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 Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 9:12 pm
Mike tried to kiss me today, and I was all "No" and he just then realized what he had almost done. neutral
Now what now what.
I CAN'T go over to his house tomorrow. Bad things will happen. sad
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 9:19 pm
Well bad things will only happen if you want them to/let them. He really has to decide what he wants before you can actually move forward. If he is still jerking between the two of you then that isn't fair to any of you.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 5:02 pm
It was his idea that I came over on Wednesday. Actually, I was going to skip school to hang out with him.
But tomorrow I am free to do whatever I wish. Yay.
Eh, I'm busy tomorrow.
Aww.
Loser.
Rachael?
Yeh.
><;
I thought that was thursday?
Whatever.
Maybe I'll go to school tomorrow.
Tomorrow and maybe thursday...
How annoying.
Guess who doesn't like Rachael. Memememe ME!
Yup.
Is... is Laurel JEALOUS!?
Hell yes. ><;
I don't think anyone's ever been jealous of someone because of me.
>:E Shhhh.
That's cute.
*WORLD IMPLODES*... ><;
You're an idiot.
Yeh.
Stop it.
I'm not even mad this time. Just sad. Sad sad sad. He needs to stop messing with me. How do I make him stop this? crying
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 8:17 am
You can't. It's just a sad fact that you can't control the wills and desires of other people.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 10:15 am
xLaurelX It was his idea that I came over on Wednesday. Actually, I was going to skip school to hang out with him.
But tomorrow I am free to do whatever I wish. Yay.
Eh, I'm busy tomorrow.
Aww.
Loser.
Rachael?
Yeh.
><;
I thought that was thursday?
Whatever.
Maybe I'll go to school tomorrow.
Tomorrow and maybe thursday...
How annoying.
Guess who doesn't like Rachael. Memememe ME!
Yup.
Is... is Laurel JEALOUS!?
Hell yes. ><;
I don't think anyone's ever been jealous of someone because of me.
>:E Shhhh.
That's cute.
*WORLD IMPLODES*... ><;
You're an idiot.
Yeh.
Stop it.
I'm not even mad this time. Just sad. Sad sad sad. He needs to stop messing with me. How do I make him stop this? crying Very realistically you're the only person who gives others the ability to 'mess with you.' If you didn't take such things seriously than it wouldn't be a problem at all. If you didn't put any emotional stock into that person, than nothing he does would matter at all. People think I'm cold and heartless because I don't invest emotion at all into others. I think it's quite practical, actually.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:38 am
Tonight was intresting, because my mother was at a party I was able to stay out very late. I got home at 1am.
I was getting on the train to go over to my mother's party so she could give me a ride, and Michael needed to wait and catch a different train to get to his home, or else he might not be able to take a train home, and even if he did he would get home very late, and he has church and work tomorrow.
Then this crazy drunk guy got on my train, so Michael followed me on. I told him he was making a mistake, but I hadn't seen the drunk guy.
Eh, only now do I realize how bad the situation was.
The drunk guy kept saying weird things... like "you're next" not really at me, but at everyone on the train.
I was scared, even with Michael there.
Then the idiot got off at the same stop as us. And he was walking right behind me.
The guy threatened to hit Michael as he was walking of the train platform, but he didn't. He just kept walking after that.
confused
I'm so glad nothing happened. It must have been the scariest moment of the evening.
Michael has this thing about protecting people he cares about.
So I really was safe the entire time. I think.
I really wish I could have just disappeared.
*sigh* Afterwords, my mother gave Michael a ride home, because she's nice.
Also she saw the drunk guy on the platform and probably knew a bit of what had happened.
She stopped at this cigarette store, and got out and left Michael and I alone in the car.
He apologized for not doing a better job of protecting me.
And I believe I said that the drunk guy was really effin' scary. Still kind of shocked at that point.
I wish I had hugged him or something for that. (I usually never hug people)
I think all I did was say thanks.
He totally saved my a**.
*sigh*
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