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Ow, eclesti, you get hacked again? gonk This is like what, the third time? If I were you, I'd check for keyloggers. Dx

Yeah, well...you have an enjoyable life to immerse yourself in. I just feel like general crap these days. I've reached that phase where I don't feel like having a life, and I wish I were well off enough to laze around for the rest of my days.

No, I didn't. My boyfriend changed my password because he wants me to grow the ******** up and stop wasting my life on gaia. So I may not be on anymore after this. Just on to say a possible good-bye to you guys.

Azura, feel free to take over Kerin in the RP, if you want. And feel better. Life starts eventually, you just don't know when. You know, it's like John Lennon said, "Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans." So you know, go with it and life will happen to you. You too, Izzy.

Haha, just be simple and meditative. Kerin isn't too concerned with the who or what very much, just the how. Like, how will we do this instead of who will do what. And on certain controversial topics, she's more or less contemplative I suppose. If you have any trouble, I have a myspace XD.

Well, think you could make one last (for now) post in the RP explaining your situation for Krazy's sake? And FFFFFFFFFUUUU---everyone left and right is telling me to get a myspace or facebook. Gah! lol

@Izzy: I second that. I want to be friends with a girl like Colette. >.<;;

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Wow. You and I think very alike with our obsessions. surprised

Hell yes, I want to go to the dimension Kratos is on, even though he's on Derris-Kharlan. I'll call him out for being a jerk for leaving his son, and find some way to steer the planet all the way back. Or at least find some way to teleport back. I mean, the technology's gotta exist somewhere on that place, right?

Aww, poo. Well I got my account back, he forgot to change my email. But still, I'm not gonna lie to him. I won't be going on here anymore. Rarely if I'm lucky. Sorry guys.

@eclesti: Aww, see ya. crying Yeah, once a month, at least? I think I can make do with contacting you via AIM. Or Yahoo! Messenger, if you have it, 'cause that's what I got.

@Izzy: What, you think I don't dream about him too? After four years of obsession and counting? razz

Let me describe to you a dream I still remember in full detail. mrgreen I warn you, it's a bit lengthy. lol

It was sunset. I was at the college I used to go to because my friends invited me over for Anime Night, which took place in the part of the Student Center that was the Rotunda. I was talking to my friends near a pay phone (don't remember what about, though) and then Kratos (of course, dressed up as he normally is, in his default purple outfit) came up behind me and tapped me on the shoulder. The odd part is that my friends looked on him like he was just a normal person in this world. Oh, well.

I turn around and say, "Yeah?"

"I need to speak with you outside."

"Huh, okay..."

My friends excuse me, and one even smirks at me suggestively, which I had a "WTF?! "-type reaction to. We then go around behind a wall, where no one can see us.

"So, what do you need me for?" I ask.

Kratos had this stern look in his eyes and he takes something out of, apparently, a pocket. I can't quite see what it is. SUDDENLY, he rushes at me and grabs me by the jaw! he squeezes to force my mouth open and shoves whatever he was holding down into my throat! It felt like a small, round rock with a rough texture, like pumice. OxO;;

I keel over down to my knees, clutching my stomach because with that rock came a burning sensation that went all the way down. It intensified a few seconds after it hit my stomach, which got me coughing madly. And then, I felt...well not exactly a fever...it was something like I could feel my blood running hot in my veins. And I was still coughing madly, working up a cold sweat. About three minutes had passed, and then the feeling started gradually subsiding, so I stopped coughing.

I let go of my stomach and placed my hands on the ground, breathing heavily. I slowly look up at Kratos, and he extends his hand to me. I take it and let him help me up to my feet. I still felt shaky in the legs and a little light-headed, so I just continued to hold onto his hand firmly. I start feeling a combination of itchiness and tickling on my back. What the heck is going on?! I think, then I look over my right shoulder.

WINGS. ANGEL WINGS. They were sprouting from my back. They had a gradient of yellow starting at the base to blue out to the tips. My eyes widened with such shock and awe that I swear they could have popped out of my skull. I turn my head slowly back to Kratos, the expression of shock still on my face and this time, squeezing his hand. He had a faint smile on his lips.

I ask, "Wh-what the heck was that for?"

He opens his mouth to speak, and....THAT'S WHERE THE DREAM ENDED...DAMN IT. gonk xd

I could only assume the rock he shoved down my throat was Aionis. surprised

@eclesti: Whoa whoa whoa. If you dare leave w/o saying goodbye to me, I will go all apeshit in this thread. I mean, I had a great year with you and the rest. And hell, just go on Gaia 30 minutes a day. That is not time wasting in my opinion. If not that, 30 minutes a week to at least drop bye and say hi...Now that is a very manageable task, even for the busiest of persons...And that is DEFINITELY a small amount of time to ask for, especially by Gaia standards. If you can't come back and say goodbye, then... crying

@Izzy: I love you. (Parkour is how I conquered my fear of heights.)