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 Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:02 pm
jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover thanks plus i have to b mature if im ever gonna b a therapist thats my life dream to help people who have been throw tramatic events ik how hard it is to do but im going to work my butt off to do it if it means never getting married or having kids im willing to make that sacrifice i want to help people and im going to die trying if i do die knowing that i helped people it will make it all worth it lil strong to say now isinit? not to me its my life dream i am very much willing to give up everything to do it lol send me a PM (private message) i gtg lol nice meeting u it was a pleasure to meet you Jade and yep ill send a pm and IK WHAT A PM IS XD im not that stupied well not alot of ppl do so just checking lol x3 thanks for checking
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:02 pm
Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman well i think ive stronger emotionally but not physically... physically i got fat but like 2 years ago i dropped 70 pounds and gotten buff! xD well bravo on that part XD even emotionally stronger is good hmm maybe we can trade pics later hmm? mb razz if u dont mind probley being emotionaly scarred for life from my pic XD no jk dont worrie bet ur cute lmao im not XD trust me ill send u my pic in a pm x3 then i shall return the fave back by sending u a pic
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:04 pm
jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman hmm maybe we can trade pics later hmm? mb razz if u dont mind probley being emotionaly scarred for life from my pic XD no jk dont worrie bet ur cute lmao im not XD trust me ill send u my pic in a pm x3 then i shall return the fave back by sending u a pic k im sure ur quiet buff x3 i may have a new poem to show u tomorrow send me the pic b4 u leave si?
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:05 pm
Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman hmm maybe we can trade pics later hmm? mb razz if u dont mind probley being emotionaly scarred for life from my pic XD no jk dont worrie bet ur cute lmao im not XD trust me ill send u my pic in a pm x3 then i shall return the fave back by sending u a pic k im sure ur quiet buff x3 i may have a new poem to show u tomorrow send me the pic b4 u leave si? i did lol
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:08 pm
jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman dont worrie bet ur cute lmao im not XD trust me ill send u my pic in a pm x3 then i shall return the fave back by sending u a pic k im sure ur quiet buff x3 i may have a new poem to show u tomorrow send me the pic b4 u leave si? i did lol i got it
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:09 pm
Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman Angelic Moon Lover jadeyman dont worrie bet ur cute lmao im not XD trust me ill send u my pic in a pm x3 then i shall return the fave back by sending u a pic k im sure ur quiet buff x3 i may have a new poem to show u tomorrow send me the pic b4 u leave si? i did lol i got it like it much? xD
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:25 pm
abandoned
betrayed
left all alone
staring into the street as they walk away
my cries echo throw the night
the pain so real
my heart ripped from my chest
no end in sight to the pain
the pain the god awful pain
it shakes me to my very core
so much lose its inhumane
all the pain all the suffering
how much does one person have to go throw?
make the pain stop someone please
my heart can't take anymore pain!
is there a end in sight?
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:21 pm
Unraveled (last stanza is from Smashing Pumpkins' Zero.)
The howl pierces the skies,
A sound of metal grinding to a halt,
And deep inside the writhing cries,
I still can't help but think it's my fault.
Green shadow,
The burden is almost too much to bear,
Against my throat, the reaper's scythe feels so cold...
"Just end it," from everyone I hear,
I trudge on, why the hell am I so bold!?
Hope is but a small knife in the heart,
It stays there forevermore, cursing my very soul.
The blood doesn't run, it clots and festers in the start,
All for what is a beautiful Ruby in a pile of Coal.
One cut to silence them all,
One cut to stop the show,
One cut to prove them wrong,
One cut... cannot be done.
Please, don't look at me,
The pain is overtaking inside.
A hug would only put you out to sea,
In the pace of a funeral dirge's stride.
But if you should want to come,
Try to find in me the light just one,
Remember, for those who think I have a home...
"Emptiness is loneliness,
And loneliness is cleanliness,
And cleanliness is godliness,
And God is empty just like me."
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Posted: Thu Nov 12, 2009 3:18 am
nice poem Chris Phyhm its very creative and deep
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Posted: Thu Nov 12, 2009 12:56 pm
Where is Hope?
Lost out at sea
Lost unable to find my way
Lost unable to find it again
My hope gone, disappeared
My hope sucked from my body
Where can it have gone?
Where is my hope?
I feel like I am a fly on the wall watching the world go by
Where is the love that comes with hope?
Where is the hope without love?
Where can I find my hope?
Where has it been lost?
Is it really gone?
Where is hope! where can it be?
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Posted: Thu Nov 12, 2009 1:20 pm
Sorry i wrote this one in Spanish XD
it seemed appropriate
¿dónde está el amor?
oscuridad que aprieta alrededor de mí
tan densamente y obscuridad puedo descubierto respiración
el peso del mundo está machacando encima de mí
no capaz de conseguir lejos
el alma que rompe el dolor de la soledad es así que grande mi corazón siente como está no más en mi pecho
falta de su pelo negro dulce y de sus ojos azules conmovedores
nunca verlos lejos hacen el peso machacante más insoportable la luz en mi vida que tuerce en espiral abajo del dren
Siento la necesidad de dejar la oscuridad asumir el control mi vida
¿si lo pierdo cuál está allí una punta a ser buen más largo?
todo el dolor del perder tan grande
todo el dolor que me llena de miseria
¿dónde está mi amor?
¿adónde ha ido?
¿cómo puedo encontrarlo otra vez?
¿qué sucedió a mi vida?
¿dónde está mi esperanza?
adiós obscuridad agradable de la luz
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Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 8:42 am
Homecoming
I'm coming home again,
Back from the hell I reign.
Don't worry, 'twas not all in vain,
I carry the memories of what was slain.
My shadow still straggles behind,
Into my old flame, into the grind,
Incinerate and give me what's left,
The rhythm of an outcast deft.
For I am returning to where I was in soul,
Away from the questioning of love from coal,
But I am different, not what once was,
I've turned from the lies fed to full of pus,
Waiting to be cleared out to make...
“Age quod agis” I say,
Do what you do, but I can't stay.
Into the frey, away from decay,
I have to go, it's in the way.
Just know,
That from the merciless undertow,
If you should happen to fall to the fear,
I'll be there.
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 8:49 am
seeing the world throw black and white
letting all things of the world pass us bye
even if we say we see all the colors of the rainbow
truthfully all we see is in black and white
the white and black spinning and spiraling throw the sky
even if thats all we see it is a lovely sight
seeing black and white all our lives how dull and boring
how can we change it?
what can we do?
how do we change how we see the world..
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