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He blinked. She wasn't turning away, she wasn't even making a rude remark about his proximity. "Hmm.." he hummed softly. He closed his eyes and exhaled, only to hear her shrill voice in pain.
He pulled back and took another sip. "Told you." he said, smiling.
He uncapped the drink and licked some of the whipped cream off, enjoying the sight of Lin.

His eyebrows pulled together in a little bit of a worried expression. He slid along the chair until he was right next to her. "Hey.." he whispered. He put his arm around her and his other hand pushed her hair away from her face. He slowly unclipped her hair and smiled as it fell down. He pushed it away from her face.
His hand fell to her knees, pulling them on top of his legs so that he was cradling her. The store was empty and the workers were in the back, waiting for the bell to sound if someone were to walk in. The arm around her shoulder supported her, and he made it possible for her head to rest against his shoulder or chest. "You don't have to think anything." he whispered, caressing her.
"You think too much anyway. You need a break. So take one.." he said, leaning down to softly kiss her temple. He found it cute how she was still holding her drink with both her hands as he carried her.

He sighed, closing his eyes. It was wrong, even in his sick sense. "There are no such thing as evil creatures." he muttered. "No such thing as good creatures. That's only in bedtime stories and legends." he continued.
"Sure, there are creatures of the light and creatures of the dark.." he cleared his throat. "But some of us didn't have a choice."

"I was twenty-three when I was changed. By this small girl whom I took in and protected for almost a year. I don't even know if she's still out there. She never spoke until right before she killed me.
"I lived in the times where a small infection was able to ******** you over. My brother.. he got hurt one day, six years before I died. By a wolf, we thought, because that's what he said. Then again, he also said that he bit off it's ear trying to run away. So we thought he was going crazy when he began saying that the wolf turned into a human after it clawed into him." He swallowed and opened his eyes. They were red, not with hunger, but from sadness.
"I hit him one day, telling him to shut the hell up and that he was psychotic. I got angry because everyone always cared about him. It was always him and never me. No one ever cared if I was getting jealous or neglected. His name was Cross..
"The day after I hit him, he died from the infection. I was the only one who didn't cry when I helped dig the grave for him, yet now I look back on it.. and I was the only b*****d who should have been crying." he said, his tongue feeling thick. Tears slowly ran down his face.
"Then after we prayed for him and walked away.. this.. monster of a man. This a*****e.. he had the nerve to say 'He put up an interesting fight.'" He wiped his eyes. "I've never forgotten that.. Six years later, I was on an errand in, what was back then, a really good job. It was during the winter, which was pretty horrible." he said chuckling through his tears. If you didn't see his smile, you'd think he was just crying harder.
"I saw the small girl, just sitting in the blizzard. She seemed to be singing. So I walked closer to her, to see what the ******** she was doing, you know? It's odd to see a child in a snowstorm so deep in the middle of nowhere.
But then, that's when I saw it.. A wolf had emerged from behind her with these evil-looking red eyes. I was going to just leave, because it wasn't my problem. But then I looked at it closer-- it only had one ear.
So then, that's when I snapped. I started beating the piss out of the damned animal, going on a blood-crazed emotion that was out of my abilities back then. Somehow, I ended up killing the p***k.
That's when I took her in, since she never spoke I had to name her myself. I called her 'Little One' just because there was no such thing as creativity back then."
He stopped and cleared his throat. The tears seemed to be stopping now that the memory of his brother was back in the past. He sighed and continued.
"An entire year.. A whole ******** year with that little b***h. I even began to love her because she was always by my side. Little did I freaking know that she was analyzing me. Trying to find out the perfect way to kill me. How was I supposed to know that damned werewolf was her brother?!"
He slid the hand that was holding her knees out and he clutched his hair. He tried to calm his breathing.
"That's what she told me right before she killed me in bed. When she walked in one night, I just thought she had another nightmare, so I let her snuggle in bed with me. But as soon as she spoke.. I didn't even care to realize what she was saying. I was just so happy that she was even talking to me! But what she told me back then hurts more now than it ever did back then. 'You destroyed my only purpose for living, so I will destroy the life you have no purpose in.'"
He closed his eyes. "Hm. Never even realized that she back washed whenever she drank blood. That's what you need to do to create another vampire. You need them to have your blood as well. But it needs to be during or right after the process of killing them. I decided a long time ago that backwashing is the easiest way to do it, unless you want a fresh pair of holes in your flesh." he said.
At that very moment, he'd forgotten whom he was speaking to. He stared at Lin, his clear eyes still having a bit too much moisture, and he opened his mouth with nothing to really say. "I-I'm sorry.. you had to hear.. all of that.." he stuttered. He blinked and lost eye-contact with her, trying to figure out a way to destroy the horrible mood he'd created.

"You haven't even finished yours, darling." he said, unaware of the name he used. "And it's getting late. We need to get back to reality."
He had a small crush on Lin. That's the only thing that made it possible as to why he shared his past with her. His past made him emotional. He grabbed his half-finished Java Chip.
"Would you like to race back again or would you like to walk on the water and tell me about yourself?" he asked, standing up and holding out a hand for Lin to get up. He smirked. "A vampire is able to do extraordinary things that takes years to perfect. As long as we're touching somehow, I'm able to give you that same power."