spiders (like the really small ones or tarantualas) beetles, ants in general, basically all lepidoptera and some others I'm not thinking of. But mostly I'm just content to avoid them if they're living.

I've had dreams about PotP. For some reason I remember my dreams quite often. But I forget them later and...ah well. But PotP dreams rule. And yay for Winslow addictions. *Clings to him*

Ranting-ness posted in Insane Phan thread. Again. As usual.

Indeed, Winslow is the bestest. And teh secks. *Munchymunch*

I rented it from Netflix 'cause that's how ee do it. Plus I sincerely doubt that the library around here wouldv'e had it.

And I watched it in my room. And proceeded to mess around with the light-turn-on cord thingy before going out. Again, no idea why I did these things, but probably because I was just really high on PotP.

And I still think Winslow pwns Raoul.