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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2008 3:04 pm
Of course... Birch couldn't help but grin. He would talk to Liam after the show then.
"I'm not sure," he said to Char, "Perhaps something fun or silly to counter our sad and frightening stories? We might need something light hearted if the fledglings in the audience are going to sleep at all after this."
Fjord was putting on a good show, and he had trained his Pica well. Birch had heard the blood curdling noice before, but he had still flinched when the screeching started. Echo could imitate most sounds, but Birch hadn't been able to teach him to mimic something on command. It was just a silly little bird, and he wasn't sure it would ever be able to perform.
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2008 5:29 pm
"Hrmph. Comedy is not my specialty. I'm too old to play the clown." Char grumbled, pleased. "but, I might have a story or two that even you don't know I know."
Char narrowed his eyes at the shrill, clever little bird, thoughtfully. "Now, that's clever...I'm not much one for such frippery, but companions used as part of the act....that's real use of tools. Most efficient."
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 5:49 pm
Inwardly, Raine smiled with a touch of regret. It looked like blunt honesty was perhaps not the best approach. Ah well. At least they were more or less inclined to speak openly now...
She stared back at Tousled. So the ruffled female was capable of anger after all. And what a cold, disparaging fury it was. Raine knew that she deserved the tongue-lashing, for striking an obvious sore spot...She also knew that it wasn't her place to meddle with others' affairs. Still, she couldn't help butting in with her sharp tongue.
Gold eyes meeting gold, Raine edged into the angered female's tirade. Now that she'd spoken what was greatly nagging her mind, she could close up again and resume her usual indifference. "...You know that I didn't say that." She picked her words carefully. "It may be others who attempt to inflict such harsh cruelty, but it is ultimately you who decides whether or not to be harmed by them. " Raine looked pointedly at CloudChaser, who had not, in her knowledge, yet teased the female.
Still, she left the issue at that. She would not furthur push her ideas on those who might not welcome it...Though rather miffed and greatly irritated, Raine felt a kind of empathy towards other Deep Woods, and...a hint of jeolousy.
The wily Ranger's eyes lit up and the second question-turned-accusation. "Ah, but I was not so much initially aware...it was poor curiosity on my part, indeed. "
She glanced at Hazel, sending him off towards another section of the theatre, before turning to glace at the Shadow male. "Again, you have my word that I will not speak of that of which I do not even fully understand, myself. Whether you choose to trust this or not..." Oddly, Raine turned to face Tousled upon the last words. "...is up to you." She turned and raised her dark-chestnut wings. "If that is all..."
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 9:37 am
 The Crownleaf Theater was an impressive sight. The massive branches that twisted and turns to every angle of the imagination, casting shadow shapes in the thick foilage. A large nest, larger than anything that could be created by a colony of parus with a determined mindset could craft, rested as if on air on the many branches that held it up, cupping it’s precious cargo that served as center stage. Though attendenace fluxuated, there seemed to always be someone on center stage, something happening, and someone at the end of their branch, leaning in with transfixed eyes as they where wrapped around the talons of the bard’s temselves, puppiters to the worlds, words, and life they created in their art. It seemed rude to impose on this. To just fly in when you hardly made a visit since your fledgling days, unexpected by only one person. If it wasn’t for promises, Sequoia would have turned tail and went home.
Sequoia found a branch, not as close to the rest of the audience, who seemed to be mingling bards who where watching and also sharing ideas. Critics and lovers of the art together. Still, Sequoia wanted to be sure that if Char was about, he’d see he was here.
Then there came a loud screeching and the Artisan ruffled, looking at the stage. Fjord, a bird he new only on passing terms, was on the stage, being chased by a loud and shrieking Pica. Basil, Sequoia’s painted Parus, shook his head in disapproval. “Out tune. Of out tune.” It chirped, overlooking the reason why the bard’s companion was being so loud. Dramatic effect.
“ The shrieks of their unknown assailant were blood curling and made their feathers stand on end. Almost instantly, It was on them. Our brave wildtype felt every inch of courage leave her as she shot for the trees below, her friend followed, but the monster of the skies was far faster than either of them!"”
Sequoia was instantly entranced. Memories and ideas rushed to met him and he felt on edge. “The Sky fiend?” He whispered to himself, which made Basil look at him. Was Fjord giving an account, on the horrendous, cruel being that took so many, plucked from the sky like ripen fruit to be devoured to it’s own sicking pleasures. Innocent Sentinels. Beautiful Sentinels. …Lilly. The two chased dears. Rosin....Lilly..........the monster in it's hidden though terrorizing pursuit...... He felt his chest constrict, his eyes turn mournful, and his heart turn to stone and sink to the pits of his core.
He didn’t want to be here as his stomach turned and at the same time, he also wanted to know. Did Fjord know more than he on the matter he had pondered and grappled to find more on, or was this a bard’s imagination? Was he poking at the idea for a play’s effect, when he knew no sense of caution to the topic. Rosinweed would shiver in his plumage to see this and he was glad, for one of the few times, she was secluded at her own home.
Basil hoped nearby, trained to sense nerves. "Sec?" It chirped, unable to say Sequoia's full name.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 11:48 am
Fjord was unaware of Sequoia's presence and equally unaware of the subject's importance and the pain that it brought to him. He did not know of the relationship between Lilly and Sequoia, but he was bright enough to spare details, lest frighten the fledglings even more. The last thing he wanted was for an angry mother to confront him and it was distasteful to include graphic accounts of that nature.
So, instead of continuing, he began to wrap up his tale. Feather flew gracefully and landed beside Fjord, but let out two more fearsome shrieks, before fjord started the next portion of the tale.
He remained silent for a moment, letting all contemplate on the situation. After that pause, he took a deep and sorrowful breath, then finished his tale.
"What happened of the two is a mystery in and of itself, my friends. No traces remain of them, only the memory of two brave young sentinels who were woefully unaware of their own mortality. All know of what happens to those who dare fly into the lair of the beast in the Above. Fledglings and adults heed well this warning. It is not a sign of bravery to venture into the vastness of the open sky. It is a danger of utmost greatness and relatively few, if any, live to tell the tales of their journey Above and back. Stay in the dense thickness of the forest and dare not fly Above."
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 2:11 pm
Now this was an awkward situation. The shadow’s expression was calm and serious but his eartufts and a couple of misbehaved feathers betrayed his uncomfortable silence. At Tousled words, he slowly started to understand the female’s feelings on her plumage. Chase shifted on his talons as she spoke in that tone that didn’t suit her at all and felt a sudden urge to jump in front of her, protect her, push the source of her worries away…
But he remained quiet. He would not give in to anger. Not against a female. And Tousled would certainly be offended if he, barely an acquaintance, would leap in her defense, pretend to understand her situation and everything she had been forced to endure and elatedly protect her as if she was nothing more than a helpless hatchling. Oh, but how much he hated that cold bitter tone that quietly left her beak…
Tousled last question caught him off guard, and he looked at Raine more intently, suddenly surprised. She was right… if Raine had been watching as she had admitted herself why would she let Hazel drop by a second time? As the sleek deep woods answered his thoughts, he had to look away for a second and take a deep breath. Not against a female. Feather had flown next to Fjord. Was the story ending?
There was no point in avoiding the situation. He had to be polite, yes, but honest. And the truth was… he wanted Raine to go away which thankfully the female already seemed inclined to do. “I understand. Though I find your motive a bit distasteful, I appreciate your… honesty. On what concerned me.” He spoke slowly, ending with atypical coldness. “Until we meet again, Raine.” No bow, no nod, no “pleasure to meet you” or “leaving already?”, only a grave stare from his blue eyes. It almost pained him to treat a female that way.
Fjord’s tale was over. What a pity, he hadn’t caught most of it. He wouldn’t be able to tell it to his mother. Who was he kidding… his mother probably knew it already.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 4:38 pm
In the silence and conversational bustle that heralded the ending of Fjord's story, Char shook out his feathers.
"Feh, what a terrible way to end it. My turn, then, much luck may it bring me."
And with that he spread his wings and dropped from the perch into a low, bumbling glide, coming clumsily to rest upon the staging area. The old gray bird huffed as his own lack of grace and took a moment to settle himself among the conversation, not yet bothering to command the hush and attention that a true storyteller requires.
What shall I tell them of monsters? Oh, true enough, the story of the skybird is a theme..distracting them will be no good. Hatchling, and fledglings, always so fixated. Well, I'll just change it again. Dreams of monsters need dreams of heros.
So Char mused, collecting himself, back turned to his audience, waiting for the hubub to die, and the time for performing to begin.
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 2:45 am
Yes you did! Yes you damn well did! Tousled bristled in mute rage. What a conceited creature this Raine was! She even seemed to think that this “advice” she was giving was some sort of new concept, something Tousled would never have heard before, much less ever tried to apply. What a joke! It was the one thing that she had ever heard since she was old enough to give voice to the pain and the sadness that she felt. “Just ignore them and they will eventually leave you alone.” “They can only hurt you if you let them.” Good, sound advice that made everything seem so simple, given by authoritative minders and sensible teachers and always with the best of intentions. Always paving Tousled’s way with their good intentions, and never seeming to notice the hidden thorn in their oh-so-clever argument. But Tousled knew.
What those sentiments meant, what they were really saying when the push came to shove, was nothing other than this: You’re not trying hard enough. If what that male said made you cry, then you are weak. If the look that that lady gave you stung your heart, then you haven’t steeled it enough. You could have a better life, you could rid yourself of your own pain, if you could just be strong enough to really try - or… if you really actually wanted to.
As a fledgling, it had broken her heart. As an adult, she found it humiliating.
From Moult, she could accept that kind of talk, because she knew that he knew better than anyone what she had had to go through throughout most of her life, and so if he said that there was some way to harden yourself enough not to let the abuse disturb you, and still somehow be able to be a decent person, then maybe there really was a way and she just hadn’t found it yet. But for someone like Raine, who didn’t even know her, didn’t know the first thing about what her life had looked like, to make a few observations of her and then arbitrarily decide that she knew better than Tousled herself how to make her life more bearable, was more than just humiliating – it was downright insulting.
But the worst part of it all was that there was nothing she could say in her own defence, because the “advice” that Raine held over her head was such a devilishly clever construct in itself that any protests, objections or explanations that the ruffled female would try to put forth would serve only to prove the other female’s point: that Tousled just wasn’t trying hard enough, either out of weakness or laziness. So she stood frozen in place, trembling with impotent rage and clamping her beak shut so hard that her temples began to hurt, in order to keep herself from saying something that she would definitely regret.
She was saved from her painful inner conflict by Chase’s coolly polite voice, and most of all by the strain that he put on the words ”Concerned me.” She glanced up at him with something almost desperate in her eyes. That could mean that he didn’t agree with Raine’s sentiments. She had learned long ago that hope could be a dangerous thing, but at this point she was ready to latch onto whatever feeble straw that she could find as long as there was a chance that it might save her from her own overblown, frustrated anger. And it worked.
Without so much as a second glance over at the other Deep Woods, Tousled gathered up enough composure to stiffly turn her back to her, and from there she could finally speak – even though her hoarse whisper was still so cold that it all but stung her throat when it passed through:
“Yes, if that is all, then please leave.”
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 2:49 pm
Fjord was about to announce the next performance, when Char landed on stage. The young bard felt slightly put off, as the elder sentinel hadn't even waited for him to leave. His eartufts drooped and he winged silently away from the stage, but he did not enter the audience, no. He left from the back and circled around to the far back perches, as to try and not disturb anyone.
Feather followed faithfully behind him.
It must of been bad... Fjord thought sullenly as he flew. It musta been, or else he wouldn't a done that... I need to get advice from him later, I suppose. He gave a soft sigh and turned his tawny orange eyes to the pica that darted before him. It brought a smile to his features. Feather was almost always in a good mood.
As he entered through the back of the theatre, his vision settled on Chase and a deep woods female that he vaguely knew through Birch, though not well at all. Tousled, that was her name. A third sentinel was there, a second deep woods, but he knew her not.
He settled lightly near the group, the pica followed suit as always. He hooted a soft greeting before realizing the tension of the situation. Both Chase and Tousled's body languages spoke of cold anger. He shrank back somewhat. He was already small in stature, partly due to his poor health as a hatchling and fledgling. His current stance had the painted creature looking almost the size of a fledgling.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 6:07 am
"Hear! Hear!" Birch hooted as Fjord finished his story. As Char left him alone he edged closer to Liam to answer his request properly.
"We can discuss your future crafter after this show," he said quietly, "Or we can talk at a later time if you need to get home to your wards. I'll see you at any rate."
Char was still waiting for everyone to quiet down, but Fjords story had sparked a lot of conversation. From the corner of his eye he could see the smaller bard enter the theatre from the back and settle near Tousled's group. The noise would die down soon, but Birch took the opportunity to move closer to his friends.
He landed with a soft thud next to Fjord.
"Great story," he said and nudged the other with a wing, "why are you..."
The tense situation finally penetrated Birch's somewhat thick skull and whatever he was going to say trailed off into nothing. A feeling that a fight had just ended was thick in the air and made his feathers prickle. Birch might not be that perceptive at all times, but he was not stupid.
"Oh..." Awkward.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 8:17 am
Basil was still giving soft calls to his owner, gaining Sequoia’s unfocused attention at intervals as the Artisan seemed to be meandering in and out of thought. His feathers where flat about him, his stance small, and his heart heavy, and his throat was too dry to say much of anything. If anything, Sequoia believed that at that point, his tongue had dissolved, swallowed whole and was twisting and thrashing about his stomach, making him feel ill. “Sec?...pay focus Sec. ….breathe….sec” Basil knew Sequoia for all his sensitivity and raging emotions and knew that most of his stuttering was born out of this. Though he wasn’t trying to prevent stuttering, he was trying to calm the other Sentinel down. Some Sentinel’s might say that companions where too daft to be able to empathize, but Basil was worried. With tired movements, Sequoia looked about and noticed Fjord come from behind further off to his right, nearing a group of chatting Sentinels that had been talking during the performance. It seemed most of them where crafters and bards. Sequoia’s focus had been on Fjord, and that budding idea of whether or not he should venture to ask him what meaning brought on his story. Still, it seemed Fjord was focused on the group and as Sequoia looked over, he noticed the group was stiff and the atmosphere riddled with trouble. A fight now would be too much for Sequoia, but as the notable peacemaker, he could not allow things to overhead and where he felt cold to the core, what better person was there to extinguish the rival flames?
With what little courage Sequoia could afford, he started to make his way over, hopping to several branched as Basil followed behind. Birch arrived too, talking with Fjord and noticing the silent waves of tension. It was a burden and gift to be as hypersensitive to strong emotions as Sequoia was, but now it proved a distraction. With any luck, I’ll be knocked out of a tree and left to plummet to my grave. He thought, finally entering near enough to the circle to be noticed. “Pardon me, I was wondering something about the performance. I hate to impose, as you seem to be talking, but I’m new and don’t know my way about this Theater. I just wanted to inquire about a few things.” He said, glad his tongue was back to speech and his voice was above a sullen whisper. His eyes looked to them all. Once any harsh topic was tossed aside and brought back to civil conversation, then manners and respect would fall in place…or so he hoped.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:41 pm
Raine's eyebrows rose higher and higher as more and more Sentinels arrived onto the scene. Goodness, she had not wanted to make such a fuss...No, she had simply planned on assuring the Shadow male that she would not divulge his secret, just in case he was the type inclined to "dispose of" potential threats. Certainly Raine had not expected her passing comment to plunge the mismatched female into barely-controlled fury.
Really, it was quite unbecoming to feel such strong emotions, more so to let others see what might be perceived as a weakness. Raine herself was certainly not so vain as to throw a hissy-fit over ruffled feathers. Bad form, to act so- but then Raine caught herself.
It was not likely that most Sentinels would think strategically, as it was rather tiring for most to constantly examine everything...No, in this time of peace, many were lowering their guard, and rightly so, for what was there to fear when there was no threat?...Not Raine. She had learned long ago not to show weaknesses like emotion. Far be it for her to look down on those who did, even if she so despised the not-quite-honesty of some social interchanges...
Beginning to feel claustrophobic from the forming crowd, Raine further lifted her wings. Seeming to not notice the tension in the air, she gave a friendly, but slightly distant nod at no one in particular, before launching off of the branch. "I expect I'll see you..."
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:31 pm
Chase caught Tousled’s glance but kept his narrowed gaze fixed on the deep woods ranger as she bid goodbye. He took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment and turning to Tousled with an almost inaudible whisper. “Some will never understand. Not that I’m implying I do… understand it…” he paused, unsure if it would be alright to continue. As Raine left them, he heard a soft hooting sound and saw Fjord, closely followed by Birch and another male Sentinel with a flashing dye job who he didn’t recognize. He looked back at Tousled, slightly worried, wondering how she’d react to the small crowd that had just gathered around them. At least Birch was there. From what he’d seen at the longest night, they were close and Tousled might find some comfort in his presence. Still, she might just try to pretend that nothing had happened and suffer silently so he nodded politely at the new faces but turned his head slowly towards the female, whispering near her eartuft.
“My father had half my feathers painted white (temporary paint, mind you) when I was barely a fledgling. I looked strangely patchy. Then he made me walk alone in minders’ territory, take classes with other fledglings and interact with passing adults. For a week, everyone assumed I was an aberrant, some mist/shadow cross gone terribly wrong, I suppose. I will never forget it. The way they looked at me, the things they said when I wasn’t looking and the things they said when they knew I was listening… the way the teachers stared, the adults spoke… some with disgust, others with pity. Not sure which bothered me the most. But it was just one week… and then my father finally allowed me to preen my feathers properly to get rid of the paint and we walked through the same areas together. And everyone was suddenly my friend. It was a lesson, you see. When we got home, he told me: Cloudchaser, both your parents are shadows. That is nothing to be proud of. The color of the feathers you were born with doesn’t make you any better or worse than any of the fledgling you’ve been with this week. They won’t make you a better flyer, a better hunter or a better Sentinel. They will not help in your contribution to the clan. Remember what you felt this week and every time you listen to others’ spiteful words, do what feels right. Don’t ever ever judge an aberrant by their looks.“
He was looking at Tousled now, blue eyes trying to catch a glimpse of gold, hoping she understood that it wasn't that he didin't notice her plumage it was just that it didn't really bother him that much. This wasn’t the way he liked to do things. It would have been much better if he had been able to get to know the female and sometime in the future ask her about her feathers, get the topic out of the way so they could both acknowledge it as “discussed” and have a normal friendship from then on. Because he didn’t really like to pretend that something as obvious as her plumage was perfectly normal and unnoticeable. It was a lie that they would always be aware of. But if he ignored it with the inner promise of addressing it one day if they ever grew close enough, then it wouldn’t be lie but simply a courteous wait for the proper moment to inquire on such a personal subject.
“It was just a week for me, Tousled. And I became friends with a very nice aberrant fledgling so I wasn’t completely alone. I will never be arrogant enough as to assume I understand how you felt your entire life.” He could almost hear it, his father’s grave whispery voice every time they passed through minders’ nests “Be nice to aberrants.” He looked awfully tall back then… but he shouldn’t linger in those memories! They weren’t alone anymore. He turned to the three male sentinels and lifted himself to his full height, bowing his head curtly, grinning softly. “I apologize, gentlemen. I’m sorry I made you wait. It’s good to see you again, Fjord!” he hooted softly looking at the aberrant who had shrunk under the cold tension of the previous conversation. “And hello Birch, we’ve never met before but I have to say I’m a fan of one of your pieces… as are some of my friends on the Not Cold region.” Positively impressed by the last male’s polite words, he eyed Sequoia for second before continuing “And hello to you as well. I don’t believe we’ve met and I daresay I would remember you if we had. I’m afraid I don’t know my way around the theater that well. It’s the first time I’ve been here and I’ve only watched two performances so far.“ He was facing the males directly but kept glancing back at Tousled, trying to pick up on any changes in her body language.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:33 pm
Char turned, slowly, impatient with the hubub, and swept the audience with a slow glare. He did his best to fix each and every Sentinel in the crowd with a look that said clearly to settle down.
With careful deliberation, the old bird cleared his throat, as loudly as he could manage, making his annoyance perfectly clear.
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