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Is this a dagger,
I see before me?
The handle facing me, for my hands to clutch,
Or is it a figment of my imagination?

Should I continue in my plan
Use this very knife for evil?
It must only be a trick of the eyes,
Yet I still see the deadly weapon

And now on the blade it drips with blood
Blood that wasn't there before
It can't be possible
Is this the blade of murder?

The same murder
That insist to haunt my dreams
Be it day
Or be it at night

I should act life a wolf
Crafty and cautious
And feet with a ghost like stealth
Making no sound along the path

But what path is it? This is what I truely fear...

Cold and hard as stone
The dagger now truely lays in my hand
I must give it the preasant
It disires, and suits it best

The dicision is made
If he were to live
I would live in fear
Only in death shall I be free

Now I'm left to wonder...
If I were to fall through
With the deed as cruel as myne
Who will it be?

Would it be heaven who open its' doors, or would it be hell?



~I blame Macbeth for this, you should too ninja

All She Wanted

"I'm wasting my life away with you" He said. She just stared at him, the words stinging her heart. So she was a waste of time? She was ruining his life? She certainly never intended to do that. She only wanted to love him. And he loved her, she knew he loved her. Or she thought he had loved her. Now she wasn't so sure. Maybe he was just angry and he didn't mean it.

"Just die and leave me alone" He told her. The words sank into her heart like a thousand knives. Her eyes widened in horror, her breath unsteady as she struggled to hold back the tears, choking down the sobs. Her throat constricted painfully with the effort to keep herself from crying. She reeled away from him, running, as if trying to escape his words. What was this awful pain that she was overwhelmed with? It was as if her heart was exploding in her chest, shattering and cutting up her insides.

She sat in her room, huddled on her bed. Her eyes were emotionless, her face devoid of any expression. Her breath came steady as if she were in a sleep state; the only other part of her that moved was her right hand. Slowly she drew the tip of the blade across the top of her arm, scratching at her flesh. Never hard enough to break the skin and draw blood, but hard enough that she would feel the pain. She would rake the blade across her flesh like that until the skin was raw and she was too numb to even feel the pain anymore.

All she had wanted was to love him. And all he had wanted was for her to die. She didn't have the strength to kill herself, to take her own life, but she didn't need to. She was just as good as dead. She wasn't physically dead, but she was dead emotionally and mentally. Her heart had ceased to feel. It had been so easy to murder her. It had only taken a few simple words. He had taken her life.

"Just die and leave me alone..."

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Go outside at night. Watch as the snowflakes fall through the night. The wind has brought them from those clouds, up north. It means if you look south, you'll see the stars. Y'know most of them got names and are grouped up? Kinda like a bunch of kids at school. How they shine brightly ...

It's a bit cold, though. Better get a coat, don't you think? Go back outside. Don't make a noise. Wouldn't want to wake them up. The peoples you love. Aren't they cute when asleep? C'mon, back out we go. It's not snowing anymore, the wind has calmed. The streets are quiet, perfect for a stroll in the city. Let's go downtown, by the train. The station is so empty. In the shelter's warmth, a couple is sitting on a bench. There, together, they smile while sharing a hot chocolate they got from the vending machine.

Oh, here comes the train. It's hard to miss, with all of it's noise. Such an old machine. A dozen of wagons, most rusted up so much you can barely tell it was once painted silver. Inside, it's still as great as in it's younger days. The seats are still comfiest in all the city's transports.

Downtown. Time to get up again. Walking feels so good. The city's much warmer and lighter than suburbia. Busier, too. Lights are everywhere. In the iced streets, horse carriages are showing tourists and regulars alike the beauty of the place. White mist raises from their nostrils each time their powerful muscles take a step. Restaurants and a few boutiques are still open. A warm atmosphere is at the rendez-vous. Let's go a little farther, though. In the park.

There aren't even a single footsteps in the freshly fallen snow. Let's lie down for a second. We could make such a great snow angel. You know, I'm gonna stay here for a while. In the silent night, under the stars, spread comfily in the snow, warm in a heavy coat.

At peace.


- Now take a second. Close your eyes, and revive that moment. What do you hear? What do you see? What do you smell? What do you feel?
How do you feel?

- The world is beautiful, isn't it, when seen through a blind man's eyes?

Is ignorance such a bliss?
Or does the blind man, through his pain, knows where to find comfort beyond imagination?

Sticks and stones may break your bones
But words leave the deepest scars
For your bones will heal
But never your heart

You never seem to leave me
angel of my dreams
There holding me as I sleep
Never do I fear you
as I fear the nightmares
of my waking hours.

Compel me, bring me
angel of my dreams
to the peace I crave
Never am I alone
the horrors of the world
kept at bay by your touch.

Slumbering desires
brought to life by your voice
trembling in the dark
precious in your grasp
seeking not the escape
most would ask of you.

Pure boredom straight onto paint. These were part of an actual conversation I had. More shall come, because I have no life.

==Devil May Cry is a game created by Capcom (as said on box). All characters belong to Capcom. The Weakest Link belongs to...er..god...whoever created that game.This an old fan fic I did==

Host: Welcome to the Weakest Link May Cry! Here, we have 5 characters from the new hit game, Devil May Cry!

*Camera pans over the 5 characters: Dante, Trish, Bloody Mari, Nelo Angelo, and Mundus*

Host: "Let's begin shall we?"

Contestants: *nod*

Host: "Dante, in characters, who does Trish resemble?"

Dante: "Mom."

Host: "Correct. Trish, in characters, who does Dante resemble?"

Trish: "...What?"

Host: "Time's running out."

Trish: "Sparda?"

Host: "Incorrect. Sparda has horns, he does not."

Dante: "Hey, don't you start putting my dad dow--"

Host: "Bloody Mari, in the game, Dante must defeat HOW MANY of your minions before he may proceed to mission 2?"

Bloody Mari: "RAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!"

Host: "Judges?"

Judges: "WTF?"

Host: "No, sorry. Incorrect. Nelo Angelo, in items, what did you see that stopped you from slicing Dante's head off in the first encounter?"

Nelo Angelo: "The amulet."

Host: "Correct. Mundus, in motives, why did you come back?"

Mundus: "To rule the world in my own hellish image."

Host: "...Ok. Dante, in time, how long does the Melancholy Soul last?"

Dante: "Well, let's see...it took me 20 seconds to activate it. Then it took me about 30 seconds to run down the stairs. 40 seconds to pulverize the marionettes. A 3 second fall to the bottom of the stairwell. Then erm...90 seconds to beat the stupid shadow's a** in, only to find that the soul was dead. So that makes, uh, 3 minutes and 3 seconds?"

Host: "Incorrect."

Dante: "?!"

Host: "The correct answer is: 3 minutes. Trish, in quotes, what did you say when Dante sabatoged your attempt to squash him with your motorcycle?"

Trish: "I do believe I said, 'Such strength!'"

Host: "...Close enough. Bloody Mari, in numbers, how many grenade shots does it take to blow you into smithereens?"

Bloody Mari: "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAHHHH!!"

Host: "Incorrect. 2, 3 at the most. Nelo Angelo, in items, what did you take off in your third encounter with Dante?"

Nelo Angelo: "My mask."

Host: "Correct. Mundus, in world domination, how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?"

Mundus: "Pardon?"

Host: "Incorrect. Time's up. You have bagged a sad sad 500 red orbs. That's not even enough to buy holy water. Shame."

[#] The strongest link in this round was Nelo Angelo. He was able to remember everything after getting knocked upside the head hundreds of times by Dante. The weakest link was Bloody Mari. You couldn't even understand what it was saying.

Host: "Cast your votes!"

Dante: "Bloody Mari."

Trish: "Blood Mari."

Bloody Mari: "REEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHT!"

Nelo Angelo: "Bloody Mari."

Mundus: "That simpleton minion of mine."

Host: "Well, Blood Mari, you ARE the weakest link, g'bye!"

Bloody Mari: "Eeee..." *shambles off*


The Weakest Link May Cry (Round 2!!)

Host: "Welcome back. We have just eliminated Bloody Mari, leaving 4 more contestants left. Let's begin. Dante, in bosses, which boss popped out of the statue of the lion?"

Dante: "The shadow, or the sin scythes in easy mode."

Host: "Correct. Trish, in cut scenes, what brought about the final demise of the phantom?"

Trish: "Dante?"

Host: "Incorrect, the spear of the warrior statue. Nelo Angelo, in items, what color does your sword produce right before you are about to attack?"

Nelo Angelo: "Blue."

Host: "Incorrect, cerulean. Mundus, in cut scenes, what did Dante use to escape from Mallet Island?"

Mundus: "I am the Devil King! There questions are completely irreleva--"

Host: "Incorrect, a plane. Dante, which sword is more powerful: Sparda, or Alastor?"

Dante: "Alastor?"

Host: "Incorrect, Sparda, you twit. Trish, in demons, what type of demon are YOU?"

Trish: "A powerful one?"

Host: "Judges?"

Judges: "...."

Host: "Accepted. Nelo Angelo, weapons, what are the names of the guns Dante yields?"

Nelo Angelo: "Lots of and Pain."

Host: "Incorrect, Ebony and Ivory. Mundus, in egoes, how big is YOUR ego?"

Mundus: "Is this a trick question?"

Host: "Incorrect. You people are pitiful with your bank of 700 red orbs total."

[#] There was no strongest link in this round. Mundus is the weakest link. Will the others figure this out? Stay tuned.

Host: "Cast your votes."

Dante: "Mundus."

Trish: "Mundus."

Nelo Angelo: "Mundus."

Mundus: "Dante."

Host: "Mundus, you ARE the weakest link, g'bye!"

Mundus: "WHAT?! How can this be?! I am the Devil King! I know all, see all, and hear all! How can you imbuciles kick ME off?! This is unacceptable behavior! DAMN YOU ALL!" *gets dragged off somehow*


The Weakest Link May Cry (Round 3!!!)

Host: "Hello again. Here we join our three remaining survivo--er...contestants. We have just eliminated Mundus and before that, Bloody Mari. Let's get started. Dante, in missions, what did you retrieve from the skeleton in the dungeon?"

Dante: "Its arm?"

Host: "Incorrect, Emblem shield. Trish, in cut scenes, how do the sin scissors make their first appearance?"

Trish: "Uhm..."

Host: "Wrong, one came out from the painting in the library, the other from the floor of the library. Nelo Angelo, in enemies, when a plasma is down, it splits into how many plasmas?"

Nelo Angelo: "Two."

Host: "Incorrect, three. Dante, in cut scenes, what did you have to jump on to get to the Ifrits?"

Dante: "Platforms?"

Host: "...Correct. Trish, in enemies, what is a baby phantom called?"

Trish: "A phantomling?"

Host: "Incorrect, kyklops or baby phantom. Nelo Angelo, in attacks, how many levels does Stinger have?"

Nelo Angelo: "Two."

Host: "Correct. Dante, in attacks, 'Air Hike' belongs to which god?"

Dante: "Alasto--no...Ifrit?"

Host: *slaps forehead* "Incorrect, Alastor. Trish, in weapons, how many guns are there?"

Trish: *begins counting.* "Hmm...Ebony and Ivory, the shotgun, the grenadegun, the needlegun, the Nightmare Beta...6?"

Host: "Correct. Nelo Ange--" *bling* "Time's up. You have bagged a total of 800 red orbs. What a pitiful sum. Vote."

[#] All members were tied this round. Who will be voted off?

Host: "All right, let's see who we get to boot off...(goody goody!)"

Dante: "Nelo Angelo."

Trish: "Nelo Angelo."

Nelo: "Dante."

Host: "Nelo, you ARE the weakest link, g'bye!"

Nelo: *casts a murderous glare at Dante, then to Trish.*

Trish and Dante: *smiles innocently.*


The Weakest Link May Cry (OMG! Round 4!!!!)

Host: "Greetings again. We are left to two contestants, but only one will make it through. Here we bring out the tough questions. Sudden death, no time limit. This is the end of the line! Dante, in missions, how long did you have to escape from the crumbling Mallet Island?"

Dante: "I was running for my life, you honestly think I was paying attention to the time?!"

Host: "Is that your final answer?"

Dante: "...No. 4 minutes?"

Host: "Incorrect, 5. Trish, besides nuking them, what is another, more entertaining way to defeat two kyklops at the same time?"

Trish: "Slashing them?"

Host: "Incorrect, hiding and letting them kill themselves. Dante, in gameplay, what commands must a player enter for you to recognize a roll?"

Dante: "Player...?"

Host: "WRONG, jump with left or right. Trish, what is the name of Dante's shop?"

Trish: *blinks*

Host: "Insufficient, Devil May Cry. Dante, what item can you use to destroy a large amount of enemies?"

Dante: "My swords...?"

Host: "INCORRECT. Trish..."

[5 hours later]

Host: *sigh* "Dante, in numbers, how many fingers am I holding up?" *holds up two*

Dante: *squinting* "Uhm, it looks like...3?"

Host: "WTF?! Trish, in names, what is YOUR name?"

Trish: "Zzzz..."

Host: "Judges, can we accept that?"

Judges: "YES!"

Host: "We have a winner! Congratulations, Trish! You've won a cruise around the ruins of Mallet Island, and 1000 red orbs.

Trish: "Zzz..."

Dante: "Those questions weren't very fair."