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An ice storm took my internet out today (just got it back half an hour ago.) I kinda kept track of my calories, I know it's around the 1000 calorie range but I'm not sure the exact number.

So, I'm kinda conflicted. I know I try not to weigh myself every day but I kinda do <_< and it's been scaring me lately because every day I weigh a little more but I thought my eating was about the same this week as last week. The only thing I know I've changed is I'm doing half an hour of weight lifting instead of half an hour of WiiFit yoga and strength training. I don't think it's muscle gain because I'm just starting out and not doing that well at it.

Also, my period is going to start tomorrow so I'm not sure if it's period bloat either.

Oh well, at least I got my boyfriend to agree to move our special day to Saturday. 3nodding

Oh AND last night I didn't do weight lifting because my legs were soooo sore and I was scheduled to do the hardest leg work out I'd had yet, so I chose to leave it for today. So today instead of doing half an hour I did an hour of weight lifting and I'm really glad I saved it for today.

I also had 4 bottles of water. whee

Date: February 09, 2009

Breakfast:
Brown Sugar Oatmeal - 160 calories
Half a Red Delicious Apple - 40 calories

Lunch:
Chicken wrap - 358 calories

Snack:


Dinner:
Healthy Choice Pepperoni Pizza - 350 calories
Half Apple - 40 calories

Snack:


Water:
4 bottles

Exercise:
Running around like a moron for 5 minutes

Weight:


Comments:
So I fell off the wagon for a week or two. It started with my period but then I fell into a weird funky depression and I was lost from that point. For some reason I stumble into these depression spells and I don't know what causes them and what makes them go away. Needless to say I also quit exercising.

Anyway, several sodas and a few fast food meals later, all which made me physical sick, I finally realized that at the end of this month I will be flying to my dad's surprise birthday party. His 50th party. He won't have another 50th. There will be a lot of pictures and I want to be in them. But I haven't had any pictures I can look at without hating in two years (and that one is an emo picture I made as a joke but most people look at it and think it's serious.)

I know that a few weeks isn't enough to lose 30lbs like I want but maybe it is enough time to make me look a little more toned, lose some weight from my face, and maybe enough time to give me some confidence to be in those photos.

So today my eating is out of control (just like last night!) But I did weightlift yay!

I did weightlifting today (a light exercise, it was a leg based one and those always kill me). I also drank a bottle of water and had a sensible lunch.

For supper I enjoyed a leftover pizza pocket, a soda, and I had a coffee after therapy today. I'm so tired. T_____T

i just called to say i love starlurk

Happy anniversary! We can be yearling buddies.

Date: April 04, 2009

Breakfast:
Poptart - 210 calories

Lunch:
Chili Cheese Fries - approx 700 calories

Snack:
Medium Coke - 248 calories

Dinner:


Snack:


Water:
2

Exercise:
30 minutes of wiifit, mostly yoga and strength training with a good 8 minutes of cardio mixed in (That's the most I can do right now ;_; )
Session 1 of 5 completed <3

Comments:
I can't believe a single poptart has so many calories for how small it is. But I was lazy and it was easy to access. I feel filled after eating it I guess.

I love local places but I hate the fact that they rarely have nutritional facts posted. Also, I know I need to cut out the fast food and the soda but I have a lot on my plate right now and cooking scares me. I plan on slowly cutting the soda out though. As it stands right now, the more I resist it the more I want it. So I'll work on other things first, such as water and exercise.