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(Hmm, O: I like the idea of a 10 year timeskip. Or so. : I'm curious along with Goldy. How will ymhs end off? O: I don't have any plots at all, thankfully since i suck at plots. Can hardly right an essay. >.>)

Shadow sighs out his depression and leans back into the wall staring at the other side of the room. "No.....it wont be fine."he says in a low silent tone. He looked at his hand covered in dry blood, rubbing his claws like butcher knives. "Even though Alabaster has sealed it up, my secret has been exposed to the school. And not only that, I killed someone again. And who knows how many students I could have harmed in the crossfire.", Shadow mutters silent yet very clearly. The memories he had in his second stage form were very hazy, but a few fragment were crystal clear along with the temptations he's felt in that form. "It may be safe around me now, but there was no chance you could have not been harmed if you were with me after I was exiled from home when Elena was murdered. So I guess thats one upside."he chuckled at himself holding his sealed mark over his shoulder. Even though as unamusing as it seem that Shadow laughed at his own suffering in pity, it was very true. Shadow remained in the unseen dark trail to avoid from anyone getting too close to him for a long time. A trail he chose to go about as the destructive unstable incomplete creature as he is. Through everyone's discriminatory view back in Shadow's old home Silvania, they can never understood nor have they seen what kind of melancholic nightmarish torment Shadow has gone through since the loss of his beloved sister. And the betrayal of the people he internally trusted. It can all be seen through his broken lifeless expression inside his hateful red eyes. Until now, possibly none of Elena's allies know what happened to Shadow after she died or even know he's still alive. "How did you find me?" he asked Kaju staring at her with his fierce gaze. Back then, Shadow never did have such a frightening bone chilling look. He always looked calm and conserved like he wouldn't even hurt a fly. And even though he had also been a little openly mischievous, it was a sign that he was the type to raise hell to protect his loved ones.

( ahhhhk, c: wonder how everything turns out. )

Shadow flinched for a second the moment Kaju explained we shes been. He was silent and baffled that the fact he didn't notice all this time that someone has been closely watching him. "I see........so you saw everything...",he leans down and lies back down on his side facing away from Kaju. "You seen what I have done........what I......was becoming.",he reffered to the time in Dawson when he found one of Silvania's counsels who was responsible for the cause of Elena's murderer. The day Shadow had his first killed and the day he became clouded by his hatred and became the black red eyed monster who massacred the entire town along with him.

"Controlling it.....why does everyone keeping suggesting that?", he said in an irritated tone. "Ive had it under control for a little while but lately it has grown far beyond how much my body can handle. I'm sure you heard the news. That if this powertakes over me again.....I'll die along with everyone ill e d up murdering"

"The woman from earliar?",asked the young pup. Shadow attempts to stand off the bed. But the moment he got on his feet, his body was still raw and is still light headed from the lack of blood. He tumbles and drops to his knee landing his head on the bed. He still tried to move but he could barely move head up. "Dammit....",he growled.

Singing its silent song of misery...

A monster lies in his own trapped nightmare.

--ηαღℯ: Liesl[Lee-sul] 'Tania' Azaria 
--αℊℯ: ???
--ℛαςℯ: Leviathan
--ℊℯη∂ℯℜ: Female
--ℴℜίℯηℸαℸίℴη: Straight
--ℇчℯ  ςℴℓℴℜ: Black with hints of silver
--ℋαίℜ  ςℴℓℴℜ: Black
--ℋℯίℊℎℸ: 5' 7"
--ωℯίℊℎℸ: 54kg 
--ςℴღα℘αηίℴη: Celestial Dragon named Nasya, meaning immortal.
 

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