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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:27 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:29 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:34 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:40 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:41 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:50 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 11:05 pm
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After just about gorging himself on Tacos and saying goodnight to the Dude, Ambrose meandered back to his bungalow, feeling full and happy. It had been a good day. He had been wondering why he hadn't received any follow up to the preliminary injection yet, and receiving the second injection put him at ease a bit with the validity of the study.
Despite the exhiliration in the aftermath of the day, and the extra confirmation of the validity... he still somehow couldn't shake a growing feeling of trepidation. Ambrose had tried to push aside instincts before on many occassions, usually knowing that the underlying reasonings were foolish or unfounded. But sometimes, like before a match with a particular opponent, he would get a sinking feeling that shook his confidence - usually when he had previously been estimating as easy win. The uncomfortable feelings were almost always accompanied with defeat -whether the feeling was some sort of "omen", or the other way around: the feeling shaking his confidence to make him lose - he was never quite sure. But he learned to stop underestimating those opponents, and sometimes fared better.
This was hardly a fencing match, but the uneasy feeling was similar. He had gotten a very similar one on arrival to the Island, but had been trying to push it aside and enjoy his time here for most of the trip. The conspiracy theory discussions with The Dude and Cassidy had been an outlet for that anxiety - he knew that - and in general had honestly eased his nerves a bit as opposed to outright denying the unsettlement as he had done usually in the past. That just made things worse.
Tonight, however, it seemed to be back full force, despite the overall pleasant day he had had. Much like the grey skies that foretold the coming storm, there seemed to be something.... off about all of this that he couldn't nail with any sort of evidence as conclusive as stormy clouds to the weather.
The headache was starting to come back, he realized in irritation. That had happened last time he had gotten the injection, and was a precurser to a low grade fever that would probably last a day or so, along with the sore arm that was already begining to throb.
He headed to the shower; rinsing himself in the cool water helped a great deal clear his head and forestall the headache. Drinking that beer earlier probably wouldn't help things either, he lamented, scratching at his chest. Given his athletic focus and dislike of losing control of his actions, he rarely partook of very much alcohol. But hardly the prude he used to be, he didn't mind a social drink here or there. But alcohol alongside illness or excercize could really run one through the wringer. He made sure to drink a big glass of water, just in case, before finally heading to bed.
However, even after shutting off the light, sleep was not swift in coming. Despite the dutiful air-conditioning and thin sheets, Ambrose was uncomfortably warm. He was tired, but couldn't quite sleep - his head alreay pounding, the sheets and his nightclothes feeling inordinarily scratchy against his skin, and his arm hot to the touch and sore around the injection. He was more than used to his fair share of bruises from overeager opponents in fencing - but this was different. He tossed and turned for what felt like over an hour before finally, the fever bordering on exhaustion, he slipped off to sleep.
His dreams that night were back full force - chaotic, fever-dreams that seemed to swirl dramatically from one setting to another. Vivid colors and cacophonous, mixmatched sounds in all the wrong settings. Lush jungles with drumbeats, pine forests dripping with color and smells that seemed to be so strong he could see them - but strangely not unpleasantly so. Movement, feeling brushes and wind against him - blurry vision. Venemous snakes snapped at his heels and ravens swooped at his eyes, and he was running, running away from them, running for freedom. He needed OUT, but out of what? He needed to get away from them, away from more than just the hostile wildlife away from THERE. His heart burned for something he couldn't have, something he needed so bad - like a hunger that was eating away at his stomach....
Whatever the need was for, Ambrose never found out as the actual hunger pains in his stomach pulled him to consciousness. It was back, more than he could recall from any other morning since his stay here. It HAD to have something to do with the drugs - he was certain that whatever it was doing, it had to be having some sort of metabolic speeding effect as he had't put on a pound as far he could tell - he was in as good physical condition as he could imagine. His chest - and parts of his arms were itching like crazy, however - it felt like he was coming down with a rash.
He showered. Again, thoroughly rubbing himself down with the soapy washcloth to some relief. He didn't see anything - there was a bit of redness, but that could easily have been justified by the itching he must have done overnight. After he was done, he dressed as quickly as he could, and made a beeline to the cafeteria.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:27 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:30 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:32 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:36 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:45 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 6:49 pm
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