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 Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 8:10 pm
Alexis Of Shadow gonk But I'm not angsty and artsy, Erin. I'm just kinda...violent a bit? If I'm hyper, I'm beat something or someone up. If I'm pissed I'll do the same. But I'm not really angsty. Ever. Except when I'm worried about school or having cancer. Otherwise, yes, I'm a bit of a freak and damn proud of it, but it's always the "I'm crazy, I have a good sense of humor, I like to stand up for what I believe in" kind of freakishness. Fun times. Didn't say you were, Alexis, just meant that the museumfolk would probably take you as one. Which is good, cuase otherwise they'd probably be all "get that psycho goth kid outta my museum! D=< "
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 8:50 pm
Hehehe! That was really very amusing.
And yay for having the semblance of one who can pull off "style".
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 3:29 pm
Erin Sovenya Alexis Of Shadow gonk But I'm not angsty and artsy, Erin. I'm just kinda...violent a bit? If I'm hyper, I'm beat something or someone up. If I'm pissed I'll do the same. But I'm not really angsty. Ever. Except when I'm worried about school or having cancer. Otherwise, yes, I'm a bit of a freak and damn proud of it, but it's always the "I'm crazy, I have a good sense of humor, I like to stand up for what I believe in" kind of freakishness. Fun times. Didn't say you were, Alexis, just meant that the museumfolk would probably take you as one. Which is good, cuase otherwise they'd probably be all "get that psycho goth kid outta my museum! D=< "
gonk what a horrible perception of a museum! You guys don't honestly believe people going to or working at a museum, with collections of art- ART that draws all humanity together at a certain point-are going to care so much so about what you look like to let you not go in?
*is being awkwardly defensive*
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 5:04 pm
Red_Death_Stalking Erin Sovenya Alexis Of Shadow gonk But I'm not angsty and artsy, Erin. I'm just kinda...violent a bit? If I'm hyper, I'm beat something or someone up. If I'm pissed I'll do the same. But I'm not really angsty. Ever. Except when I'm worried about school or having cancer. Otherwise, yes, I'm a bit of a freak and damn proud of it, but it's always the "I'm crazy, I have a good sense of humor, I like to stand up for what I believe in" kind of freakishness. Fun times. Didn't say you were, Alexis, just meant that the museumfolk would probably take you as one. Which is good, cuase otherwise they'd probably be all "get that psycho goth kid outta my museum! D=< "
*is being awkwardly defensive*Hell, if they let me in, they'll let anyone in! XD I need to not pick on myself. No wonder I have low self esteem. XD
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 7:16 pm
I know, I'm just kinda worried that they'll be all like "You look like a scoundrel! Get out!" and like that would be my only chance. But I'll give it a shot. Otherwise, I imagine I'll come to regret it. Utakan...trust me, you're not the only one who's...err...embarassed yourself in public. There's stuff I still chew myself out over that happened a few years back. Not fun.Oh my god. About that "friend" girl? Well, she's more ******** up than I ever imagined her to be. I thought she was a dumbass, yes, but only to the point of I get to meet Winslowclone through her and then stop talking to her as much because she's just not the kind of person I really like. Okay, well, it turns out she's the exact kind of person I hate. She has turned into the kind of person we were both talking against back when we were best friends. She has proclaimed that she has messed up her life to the point of having a very hard time in school, that she is obsessed with going to parties and that she smokes pot. God! She is almost as repulsive as those princessy girls who think that everyone is below them and walk around with those scornful looks in their eyes and the general unfriendly, closed-minded attitude. She has become a kind of person I hate very much. She used to be fun and weird in a good way. She used to be one of the smartest people I knew! She took a sample ACT test in junior high and got a really good score. She knew a lot of latin, she knew the scientific names of a lot of fish and had a cool, inclusive attitude. And she suddenly becomes the polar opposite of the girl she used to be. This makes me very angry with her. What's worse is that I bet she has a far better chance with Winslowclone than I do because 1. She knows him personally and 2. She mentioned something about him being a bit creepy and obsessive toward her. Plus my mom says that having known this guy, having given him her number he'll probably think that she likes him, and from what I've heard about him, he seems like the monogamous kind of guy. God, I don't know how I could live it down losing out to a ******** like her. Who knows? Maybe he thinks she's a lot better than she actually is. And me trying to tell him what she's like would sound like me being a whiny girl who cares about nothing but having a boyfriend and is willing to sabotage her friend's relationship to have a guy. Not the impression I want to make. So, basically, circumstances suggest that I'm screwed. But I'm too stubborn to give in like that. I'd really like to say that I'd stop pursuing him if I lost, but I know that I have this horrible, obsessive tendency that is nigh impossible to force down once it's started. But, like I say, I'm too stubborn. If I have the sliver of a chance I'll pursue it until either I have it or it becomes impossible for me to get it. My stubbornness and pride are my greatest weaknesses. On a lighter note, you guys have no idea how much self control I am exercizing right now to not color the picture of my dragon character in flames and give it to Matt and be all like "Heee heee! I drew you a picture even though I never met you before and you had no idea I existed. Hehehehehe! *Creepy grin*" If anyone wants to see it, here's the sketch of said picture: http://img65.imageshack.us/img65/534/astralsen8kd.png
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 8:40 pm
Red_Death_Stalking Erin Sovenya And you're a tad obsessed over P&P, eh? 'twas a well written book, if a little boring, but then I've never liked chick books. whee Got me a second date. Da Vinci Code
I do believe one of my favorite scenes was when Miss Bingley asked Elizabeth to strut about the room with her (while she was attending her sick sister at Netherfield), and while the very action stricks me as amusing, Mr.Darcy's reply to Miss Bingley's request to join them made me giggle becuase he basically says "Well I refuse on two accounts; one, if you wish for only a chatty accquaintance I believe I shall only get in the way of you; and two, if you wish to show of your figures, as I assume you're trying to do, then I certainly have the better view from where I sit." xd
I heart Mr.Darcy
Mr. Darcy just freaking cracks me up. xd
Is it bad that I'm laughing my a** off while he's professing his love?
Mr. Darcy: gonk I... I love you. Most ardently.
Youko: lol AAAAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!
rofl My male friend told me, "D: s**t, I pity whatever guy ever tells you he loves you." And I just sniggered and replied, "Me, too. I'll probably laugh at him. And then feel bad. ...really bad."
OMG. eek So... I finally got my paws on the SIX FRICKIN' HOUR LONG televised miniseries of it...
gonk Holy. Crap.
All I can say is...
Mr. Darcy. Taking a bath.
And. Mr. Darcy.
Taking a swim.
With a sexy undershirt.
And then walking right into Elizabeth.
Youko was DYYYING. rofl
'Twas so very amusing. 3nodding I was giggling like a mad girl the entire time.
ALTHOUGH.
gonk OH, DEAR LORD.
IMPLYED. LYDIAxWICKHAM SEX.
Lydia: ;D *is like... stroking Mr. Wickhams chest and his hair while he writes a letter* *giggles* Lord, I could just burst out laughing! To know that I've done what none of my sisters has! And I'm the youngest!
AND HE GIVES HER THIS PERVY LITTLE SMILE.
DEAR. FREAKING. LORD.
gonk GAH!
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 8:49 pm
I've got to say. Six hours straight of Mr. Darcy's awkwardness and pompous bastardity (I totally just created a tense there. lol ) can heal all and any wounds. xd
See, Youko is very sad. gonk
Last month, Youko's dog, Rachel, had... well... some strange sort of... "episode." She couldn't stand. She couldn't see. Although Youko wasn't there, her father was. And he said that it was as if she didn't even recognize him.
So, we called the vet. They told us to bring her over if it happened again.
Well, it did. gonk Same thing as before. Her legs wouldn't support her, she was seemingly blind, deaf, and dumb.
So, dad rushed her to the vet.
The vet made an unofficial diagnosis, based on what he knows. gonk We'll have the official bloodwork back on Monday.
Do you know what he supposes it is?
...epilepsy.
cry
WTF.
He said that, if her "episodes" become more and more frequent, we may HAVE to put her on medication that we can't afford. He said, if she isn't medicated, she very well may... well... have a seizure and... never wake up. gonk We're barely getting by as it is. My parents are talking of moving. We can't be buying expensive medicines!
So, I called my friend, utterly distraught, nearly in tears, and do you know what she says?
Me: KATE, I-
Her: HEATHER I CAN'T TALK TO YOU NOW OKAY GOTTA GO BYE.
And then she slammed the phone down on me, before I had a chance to get out two words.
So, I left her a comment on MySpace that went like, "Wtf. *explains the situation* gonk Thanks for being such a great pal. rolleyes "
She leaves me this bullshit about how her parents were fighting again, so that gives her the right to be rude and nasty to me. Oh, and she said, and I quote, "I love Rachel, but right now I don't give two ******** about her."
WTF. THEY DIVORCED LIKE A YEAR AGO. PLEASE. I KNOW YOU'RE HAVING A ROUGH TIME, BUT PLEASE DO TRY TO GET OVER IT AND STOP TAKING IT OUT ON ME AND TREATING ME LIKE s**t!
So, I told her, it very well may boil down to two options: moving, or putting the poor dog down. And I asked her, "Would you give two ******** then?"
She went ballistic.
So, basically, I'm sick of her. She's always causing problems, as I'm sure you've noticed by now. gonk She drives me crazy in the very worst ways, and I just can't stand her.
And poor Rachel! After just recovering from her knee surgery completely and everything!
So, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I really don't.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 8:57 pm
*hugs Alexis*
I have known plenty people like that. I had a friend in elementary who came from a bad home (her mother was a bartender and obviously did some sort of drug) who was the coolest thing ever because she introduced me to one of my first obsessions--Sailor Moon.
We were best friends until middle school (went to same school) and she started hanging with the druggy crowd. Then she became this utter b***h whom I learned to loathe. I haven't seen her since 6th grade though. She dropped out, or something.
But don't worry. You'll get what you deserve, which is utter greatness. biggrin
Youko: I would laugh if some guy professed love to me too. It'd be like:
Guy: ...I love you.
Me: *laughs* Okay, no, seriously. What's the present for?
Guy: ....
Me: ... Holy s**t. *laughs more*
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 9:07 pm
Youko-chan So, I called my friend, utterly distraught, nearly in tears, and do you know what she says?
Me: KATE, I-
Her: HEATHER I CAN'T TALK TO YOU NOW OKAY GOTTA GO BYE.
And then she slammed the phone down on me, before I had a chance to get out two words.
So, I left her a comment on MySpace that went like, "Wtf. *explains the situation* gonk Thanks for being such a great pal. rolleyes "
She leaves me this bullshit about how her parents were fighting again, so that gives her the right to be rude and nasty to me. Oh, and she said, and I quote, "I love Rachel, but right now I don't give two ******** about her."
WTF. THEY DIVORCED LIKE A YEAR AGO. PLEASE. I KNOW YOU'RE HAVING A ROUGH TIME, BUT PLEASE DO TRY TO GET OVER IT AND STOP TAKING IT OUT ON ME AND TREATING ME LIKE s**t!
So, I told her, it very well may boil down to two options: moving, or putting the poor dog down. And I asked her, "Would you give two ******** then?"
She went ballistic.
So, basically, I'm sick of her. She's always causing problems, as I'm sure you've noticed by now. gonk She drives me crazy in the very worst ways, and I just can't stand her.
And poor Rachel! After just recovering from her knee surgery completely and everything!
So, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I really don't.
I sadly know that feeling. My parents are divorced, but they basically became neutral. Well, more like my mom became neutral. My Dad just spread rumors about her and had me believing she was a lesbian when I was little. But even though I may have problems at the moment, I always set aside my stuff for friends or we exchange alternately (I say something, she says something) so that we both can comfort and get things off our chest at once. One of my best friends of 5 years' parents are having "marital" problems. I put the quotation marks because technically they aren't married. Her dad is coming home drunk, yadda yadda. Well, I listen and offer comfort. She has another fried she knows longer that she talks to first. Which, I don't mind. This friend has a temper. So everytime my friend complains, her friend gets on her case about being "a whiny little b***h". Which is utter hypocrisy since she has family problems too and always talks to my friend, looking for sympathy. And really, I'm sorry about your dog. I had a cat who had a brain tumor when I was little. We had to put him down because he was in such pain. But he was 17, too, so it was his time.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 9:18 pm
gonk I'm really sorry, Uta. That sucks. heart
But... like... I've tried so hard to be there for her. I really did.
She really doesn't seem to want help, though. She just wants blind sympathy.
Hell, she didn't even tell me what was going on until after the goddamned divorce!
I don't know. She's just become such a different person. I can't trust her. She gets angry easily, she constantly insults me nearly to the point of tears, she takes out her anger on me, and if I tell her someone other than her has upset me, she'll go right up to them and start cursing them off.
And I just stand there, going, " gonk STOP!"
I can't trust her or tell her anything anymore! She doesn't respect me, even as a friend! gonk She goes off and gets stoned and drunk and then wonders why I won't speak to her.
I understand she's having a rough time, and I've really tried to be supportive, but... gonk Rachel is like my little sister. I love her. She's not a dog to me. She's part of my family. When I'm upset, she'll let me hug her and cry in her fur... when I'm mad, she'll listen to my rantings and ravings... if I'm outside on the deck and in wanting of a pillow while reading a book, she'll gladly act as one. She's the sweetest, most easy-going dog I've ever met, and it's not fair all these things happen to her.
And then I get so upset about it, and I can't even talk to one of my supposed best friends, because she's too busy... watching her parents argue? ...the hell?
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 9:20 pm
Utakan Youko: I would laugh if some guy professed love to me too. It'd be like: Guy: ...I love you. Me: *laughs* Okay, no, seriously. What's the present for? Guy: .... Me: ... Holy s**t. *laughs more*
Honestly!
I would probably laugh. Really, really hard. And then feel absolutely terrible for hurting his feelings. gonk
The main point is, though, I would laugh. MOST ARDENTLY.
lol
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 1:04 am
XD ...the two of you...
If thats how you'd react to being told "I love you", I wanna see your reactions to "will you marry me?"
So I've been writing my messages in white so as not to seem insensitive since you guys are not in happyland like me. lol at white text.
RDS: Oh, I know the museum won't kick her out just caused she's dressed funny, its just the kind of worst-case scenarios teenage girls make up. You know that. pfft rolleyes
So Erin officially has a boyfriend. *idiotic grin* and ish very happy
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 5:09 am
Dont worry Alexis. They let my friend in and she was wearing something simmilar. (Just dont wear the spikes. They will probably take them away.)
And good luck!
I should really break down and rent P&P shouldn't I? ^^;;
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 10:00 am
Erin Sovenya If thats how you'd react to being told "I love you", I wanna see your reactions to "will you marry me?"
(Don't worry. <3 I don't hate on other people for being happy when I'm not. That's just stupid. xd )
HOMG.
Guy: *gets down on one knee*
Youko: eek *supresses a snigger*
Guy: DD: ...w-will you... will you marry me?
Youko: lol ... *bursts out into hysterical laughter* xd xd xd xd AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! OMG. *pounds fist on table* THAT'S GREAT.
Guy: ... gonk !!!!!!
Youko: *crying from laughing so hard* Hahah... aha..... hah. Phew. rofl ... o_o ... Oh my god. You were serious, then?! eek
Guy: crying
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 10:33 am
Youko-chan Erin Sovenya If thats how you'd react to being told "I love you", I wanna see your reactions to "will you marry me?"
(Don't worry. <3 I don't hate on other people for being happy when I'm not. That's just stupid. xd )
HOMG.
Guy: *gets down on one knee*
Youko: eek *supresses a snigger*
Guy: DD: ...w-will you... will you marry me?
Youko: lol ... *bursts out into hysterical laughter* xd xd xd xd AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! OMG. *pounds fist on table* THAT'S GREAT.
Guy: ... gonk !!!!!!
Youko: *crying from laughing so hard* Hahah... aha..... hah. Phew. rofl ... o_o ... Oh my god. You were serious, then?! eek
Guy: crying Mine would be more like Guy: I have something important I want to ask you. Me: Does it involve me washing the dishes? Guy: ... no... Me: 'Kay. Then shoot. Guy: *gets on one knee* Will you-- Me: *bursts out with laughter* OH MY GAWD YOU'RE GONNA POP THE QUESTION!! AHAHAHAHA!!! Guy: .... Me: Okay, go on. Guy: Will you marry me? Me: *bursts out laughing again* Yeah sure. Just get me some water and my inhaler first. You made me start wheezing.
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