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 Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 10:55 pm
I think half that list forgot I was ever doing art. 9_9 Geeze I screwed up by not putting a limit on the list.
The profile looks shwig, RDS. One of these days I'll learn the code to make my own damn profile. I'm tired of depending on TekTek XD
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Posted: Wed May 24, 2006 7:12 pm
Dragons are heartage. It's so addicting to draw them. I like the four-legged, dangerously clawed, non-fire breathing ones. I would make a profile, but I really just do not feel like doing any more web coding. I have a halfway done, really crappy profile that I made, but I hated it and said ******** it. And I have no idea what kind of profile I'd want so I just don't care enough to start coding again. Anyhoosles, here are my piccy-tures: Lex character sheet pictures! (Which I know I sent RDS, though they've changed a little since.): http://img135.imageshack.us/img135/1711/lexheadscssidesk6vs.pnghttp://img68.imageshack.us/img68/2662/lexheadscsfrontsk5hr.pnghttp://img65.imageshack.us/img65/5694/lexmodel01sk0lw.pngCan you tell I adore spikes and chains? Senereth head shots, again for a character sheet that is going absolutely nowhere at the present. (Character sheets are fuuun!): http://img71.imageshack.us/img71/7438/senheadssk1og.pngA thousand times over redesigned Aveurai-ai dragon running. I finally got it the way I wanted (presumably): http://img383.imageshack.us/img383/6420/aveuraiairunsk5kw.pngAnd the piece de resistance, the picture that proves my teratophilia and that was supposed to be secret, though I got tired of keeping it so (since I have yet to ink and color it which might take quite a while now). Journey's End: http://img106.imageshack.us/img106/4253/journeysendsk1dn.pngYeeah. I got a little carried away. Ah well. I didn't realize how many sketches in their final stages I had. Edit: Damn. There will be no stalking Winslowclone to the museum. "Friend" has a college orientation that day. *Le sigh* Ah well, we have plans to lurk around his house sometime, so...*Evil grin*
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 4:04 am
D: I luff your drawings, Alexis.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 7:18 pm
Hehe, thanks, Moo. biggrin
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 12:00 am
Lex's hair looks so fun to do heart *whineywhine* When do I get the commissiooonnnnn??? crying
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 9:29 am
Red_Death_Stalking Lex's hair looks so fun to do heart *whineywhine* When do I get the commissiooonnnnn??? crying *patpat* There there sweety...
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 12:15 pm
Soon, RDS. Sooner than anticipated, actually, 'cause I don't have to use my money for the museum. (I am, however, going to call my "friend" to see if she was lying about this whole college orientation thing. Evil, sneaky, testing girl that I am.)
I'll have parts of the character sheet anyway (perhaps enough for you to work with) so I may give you some of the individual pictures early.
All in good time.
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 12:25 am
Today I found out my bf doesn't like Phantom of the Opera. (See, I decided not to bring up my undying love/obsession for Erik right away, as the intensity of my phanness could have scared him off. It was difficult, believe me) Or musicals at all. Not PotO, not Rent, not Wicked. He laughed, laughed, when I told him I cried when I saw PotO on Broadway!
This, ladies and gentleman, could be a serious problem.
On the bright side, RDS finished my Uta-art, and its lovely heart
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 7:24 pm
Ouch, Erin. Not good.
*TwitwitwiiiiTCH*
*Spasmsnarl*
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! rofl
Teh Lexi is a tad bit...messed up right now.
...
Correction: Teh Lexi is ********' FURIOUS right now. Furious as in...she has been antsy all day, ranting and raving and pretending to smash (if not actually smashing) things.
Remember "friend" girl? Well, I had this test that I rather hoped would not turn out positive. See, I had no idea what would happen if it turned out positive except something bad. I had a weird suspicion that this girl was lying to me. And I thought of the perfect way to find out. I'd call her cell phone. If she answered...well, there was some damn good proof that she was not at college orientation. So I did so. She answered. I slammed down the phone, furious. About an hour and a half later I worked up the courage to confront her. I called.
Her: Hello?
Me: *Icilly* You lied to me.
Her: Heeeelo?
Me: You lied.
Her: Who is this.
Me: Thorn.
Her: *Incoherent sound*
Me: You said you had college orientation.
Her: I didn't know it wouldn't be in the morning!
Me: Riight.
Her *Incoherent noises* *bizzare voice fluctuation* ...I have to get off.... *Disconnects*
Pssh! Bullshit. Like anyone doesn't know when their college orientation is. Or like any college orientation is held on Memorial Day weekend. Or from 8 PM to 4 AM. (She originally said 8 to 4, and later about how she "didn't know it wouldn't be in the morning"?! Like I'm gonna believe that.
Not to mention that when I called I heard noises all around her. Which could possibly indicate...a museum. I bet she went there alone to stalk Winslowclone and ask him to be her ********. Like he even deserves a bag of s**t like her.
I really cannot believe her. I cannot ******** believe her. I think back and remember us being so close. I remember one time we were in aquarium club and we had a chance to be docents for a day. She asked the person in charge of the program if we could be at the same table. We were. And at first nobody would come, so we were thinking of all these crazy ideas to get people interested in our display, and...god, that had to have been one of the <******** best days of my life.
And now...we're thinking of ways to decieve eachother. She's a stoner, boy-chasing, whoreish ******** and I'm a scheming, vengeful b***h who cannot wait to spew as many curse words at her as were ever in any language...and then some.
Well, I guess that means no Winslowclone for me. And fine. ******** fine. If he'd rather have her, why the hell would I want him anyway? I hate that girl. I hate the girl who was my first real friend (I was her first real friend too) and I say that she can go ******** herself. I don't give a s**t. She had better come up with a really ******** good excuse for why she lied or she will get an earful of Thorn.
And I don't think that I recommend it.
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 7:48 pm
eek
Uumm. -cuddles Lexi- < 333 I'm sorry.
A lot of 'friends' are real assholes when you really get to know them after a while.
-cuddle- ;-; Moocat is sorry this happened.
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 8:02 pm
Thanks, Moo. heart
That rant actually made me feel a lot better. There aren't very many places I can rant nowadays, so it all builds up until I can let it out, and I'm clean for a while.
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2006 8:45 pm
Alexis Of Shadow Thanks, Moo. heart That rant actually made me feel a lot better. There aren't very many places I can rant nowadays, so it all builds up until I can let it out, and I'm clean for a while. And that's why we're here. :3 *hug*
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Posted: Sun May 28, 2006 8:46 am
Utakan Alexis Of Shadow Thanks, Moo. heart That rant actually made me feel a lot better. There aren't very many places I can rant nowadays, so it all builds up until I can let it out, and I'm clean for a while. And that's why we're here. :3 *hug* We love you, Lexi. < 3
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Posted: Sun May 28, 2006 9:20 am
Moocat A lot of 'friends' are real assholes when you really get to know them after a while. -cuddle- ;-; Moocat is sorry this happened.
Actually, I think everybody's a glaring a*****e once you get "know" them. I've had that revelation with every friend I've had, thinking they were generally cool (becuase I have the disposition that every human being is generally good) until BAM!GIGANTICFALLACYINCHARACTER O.o but once that happens with two or three good friends you realize you don't have any right to judge them or even to look down on them as it is(especially if you know your own flaws). Not to say you have to get along with everybody, and not to say incidents like this shouldn't make you sad/angry, but I think the understanding that everyone's corrupt helps soften holes in someone's character that have blown wide open to your conscience.
And personally, that "test" sounds a little shaky, but atleast she admitted she wasn't there; but you know you could always ask/remember what college orientation she was planning to attend and then just check the website/call for times and dates...becuase I know my cellphone would have been on o.<
@Erin: Glad you like the pic heart I only have one more left to do! *cough* DeadlyLullaby*cough*
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Posted: Sun May 28, 2006 7:01 pm
Yeah. I thought about it. And something that happened this morning (completely unrelated, but it got me thinking) made me see basically the same thing that RDS just said. That everybody betrays you at some point. I'm not exactly the kind of person to think that humanity is good by nature, but I did not exactly know how to express my thoughts. And that's what they are. That life is one betrayal after another. You recover from one and another hits you, and everybody, absolutely everybody you ever get close to will betray you at some point.
Some of these betrayals are worse than others. Like the one with my "friend" was one of the worse ones I've experienced. And also, even my current best friend has betrayed me in a sense. See, she and I kind of...scorn a lot of the things the other likes. Like, she likes Marilyn Manson, being sort of pseudo anti-social, Manga and graphic novels (especially Sandman. With Dream). And I really don't see what she likes in those things at all. In fact, I find those things kind of stupid, but whatever. I mean, if she likes them, let her like them. But when it comes to what I like (PotP, animated films...some music) she's always like "[Insert thing I like here] SUCKS!!" She gave me a pretty hard time about PotP when I made her watch it. ("You like him?! Gross.") And I was pretty mad at her for it (and I, of course, gave her a piece of my mind).
But I've kind of gotten used to this. And I just say "Whatever." But when it comes to real things, like problems in life and such, we're always there for each other. So betrayals like that are easier to take because they're small things that you can ignore easilly. But when it's like, this huge deal where somebody lies to you about something that was important to you, not to mention completely changes and becomes the kind of person you hate (and even the kind of person she herself despised at one time)...that's something bigger. Much harder to forgive.
So, like I say, life is just a series of betrayals by everyone you get close to, and depending on the severity of the betrayal...or even the depth of your relationship, you have to decide whether it's worth staying friends or just saying "Screw you" to the person who betrayed you.
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