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Posted: Sun Aug 28, 2005 1:48 pm
Random NaySayer *cries hysterically* Its times like this when I hate being in a military family. My best friend, Kraig is in Afganastan(sp), my older brother is headed to Iraq in September, and my DAD is going too near Christmas! What am I going to do without my dad here? He's the only other sane person in this family. With him gone, its just me, mom, and my little brother, it will be hell. *falls over in exasperation* I know, I sound like a winey brat, but he's just gotten back form spending a year in Bahrain, and he goes to some school in Memphis in October till around Christmas, and then straight to Iraq from there. I barely get to see him at all because he works the night shift as a gate guard at the base, and sometimes, he works double shift, and I don't know what I'm going to do without him here...*cires* it is a tough situation that you are in no doubt. I guess take comfort in knowing that what your friends and family are doing will be influencing history. Your children will be able to say 'my grandpa or my uncle did this' to protect our freedoms. The only way that I can really tell you to look at it is this = it is their job. I am guessing that if your dad is in the navy then he's a MA. Yup it is a difficult job but it provides the niceitys that you have now. Remember you are not the first, nor will you be the last sibbling that has to go through this, you will make it , just be strong... (at least that's what I tell myself when it comes to my hubby being gone. xd )
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Posted: Sun Aug 28, 2005 8:06 pm
God. My friends are so ******** stupid. They drink and get cought. Now, due to some stuff I don't want to say, or rather makes me sad to explain, two of them are looking at time in jail and my close friend Sarah is being sent up to Sacremento because she was involved. That makes me so sad beyond most things...ohh well. I'm angry...but then I'm not... *Sigh*
I should have went with them. cry
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 6:20 am
Alura Astra God. My friends are so ******** stupid. They drink and get cought. Now, due to some stuff I don't want to say, or rather makes me sad to explain, two of them are looking at time in jail and my close friend Sarah is being sent up to Sacremento because she was involved. That makes me so sad beyond most things...ohh well. I'm angry...but then I'm not... *Sigh*
I should have went with them. cry No, you shouldn't have. While you may not have been caught, you would've been caught with them, which is just as bad. Think about it. Friends don't listen when they're drunk, and a 15 year-old caught with some drunk kids would've been given the breathalizer test, which means you'd be in the hoosegow too. It was their own fault. While I'm not saying you shouldn't feel sad, you shouldn't sorry for them either. Sad, yes. Sorry? Not even close. They brought it upon themselves...
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 6:40 am
Alura Astra God. My friends are so ******** stupid. They drink and get cought. Now, due to some stuff I don't want to say, or rather makes me sad to explain, two of them are looking at time in jail and my close friend Sarah is being sent up to Sacremento because she was involved. That makes me so sad beyond most things...ohh well. I'm angry...but then I'm not... *Sigh*
I should have went with them. cry *huggles* I can understand your desire to help them and be with them. It was their choice.. and if they were so far gone as to get caught then they would have probably not listened to you anyway. The situation might have escalated. It stinks that it happened. But people have to learn. Some of my brother's friends were skateboarding in the strip mall. he skateboarded behind it. His friends got caught but they were under 18. if he had gone with them he would have gone to jail. If you were there with your friends then you might have gone too. They will be alright, b/c if they are tried as minors then they are just in juvie. that's better than the main jail.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 1:39 pm
samsonite chikushou My mom's decided that I'm graduating from highschool early and going to college starting the year after this coming one, despite the fact that I don't want to. his by itself I could stand and probably wouldn't bother making a post about, but what bothers me is that she claims she's giving me a choice, and then, when I say I don't want to start college early, she gives me some talk about how I won't get into any good college if I don't start it early because it will look like I've lost focus or something. I decided she very well might be right, but I wasn't particularly happy about it, since I don't like being allowed so little control over my life, so I was somewhat..well, unhappy about it for a little while. Apparently, however, I was supposed to be all skippidee happy about the whole thing from the moment it was suggested. Since I wasn't, my mom went on the tell me that I probably wouldn't get into any good college anyways because I lacked enthusiasm on the matter. Gee, thanks mom. What encouragement. Sorry for not being the perfect little robot daughter you ordered. What I don't get is why she is so insistent on controlling my life, and expecting me to be happy with every aspect of the life she's chosen for me. She won't let me make my own goddamn mistakes. I wanna cry. Well how about this. Instead of graduating early take AP (advanced placement courses) Try talking to her about that. That way you can stay in HS while getting College credits. When you graduate HS you will already have college credits this way and it will be like you graduated early and had a head start on college. Just a suggestion *huggles* good luck. I've already been taking them. And part of the problem is that I'm running out of AP classes to take. Plus, I don't want to be taking more than 3 or so AP classes, because that would get really yucky around testing time. Bleagh. I should've gone to a different high school. Oh well. Thanks for the suggestion, though. 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 6:31 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 7:54 pm
*clears throat* I don't mean to diss all of the fine people that have come from the place I'm about to talk about, but...
I HATE GENERAL DISCUSSION.
Why, you ask? Well, I just got back from trying to teach some the newer members there BBCode so they could do some cool stuff with the coding, and those little snot nosed brats all kept telling me that "They already knew it" And "I hate you" and only one of them had a valid comment on my lesson *i was a bit too confusing, but it was my first try at it, dammit!* Try to feed thm a bit of knowledge, and what do they do? Well ever heard of biting the hand that feeds you? These little punks ripped my arm off and clubbed me senseless with it. Those little punks already know it? Fine, the lesson wasn't for them, i even stated that in the very first post i made, but did they rea it? NO! They ignored and kept on going, then flamed me for already knowing this stuff. Now i know why people leave Gaia on a regular basis. Stupid little snot nosed punks. I ws actually considering posting my first Japanese lesson on there to test it, but after seeing what happened with those narrow minded idiots, to hell with that, they ain't gettin' a damn thing from me, at least not for a while. Damn little bastards....
*breathes*
There, now i feel better. In the lighter side of things, i'm setting up the Avi contest right now, and I'll post the link as soon as I'm done.Also, its safe to say that I'm sticking to the IPG and my subcribeds as my main place to go ^_^
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 10:20 pm
Ooh, I'd take Japanese lessons from you.
Heck, I'd take any kinda lessons from you... wink
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 7:05 am
Hmmm.... Those bbcode lessons sound neat. mind if I ask for the link? Or, maybe even an IPG thread for it?
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 1:21 am
Lord Vyce Hmmm.... Those bbcode lessons sound neat. mind if I ask for the link? Or, maybe even an IPG thread for it? Alright, just lemme go get the thread from GD. in the mean time...I'll post this rant. Okay, after seeing both hurricane threads on this forums and Foamy's rant, I've had enough. I cannot stand what the hell has happened to people these days. Yeah, talking about it won't help, but you know what? I - Don't - Care. I'm angry at how heartless we've become, and I - Need - To b***h. First off, the news people. Yeah there are flocks of reporters there, and there reporting about peoples relatives dying and people that are in the shelters and have lost everything, and we see a second or so of footage of firefighters trying to help these people, so why are they doing nothing to help them? Why are they tallying off how many have died and not actually trying to bring comfort to these damn people? Why are they asking analysts how many have died or how many more are dying and not doing what they can to help? Why are they taping citizens of the town that has just been hit looting stores and depriving the people that do need the food of it? And about those 'charities'... Why are they skimming money off of the peoples donations and stuffing it in their own pockets? Why are they giving these people that need all this the damn short end of the stick? These people have hit with a hurricane that is one of the worst in its history, and their giving them the bare minimum to survive, stuffing the "excess" into their pockets. When did lining their pockets become more important than putting food into the victims' bellies? And onto the issue of global warming... The ocean waters are becoming warmer and warmer, and this is breeding more fertile conditions for even more hurricanes like Katrina to happen, hell, for all we know, the next one could make Katrina look like a damn gust of wind. Maybe now those car comapnies will listen and implement those hybrid cars into the market? Maybe now they'll use alternate sources of fuel? Maybe now they won't let some of those gas guzzlers hit (and leave) the showfloor? I'd doubt it, though. They're not cool; they're not hip; they're not it. So what if it may cause even better conditions for more hurrcanes in occur? At least they're making money, and in the end, thats all that matters, right? It's not like people even care anymore these days. A homeless guy asks for some change, and what do they do? They say, "Get away from me, you freak." What do people do when they see the waters warm and more hurricanes occur because of it? Go out and buy a Navigator, "Because its cool"What does someone do when theres a whole abandoned store of food and there are people that need it? Loots it and keep it for them damn selves, thats what. And on top of that, this didn't just hit any ordinary city. This hit New Orleans, The Big Easy, where millions upon millions once called home. In one fatal swoop, Mother Nature turned this once great city into a real-life Atlantis. People all across the city have made a run to their rooftops to sit and wait for their heroes to fly in and whisk them away from the destruction and devastation this storm has left. All those that have made a temporary home in the Superdome are left stranded on that super structure that now, thanks to the storm, has become something like a desert island for them, surrrounded by polluted water as far as they can see. Just goes to show that mother Nature can take on anyone and anything that challenges it and win with a flourish, giving and taking its most precious resources in an instant. Which brings me to my next point: Gas. If this is what its like when a few refineries are destroyed, what will happen when we begin to run out? Lines going for hours and hours to get Gas that costs $6+ a gallon. Prices in some of our richer foods and clothing skyrocketing to unheard of prices. Basic needs becoming like water in the desert. What will become of us when the resource we depend on most dries up and poof, its gone? Maybe then we will realize what is really important in our lives. Which brings me to my final point, family, one of the most precious things that many of these victims *which may include some of the forumites...* have lost to Katrina. It is in my experience that these people have given much to them and have helped them. As i have learned from my time comforting others in another forum, as long as you keep their memory alive in their heart and their spirit alive through kindness and compassion toward others, they're memory will never truly fade away. A contribution to a reputable charity such as Red Cross; Helping others in your local homeless shelter or blood drive, or even giving the change in your pocket to a nearby homeless man or Salvation Army bucket. Just know that when you do these acts, you are keeping their spirit alive in your heart and alive in others, and thier purpose will have been served in thie world, and really, isn't that all we want for them and for ourselves? Some much needed closure? To know that they have affected others in a positive way? To know that they did not die in vain? I know thats what i would want. And that, ladies and gentleman, is the end of my rant. I hope it wasn't too pointless ^_^ -Koiyuki
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 1:41 am
*huggles Koi* I'm sorry life has been rough on you....
This is yet another reason why I do not watch the news or read the newspaper.
The farther I get from the "disaster happy" news, the better. Bad things have always happened, they will always happen, and they happen even today.
The best we can do is have compassion, give what we can, and move on with our lives.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 6:43 am
You know, I'm always surprised at this. My group of islands is just below the states. We get hit every hurricane season (I think it starts from May, but I know it's all the way to November) by at least thirteen storms and hurricanes a year. And yet, even though we're a "less advanced culture" we don't get hit as hard. Yes, there are floods, destruction and stuff, but we actually move before hand, we act before-during-after the incident. You'd think that when half a state is actually below sea-level, they'd wise up... Why didn't they move with other family in higher ground? Why are so many people (I'm talking about all the states that are liable to get hit by hurricanes) unprepared? I'll tell you: lack of education.
Whenver we puertorricans achieve "two-and-a-half foot devils" status, we are thouroughly educated that Hurricanes aren't bad, they are disastrous. Every single one, wether it be a storm, a category 1 or category 5, they have the capacity to ******** somebody up bad. samsonite can help me out on this, if she was raised in the island, she knows what I say is true.
Why is such a prosperous place like Florida unprepared? Don't they have a friggin' hurricane watch system? (Ironically, Puerto Rico gets weather information from Florida, one of the best "weather watch" satellites in the world) This might come off as a we're-better-than-you, but it's not. It's actually a "Why the hell are we better prepared if you have better resources to do so?" Sometimes, I wonder how come this didn't happen earlier. In Puerto Rico, a hurricane whose name I can't remember split the island in half. literally. It destroyed most of the island, and you could actually see, in satellite images, the path it took. After that, people took them even more seriously than they did before. If you ask me, I don't like that it happened, it shouldn't have happened, but it did, and the U.S. better start to take hurricanes and tropical storms seriously, or they might have another incident like this on their hands. This is just the first half of the year. My message to the states? Welcome to Hurricane Season.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 7:19 am
*minor vent*
I burned my hand while trying to cook breakfast. *sniff*
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 7:26 am
chikushou *minor vent* I burned my hand while trying to cook breakfast. *sniff* Aww...*hugs, then gropes*
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 7:29 am
-chews on the his letter received back a few months ago- This letter just keeps staring at me, and smacking me in the face since I got it a few months ago. It's the one telling me, "you've been nominated to go to afghanistan" in an eggshell, and yes, they said "nominated". I think what pisses me off is if they were to use that right, in my mind, nominations usually take someone entering you into it, or yourself. And i for one, definitely did not nominate myself into goin...why the hell would I wanna got to Afghanistan, a country up in the mountains so i'm gonna have trouble enough breathing and doing physical activity due to lack of oxygen? I'll get to leave my friends behind, and those that care for me behind for a year, 2 years? who knows, and with the way the military works, could never tell until I come back again.
It's great that they'll pay for my schooling, but what good is that if they keep sending me away?!
I just think that all these conflicts (they aren't wars, its kinda like Vietnam again) are starting to get to me. I used to be all for them, mainly because I thought we were going to change something...but have we really done much? We've gone and pissed off most of the Arab countries now, we've sent gobs of money that could have been used in our own country to help a people that just really don't like us, and we have so many troops dying over there while we have twats like that Cyndy Sheehan over here (not even starting into Cyndy for lack of desire to get into her...).
Maybe whats pissing me off, is that if/when I go over there in december (oh joy, around or before xmas...) there will be so many not supporting us back at home. You see some with those magnetic "i support our troops" stickies on cars, but you see a lot of liberals coming out of the wood working. I've even had one person comment that they wished I die while I'm over there...
Well, i know that at least that if any such action finds it's way to me, I'll be ready, i'm a sharpshooter, and can handle myself well enough...but if their is little support for what we're doing over there, i just don't understand why we must still be there. I know my personal mission directed at me, is to maintain the military's network of computers, making sure that they have internet service and connection to their higher ups and what not, so at least I should be able to stay connected to people back here...but this just sucks...
The only pay off I see of going over, is just the money involved in being over there, and that's not enough for me to go, "oh oh, pick me pick me, send me over!" -rant over for moment-
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