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 Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 5:59 pm
"haha funny stuff there shorty..."
He hadnt noticed just how small this girl was. he wasnt very big, just slightly above average height, and only a little muscular by comparison to most, but she really did seem fragile. he took that moment to marvel again at how hard she'dhit him.
That was when she made the shirt-less comment. He'd been sow worried about this crying beautiful young girl that he'd forgottne. He turned away from her oddly and ran his finger through his hair as he paced a little. HE reached down and with a qick shove of his hand re-aligned his knuckles. It hurt like a b***h but he was used to it.
He looked down then at the burns and scrapes and boken bones that hadnt heeled quite right. He was ugly as sin and he knew it. Like any other teenager of the common era he'd gone through a self-destructive phase, but his got him hit by cars, and chased by cops, and lit on fire... not sliced by a razor. The scars stood out even with his more than adequate healing abilities and he sighed again as he streched a bit.
He hated being self-concious... but to tell the truth this is why he didnt go swimming. With a rib-cage full of jutting parts, mssive laceration scars across his chest, and holes all over his back where he'd used steel wool on his acne... he was truly a sight ot behold. he used to laugh when he saw the scary looking hero in action movies with his awesome scars. As it turned out real scars looked nothing like that, and where nowhere near as glamerous.
he turned back aroundwith awry smile, forced but a little geniune at least.
"That kid seemed pretty weird eh? Like what the hell was with that? Im sure it looked like i was getting some action, but hell if that was the case he didnt handle that well at all."
He laughed and smiled better this time.
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Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 5:11 am
"If bigger scars make better stories,"She smiled as he called her shortie, grabbinga stool she smiled, it was small and would bring her up at least the 6 inchs dffrence. She got up, standing on it she was exactly the same height. Her arms wrapped playfully around his neck, as she leaned up on her tip toes, getting taller then Nich. "Heh, who's the shorty now wise guy," she teased.
She gentally lifted up his glass covered shirt, from her body to his nose, picking away the glass she softly dabbed at his bloody nose, kissing the bridge gentally. "I'm really sorry for hitting you so hard..But well..You deserved it.." she muttered distastefully.
"Why were you so reluctant, we were having fun...And you just started to pull away, like I was one of thoes broken toy's a kid didn't need anymore."
She felt herself fall away as he pulled back. SHe looked at his jagged body and scars. Her fingers pulling him back, gentally tracing them. "If bigger scars make better stories, then you should see the scars on me~" she sang. Her hand srunning along every visable scar now. "then you should see the scars on me."
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Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 8:48 pm
"Scars just make you visibly ugly, and while im not too fond of my abvious deformitie's, scars up top are the ones that getya...."
He like the way she felt she needed to take care of him. He knew he was accident prone butt he'd been that way his whole life. He could take care of himself obviously, and she still tried to insist on helping him. He sniffed his nose a little and sighed.
She was too comfortable around him. He knew he wouldnt like to see her hurt anymore, but the simple fact was, he was like used goods. He'd used himself up over the past couple of years, and now he couldnt run in the rain, stretch without his joints crakcing or stand in front of a mirror without it cracking.
He picked her up and moved her away from the stool without s gentle grip, and put her back down on the floor.
"I like it this way better... I..."
His voice trailed off and leant close to her. His face was so close that he could feel her breath. Her scent filled his senses, and his eyelids drooped low, his hand slipped across the back of her neck under her curatin of hair and slid his fingers into her belt around her back. He pulled her close and his breath broke and truned his head slightly to the left and put it on her shoulder....
Way to bail at the last minute you pansy. He thought to himself... He was such an idiot. His heart was beating at incredible speeds and he had no idea what he was doing...
He just felt right then it would be thre right thing to do when he ralized that he wanted to kiss her.
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 1:12 am
Reskar decided against going back, the dude didn't need help, at least not any help that a first aid kit would provide, the finger wasn't that bad any way.
He wandered through the stuff until he found a pallet with water stacked on it and took one of the bottles, he sat on the pallet and started mumbling to himself, "Well this is just wonderful, 'It will be an easy job man, no one even knows about the place, just think of all the stuff that you can take, anything you can think of.' Easy my a**, the doors lock as soon as I get in here, there are people everywhere, and the stuff in here hardly has any value, when I see Roshami again, he is going to regret giving me bad intel."
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 7:31 am
"I'm not in love, this is not my heart, I'm not gonna waste these words,"She gave him a quizzical look, she was shirtless already, but had stopped dabbing at his nose. Pointing to her exposed skin, she was covered in scars. "So I'm viasably ugly...THanks.." she mummbled, it erked her that he didn't take into consideration that he'd just called everyone with a scar ugly. "THey don't make you ugly...They make you unique..For every scar has a reason for being there."
She'd always hated being picked up, her eye's enlarged as he pulled her off the stool, thankfull he was just setting her down. A sharp shooting pain shot through her. "I take it I'm going to have to show you how to be gentle." she said dully as she shook her head. "You?" she went to ask 'you what'
She blushed as she looked up at him, her heat beat racing, 'Bump bump bump bump' and it sunk as he rested his head on her shoulder. She was waiting for that kiss, her eye's closed and lips awaiting. She rolled her eye's as she gentlly slid away from his head, one arm wrapping around his neck as the other held on his cheek. She leaned up tilting her head to the side, she kissed him slowly, and softly, not really sure how kissing worked.
Sure she'd seen movies, but they almost never displayed rality. "about a girl..."
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 2:00 pm
This was new. Not the kissing, the being kissed. See he'd done this all before in his empty shell of a boredom filled life. The thing was no one had done thisto him.
The last girl he kissed made out with him for awhile, and that was all well and good, but the only feeling he had the whole time was horny. Thiswas much different. Right now he wanted to run somewhere and celebrate, he wanted to learn to fly airplanes just so he could understand if there was anything better than this on earth... because he honestly couldnt imagine anything.
He let it all happen and he was so jubiliant that he felt like he could write poetry. He knew he couldnt, he'd never been one for words, but he felt like he had so much to say. Inumerable amounts of feelings to describe, and not nearly enough time to enjoy them as she drifted slowly away.
"You actually like havin me around then? Y'know... like more than occasional compnay?"
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 5:45 pm
"Kiss me soft, and kiss me slow,"She blushed, her insides twisting as the butterflys flapped away. She wrapped her other arm around his neck and blushed as she slowly drew away. Her eye's still closed and her lips still out as she opend them, relizing how silly she looked, she fixed her mouth and smiled. She got the warm fuzzy feeling.
Never having kissed anyone, she didn't think she'd be bold enough to make the first move. She smiled as she continued to hold to him, breathing a sigh of content and reilfe. Sure she'd had been kissed before, technically, but she never kissed back. And who was to say it was her first kiss? It was her choice when it was.
She raised an eye brow, he was actually asking? She thought it was kind of ovious. "I enjoy have you around, very much, much more than occasional company." she addmited as she looked down akwardly, starring down at their feet. "Close your eye's, and don't let go."
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 7:27 am
Nich smiled and wrapped hia arms around her. Her skin was begginning to prickle with goosebumps. That and its not like Nich was all too comfortable either. Upon noticing his scantily clad ...girlfried? He l;aughed a little at the sound and it was entertaining at least for now. he was sure there were duties nvolved, but if it kept her happy, then he would rend his own flech... but that was hardly a promise, more like a guarantee with him around.
Then he remembered what he'd been thinking about. He stepped back awkwardly... and looked at his feet remembeing he was still scantily clad as well... that hardly mattered however. What kind of feelings was his appearance ever going to invoke. Especially when he decided to grow out his hair again. He'd tried to fit with the fads when he moved here, just as a social experiment of sorts... in reality, he loved sticking out... Back to the fact though he wasnt worried about making his beautiful young...girlfriend uncomfortable, but he couldnt bring his eyes to look ather, he knew he;d regret it. Its not that he didnt want to... he thought his face probably looked like he was fighting some internal pain. The truth was he wanted to take her in his arms, and spin her about and kiss her over and over again... but ya,he wasnt sure where he'd stop...
Then his hand twitched and he grimaced off to the side....
"Listen shorty you'd better get some clothes on... i dunno, its not that id like that by any means... but... y'know."
Hiw words were pained... he thought he was past this... and he didnt know why this girl was a trigger...
He could only think to himself 'goddammit' as someone else laughed at him. FFrom inside his own ears.
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 8:41 am
"You make everything look so easy,"She looked at him, smiling as she looked at her goosebump covered arms that were still wrapped around Nich's neck. She blushed as he stepped back a bit. TIlting his head up. She wondered what was wrong with him. Nodding slightly, as she grabbed a shirt and tugged it on. Madeline was immensely happy, she couldn't deny how over joyed and how good she felt at this very moment. If she could, she'd run around screaming, but she was still embrassed and affraid of making a fool of herself infront of Nich.
Taken aback by what she was doing. She gentlly pulled his shirt off, shaking the glass off of it, she handed it to him. Relizing he may be getting cold. There was almsot a musky scent down here, mixed with the damp air. She pulled her own, blood covered shirt on and smiled weakly. "Not the most flattering thing to be warring, but a well, I don't really need to impress anyone else." She blushed deeply as she gentlly put his shirt over his head.
"Are you okay?" she asked noticing his slightly grimance, and his painfull look. She took his good hand and lead him to a chair in the cornor. Pulling him down in it, she sat on the floor infront of him. Looking at his ankle as she did so. "What's wrong Nich?" she asked quietly as she continued to look at his wounds. "Even when it's all gone wrong, and all that's left is a ******** SONG!"
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 9:06 am
It was all happening to fast, too much to process, he was a genius, but for ******** sakes he wasnt two geniuses... at least thats what he'dhoped for the last 2 years of his life.
Hope didnt matter though.
He started seeing things out of the corners of his eyes, and his head occasional whipped sideways, and he fought it back. He began to run his shaking hands through his hair, and this made him feel better.
He smiled a little "... nothin shorty... ill be fine." He'd dais that line enough times to sound like a robot. The truth was he wasnt fine, but he knew he had to be. For her.
"Ya... I'm okay, just a little worn out...."
He laughed a little bit, but it sounded fake to him, cus the way he wanted to laugh wasnt right.... Neither was the way he wanted to treat bher....
He wouldnever hurt her, and as long as he knew that fact to be true, they'd both be fine.... good old doublethink...
He laughed a hollow sycophantic chuckle at his joke but cut it off... it was too short to matter much, but he was entertaining no thoughts like those right now. He pulled her down onto his lapand held her.
It seemed he could fit all of her into his arms she was so small. He kissed the top of her head, and she smelled just as beautiful as before. This soothed him... This moment wasallhe needed to last... he was truly living for the minute,and his life was amazing.
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 9:31 am
"Tell me something speical,"She watched him, she knew he was lying. "Don't like to me Nich, i know your not..Come on, we'll take you to ge-" she was cut short when she was pulled off the floor and into his lap. He seemed a bit calmer with her there. Her arms snaked around him again, she pressed his head into her neck and rubbed his back. "Maybe we should find you a place to sleep Nich.." she whispered in his ear. "I'll stay with you.." she whispered reassuringly. She held his shaking hands in her's. Tilting his head up she kissed his forhead. "Nich, you can tell me what's wrong." she said softly.
She wasn't going to waite for him to dill dally. She got off of his lap. Hoisting him up in her arms, she grunted under his weight and carried him slowly into a diffrent room, it had a dusty bed. She nseezed, making sure she didn't sneez on Nich she laid him down in the bed and softly laid next to him. Rubbing his arm's lightly. "Your fine, Nich." she said as she snuggled her head into his chest. Trying to let him know she wouldn't leave him.
"Now tell me Nich, what's wrong?" "Something you wouldn't dare tell anyone else."
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 9:44 am
"Dont worry about it shorty.... its no big deal."
He felt better with her beside him like this. her legs mixed up with his, and her lying up aaginst him. He ran his hand up and down her back in slow gire's and held her head close to him with his other. He was hoping she would drift off.
The thing was he knew he couldnt. As long as he knew she was here, his heart was calm and his breath slow. He wasnt seeing anything out of th e ordinary, and there was no laughing or whispering in his ears, except the chance of hers. His beatiful young girlfriend.
He concentrated on calming himself and his heartbeat slowed to a crawl. His eyes flickered but he forced them open. He could not go to sleep, for to sleep perchance to dream, and he didnt want to have any dreams.
"Thanks though shorty... for bein here, and for givin a s**t."
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 11:35 am
|Sleep sleep, my little darling,"She rolled her eye's as she looked at him, she sighed softly before she spoke, "telling me not to worry is like telling a sloth to go run the mile..It'll never hapen." she mummbled as she looked at the sprawly mess of arms and legs. She giggled quietly, she found it almost amusing to have them so tangled up in one anothers body. She rested back into his arms, holding him softly to her. She didn't want to sleep on him, feeling that he could have a panic attack or something silly. Since she didn't no much about Nich. She blushed as she turned her head away and sneezed into her arm. The dust bother her.
She smiled up at him, this idotic, jagged bodied, handsome genius was hers. She was excited now. Not wanting to waite to get out of this house. She jumped slightly as she herd the random thunder. It was getting dark out, meaning they'd have a hard time moving around now.
"If you're tired Nich, sleep, don't worry..I'll wake up eventually.." she smiled at him. "If I didn't give a s**t, I probably wouldn't be your girlfrined." she said playfully as she kissed his lips softly. Resting her head back on his chest. "I sware I'm not trying to ware you out, I'm just trying to drag you down.."
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 12:15 pm
He held her so tight to his body at the words that he held his breath. It was such a perect moment even with the nseezing.
"Why would i go to sleep? Itsd almost be a waste to not experience evn the silence..."
He sighed. She had admitted, that was it. he knew she was posessive to the point he had to tell her. He heard the whispers again and shut his eyes tight. He didnt like hiding the truth, and he knew he couldnt hide it from this beautiful creature... especially with her so close to him... and worse, so trusting.
"Maddy... "
It was odd using her name, he felt too serious when he did.
"nevermind..."
He couldnt tell her, she wouldnt want him anymore. He bit back some tears and kissed her softly hoping she wouldnt worry that much. So he shanged the subject.
"So hwta, dya got some rough allergy's er what? Should we move somewhere else?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 07, 2009 12:31 pm
"And I'll be your best kept secret,"She felt guilty as she covered her ears slightly with her free hand, her other ear covered by his chest as she could hear incane cakles and whisperes too. But it was because of her issue, not so much out of random. "Yeah, but there's loads of time to experience even the silence." she whispered. She wondered what he was going to tell her, maybe he could hear it too?! She got excited for a moment, but clamed quietly down.
"Yes?" she asked as she looked at him, she held in a quiet giggle, it was funny him using her name.
"No, no, no. Go ahead and say what you want to say. I promise I wont get mad or run away. Then again..I doubt you could tell me anything that'd make me run away..You tell me your secret..And I-" she paused, swolling hard, "and i'll tell you mine."
Now she was shaking slightly, not that she was cold, but she was affraid he'd think she was lying. "Yeah, I do, but I'm fine." "or your biggest mistake."
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