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 Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2010 3:04 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e  ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd nodded once, briskly, at the first thing Heidi said. It was true. Casey wasn't too hard to piss off. He felt like exploding, punching a wall or something, when she commented on the blood. He hated it when people commented on how he looked. Whether good or bad. Did it matter what was on the outside? No! The inside? Eh... Todd smirked inwardly. He liked to tease people. But, one of the most things he hated, was showing emotions. Emotions got in the way of everything. He'd learned that long ago. Ever isnce, he'd gotten good at hiding his smirks, smiles, tears and laughs. He didn't fear anything except his nightmares. He felt no pain. He was like a rock; a rock that no one, not even Casey, would be able to break.
He blinked in surpise at what the blonde said next. Join them? In causing the counselors trouble, nonetheless? He thought about it momentarily. "Whatever helps me stay awake. Sure," he replied flatly, no emotion resgistering on his face. His eyes, though, fluttered. He rubbed them gently, leaving a smear of blood over his eyelid, sourt of like a raccoon. It didn't bother him. The blood was warm and sticky. Plus, it smelled odd. A good odd, though. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●    ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 2:51 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○•  xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○•  xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi smiled as Todd decided to join them. She stood up and extended her hand out to help him up even though she knew she'd get blood all over her. "Alright then! Let's go!" she said with a bright smile. She glanced over at Alec with her devious grin. "So tell me, who do you think she would mess with first? Casey, Shane, or maybe your counselor Nikki?" she asked him before returning her gaze to Todd to see if he would let her help him up. She couldn't stop grinning although she felt extremely tired. She knew how to keep herself awake, but she had to watch her drinking. If she got drunk then they'd know that she had a secret stash. They'd then probably take it away from her and leave her with nothing. Then again, she did have another way of getting her fix. All because she knew of a dirty little secret.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○• 
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Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 2:55 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd didn't take her hand. He stood by himself, wiping his blood all over the fabric of his pants. He listened to, and watched Heidi. It seemed there was something going on between her and Alec. He shrugged it off and frowned slightly. "Shane or Casey, for sure. Shane's a douche and Casey really b!tchy, so let's go f*ck with their heads first. But... What're we gonna do?" he asked, tilting his head slightly. There was something about that litle tilt of the head that made girls fall all over him. His big brown eyes, dark hair and that mysterious, yet young and innocent, look on his face. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 3:11 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi watched as Todd stood up by himself and she let her hand rest by her side again. She heard his question and noticed the way he tilted his head. She bit her lip and blushed lightly before she remembered his question. "Well, I do know one good way to screw with Shane. But we'll have to go back to my cabin. Let's just say I have a little secret weapon." she said with that mischievious grin of hers. She had a little trouble trying not to blush when she saw the way Todd look. The way he tilted his head melted her heart for some reason. He looked absolutely cute! Though Alec was incredibly sexy and so was Gail. Then Shane was really sweet. As she thought about all the different people her heart was beating for, she began to wonder if maybe she really was a slut. She shook off those thoughts and motioned for them both to follow her.
She began to head back to her cabin with her hands in her hoodie pockets. She let her mind wander as she hummed a song before reaching her cabin. Her hand moved to open the door before she saw one of the counselors in there with Gail. She groaned quietly in frustration before turning around and biting her lip. "Counselors know how to ruin everything!" she said as she scuffed her foot against the ground. "Well, either we can wait for the counselor to leave or if any of you have a bottle of jagger on you. I suggest you go get it." she said as she looked between both boys.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 2:00 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec stayed at Heidi's side, while he was totally aware that that little freak-boy was shuffling on behind them. He didn't exactly like the way Heidi blushed when Todd did that head-tilt thing. He couldn't help but feel defensive. Heidi was smart and sexy. There was something about her that turned Alec on. Although, he couldn't seem to put his finger on it. Finally, as they reached the cabin,, the brunette shrugged the thought off and stuffed his hands in his pocket.
He listened to Heidi then thought momentarily. "I think I have some back in my duffle. It may be a bit strong for him, though," he added with an indifferent shrug. The stronger the alcohol, the bigger the buzz. The faster the rush. The better overall.A new burning ached his heart. It'd been -what?- a week since his last orgy? Somethin' like that. Sure, he'd hooked up with girls since, but he hadn't that day. Or the day before. And he needed that certain rush. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 2:13 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi grinned at Alec as he said he might have some. "Well it's not for us silly. It's for Shane. So come on and lead the way. The sooner we get it, the sooner we can have fun." she said as she hooked her arm with his. She knew how strong jagger was and she knew Shane wouldn't be able to resist it once she had it around him. Then his pretty little reputation will be ruined without her even telling his dirty secret. The thought made her grin even wider as she began to head back over to they boys cabins. She glanced back at Todd every now and then to make sure he was following, though she didn't know what to say to him. He seemed like the silent type anyway. As she held onto Alec's arm, she could feel his muscles and she bit her lip as she shivered.
Alec was absolutely gorgeous and he was even a rebellious child like her. The fact that he actually liked her made it even better. She wanted him bad. Though she wouldn't admit it. Especially when there were other hotties on her brain. Why couldn't she just pick one? She wasn't even sure if Gail or Todd liked her the same way. So at least she could worry about them later. But then there was Shane. The one guy she enjoyed to bring pain to and the only guy who had actually gotten her to break down. She decided to just stick with her original summer plan. Annoy the counselors anyway possible and do whatever the hell she wanted.
╚═══ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══════════════╝
❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 7:00 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH   Shane wrapped his arm around Casey and gave her a gentle hug. "Well, Casey... If you ever want to talk. I',m here for you, for everyone actually.... You know why my dad called me?
He said, it was because he thought I had a big heart. If you think he's right, don't hesitate to come and talk to me.
I'm not going to push or anything. You choose what and who you want to tell. Just thought i'd let you know that I'm here for you." he squeezed her shoulder and stood up. Casting her one glance, he walked off to his cabin. Tired. Frustrated. And hoping tomorrow would be better. God. Why do I like Heidi this way? it's going to be THAT much easier for her to play me. Shane moaned at the thought. The young, muscular man sighed and took out his phone. He scrolled over some pictures of his dog. Shane smiled when he thought of Lexi. Next he scrolled over some pictures he had of his mom. And last, the young man scrolled over some pictures of him mom and dad. Back when they were still together. He smiled they looked so cute together He thought. Wonder why they split. Not even Shane knew the answer to that. He sighed and started to text his friend, Nate to: Nate;
This year, is DEFINATELY Different man.
My teen is MUCH more difficult.
But that's not the problem.
Well, half of it.
I think I'm starting to fall for her sad
I don't know what to do!!!! gonk Shane sighed and took of his shirt. He lay down on his bed. Not really wanting to sleep. It wasn't late yet. But maybe he was going to nap a little bit, he wasn't sure yet. But as he was pondering this. Little did he know what his teen was going to try to do to him. ((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken 
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 5:25 am
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:47 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
╔═══════════════ ♦ ♫ ♦ ═══╗
♫Heidi watched Alec happily as she saw the muscles in his back flexing as he searched through his duffle bag. She smiled brightly as he turned to them holding a bottle of Gin. Sure, it wasn't Jagger. But it would do just as good. She walked over to him and kissed his cheek teasingly before snatching the bottle of Gin out of his hand. "Indeed cutie. Especially when you see what I do with it." she said as she pictured getting Shane caught with the Gin. She looked at the bottle and swished the liquid around inside. She sighed in contentment at the joyous sound before opening the bottle and taking a long swig. She seemed more energetic as she shrieked in excitement and shook her head. "God I needed that! I was sure I was going to pass out at any moment if I didn't have a drink soon." she said as she closed the bottle and snapped her fingers. She ran out the cabin while laughing hysterically. The buzz was like a sugar rush to Heidi and she could never get enough of it.
She stood outside the cabin and looked around, wondering where Shane was. She looked back at the boys and whistled. "Come on boys! Try to keep up now!" she said as she grinned and ran again. She looked around to see if there were any places she could find Shane. She also called out to him to see if he would come out and try to find her. "Come out, come out wherever you are Shane! Catch me if you can!" she called out though her words were kind of slurred at this point since she had a few more swigs.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 2:17 pm
XXXXGot up on the wrong side of life todayXXXXXXCrash the car and I'm gonna be really lateXXXXXXXXMy phone doesn't work cause it's out of rangeXXXXXXXXXXLooks like it's just one of those kind of daysXXXXXXXXXXXXAnd I feel so alive, I can't help myselfI just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away You can't kick me down I'm already on the groundXXXX
No you can't, but you couldn't catch me anyhowXXXXXX
Blue skies, but the sun isn't coming out, noXXXXXXXX
Today is like I'm under a heavy cloudXXXXXXXXXX
And I feel so alive, don't you realizeXXXXXXXXXXXX  You've been rejected,
And now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now.
Txxxoxxxuxxxbxxxlxxxexxxmxxxaxxxkxxxexxxr ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦
Hxxxxaxxxxrxxxxsxxxxh Gail sat calmly on her bed and watched the scene play out through the cabin window. So there were too other guys in the program, and they weren't all that bad. Though Hedi was really good too. The skater sighed and pushed her dirty blonde hair out of her face. She stood up and grabbed her battle of vodka. She took a few swigs and smiled. Well, with so many hotties at camp it could it could t be allyhat bad, especially if the counselors were easy to push around. Gail smiled at that thought and took another swig of alcohol. Hedi's counselor seemed Dailey normally but Casey was way too easy to piss off and the other girl seemed terrified. She hadn't met her counselor yet but Gail was sure she old push him to his limits as well. Oh yeah, this would be a very fun, counselor torturing summer. Calmly, the skater stood up, took another swig from the flask, and walked over to her bag.
Gail put the alcohol back with the other bottles in her search compartment before grabbing some cloths and a few other things. The teen walked into the bathroom and took off her cloths and slid on a super short skirt, and a short, skinny top that barely covered her bra and showed her entire belly. The blonde teen then applied a coat of bright red lipstick and messed up her hair. She was a master at looking cheap and slutty. She had gone out with her friends a few times and acted as a hooker for a few extra bucks. Gail put on some eyeliner and then headed back to her suit case. She pulled out a pair of black boot with redicously high heels. She slid them on and looked at herself in the mirror. The teen smiled and headed for the door. It was hard to walk in the super high heels but Gail was used to it. The outfit didn't leave Michele the imagination since the shirt and skirt was practically skin tight.
The blonde was about to open the door when someone knocked. Who was it now? She opened the door to see a gorgeous man standing outside her door. For a counselor he was a hottie. She could catch up with the others later. Right now she wanted to see if her counselor was any fun. Gail put on her best hooker smile and leaned against the door frame. "Hey there handsome. I'm Gail Wood, your camper, and you, my friend, are completely gorgeous. I'm sure we'll have a very fun, entertaining, and interesting summer together," she purred seductively and took a step toward Jake, running her fingers softly up his arm with a sexy smile. Hopefully he wouldn't be like Casey and totally blow his top by the way she looked and the way she was acting. Even of he did, Gail was positive she could win him over by the end of the summer. Unless some other hottie caught her eye but that was unlikely at the moment. Besides, her counselor was hot, possibly hotter then the other guys at camp. But only maybe. Mxxxxixxxxsxxxxs
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Gail Wood
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home. XXX"I'm not afraid of anything,
XXXXXXI just need to know
XXXXXXthat I can breathe
XXXXXand I don't need much
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Memories in the Mist Crew
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 2:51 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec cackled and ran after Heidi, leaving Todd alone in the cabin. His eyes were alert and wide, for the drugs had started to kick in. He didn't look back at the odd boy, just ran after Heidi, howling in excitement. He skidded to a stop next to her, his body quivering every now and again. "Heidi, before you find him, what're you gonna do?" he asked quietly. The shirtless Mexican wrapped his bronze arm around the blonde's shoulders, pressing his forehead against her temple. A shiver ran down his spine and a slight smirk crossed his lips, a dark look passing over his face. If the Gin didn't work on Shane, Alec knew exactly what would drive all the counselors mad. He would hook up with Heidi- only, of course, if she agreed. He wasn't a rapist. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you {{100th post!!!}}
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:03 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane's eyes flew open when he heard Heidi. "mierda!" he said, hearing the slur in her words. Shane jumped out of his bed and put a shirt on. The young counselor raced out of his cabin. "Heidi?" he called. Shane made his way around until he saw Heidi, and she was NOT alone. He groaned inwardly. great! he thought. Shane smiled at the group. "What can I help you with?" he asked evenly. His eyes went wide for a bit, seeing Alec's arm around her. Shane clenched his fists for a few seconds before calming himself down quickly. don't show it. DON'T SHOW IT!. Alec you WEASEL GET YOU'RE ARM OFF OF HER!!! he mentally yelled. Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
mierda!___-> __crap!
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ITALIAN___ENGLISH
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 10:47 am
  「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e The tall, coffee haired girl looked up, but no tear streaks lined her face. Only worry. She smiled at Shane, then took a deep breath and pushed back her hairband. She tightened her ponytail and stood up, getting herself calmed down within moments. That's what was so great about this grl; she'd explode, and it'd just take a deep breath to regain control. She never held grudges, she'd always be calm and patient. Casey knew what the teens were after. They wanted to piss all the counselors off. All the kids did. But Casey knew exactly how to handle them. Fight fier with fire? No. Fight fire with water. Casey smiled at Shane once again, and took a step back. "Thanks. I'm fine; don't worry. Thanks for asking, though," Casey said, then straightened her back and strode off to the cluster of teens by the boys' cabin. Casey stopped at the steps and cleared her throat. Her ice blue eyes were clear and held no expression, her face was warm but blank. Nothing revealed her emotinos. "No. Hand it over, now." Casey tok a step toward the two teens, holding out her hand. They wanted to pull this crap, they could. But Casey wouldn't go down without a fight.
(( Sorry guys, but I'm on a friend's laptop doing this. I won't be on for another week to a month. Sorry! )) ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:33 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH Shane looked at Casey when she came. huh?. He looked down and saw the Gin in their hands. Shane brought his eyes up to look into Heidi's eyes. "niña, Sono in grado di t credi!" he said. Shane gave her a sad look before he walked closer. "You guys will give Casey the Gin. And Heidi... Go ahead try and make my life here a living hell.
You of all people, should know. That's not easy to do." Shane didn't even care if anyone wondered how in the world he knew that it was Gin in the bottle. The young counselor sighed. "che ha fatto a tutti voi raccontare il mio segreto" he asked her. Okay Shane, Calm down! DON'T. I REPEAT DO NOT,
look at Alec's arm around her Shane yelled mentally, hoping, no praying that these boys knew nothing about his secret that Heidi possessed. Lexi, My Dog((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
niña___-> __little girl
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ITALIAN___ENGLISH
Sono in grado di t credi! ___->__I can't believe you!
che ha fatto a tutti voi raccontare il mio segreto? ___->__who did you all tell about my secret?
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly
there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 3:02 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi smiled at Casey and Shane before looking at Alec who had his arm around her. She saw his perfect abs and wonderful tan skin before remembering his question. "Just watch." she whispered in his ear before she kissed him passionately. She then let him go and walked over to Shane, holding the bottle of Gin. She took a quick swig before laughing happily. "Don't worry deary. No one knows a thing. Not yet at least." she said as she held the Gin right by Shane's lips. "Now come on. You know you want a drink. So join us and you can have all you want." she said before moving the bottle back to her side. She then glared at Casey with a wicked grin. "Don't be such a b***h. This doesn't concern you. Besides, do you really think I would just hand this over? The only thing that's brought me joy in this horrible life of mine." she said with mock sadness. She then laughed hysterically before taking another swig.
"You know, people always ask me why I drink. They always think it's because I'm screwed up some way. I drink because I want to. If you have a problem with that well then ******** off! I'm going to drink as long as I'm here and you're all going to have to deal with it." she said as she took the bottle and tilted it over Casey's head. She watched in pure awe as the Gin slid down her perfect coffee colored hair and then onto her perfectly gorgeous face. She then flipped Casey the bird before handing what was left in the bottle to Shane. She walked back to Alec and twirled a strand of his hair before wrapping her arm around his waste. "How about you and me go have some real fun?" she asked him with a seductive smile.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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