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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 12:30 am
wow id love to be in your position ((um yeah dont ask sweatdrop )) but i dont know what you should do either
which brings me to dirty little secret #276
i always bring myself pain yet am lost without feleing that and when things are great and i justs etlle into it i get thrown into bad again and have a sus[picion that i purposefully do soemthing to screw good thing sup for myself. im sick arent i?
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 6:49 am
my secret, everynight i hope i would go to sleep and never wake up. i seriouly wonder what it would be like to be in a coma. is that wrong?
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 10:58 am
Wolf_Demon_Ayla ....Im transexual, I wonder why I was born Female, when Im pretty sure I should've been male, but nontheless, im not Lesbian, Im stright, just, Im not like other girls and I dont do "Girl" things... for example, I dont liek to shop, I dont liek to talk on the phone for hours (I get bored easily) and I hate dresses except for gothic skirts. and I rarely do makeup. But theirs something wrong with me, I've never had aboyfriend in my life, and...maybe its my fault because Im too tomboy-ish I'm quite the same as you... No shopping (my mother is always ******** pushing me into shops), I hate girly cloths and all (I just use skirts to put upon my trousers), no makeup and nothing about the phone... I was thinking the same about boyfriends because I wear boyish clothes (baggies and such) and friends (girls) always told me I should've been a boy, which doesn't help me to feel like a real girl. But I have a boyfriend now (I don't know the hell how he got interested in me sweatdrop ) and I feel totally diferent. Though I always behave the same, he tells me he doesn't care about my clothes and all. I mean he likes me as I am everyday. So don't be desperate about that, there's always someone who will understand you and love you for who you are ! 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 6:52 pm
I hate what I've turned into. I've become so self concious, and I care so much what people think about me now. But I blame it on my parents. Because when I was myself and didnt care about anything else, they always kinda criticized me and made me feel like they were ashamed of me. Thats why now, I care about what people think of me. And I hate it. And it sucks that I cant turn back to how I was.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 10:07 pm
my dad always does that to me. he hates the way i dress the way i am what i believe. if he had it his way id be one of those horrible girl next door types. but you know what? parents aren't supposed to get it. i dont care he hates it. i like he hates it. i thrive on the fight it keeps me going. if i didnt im scared id turn into them!
please dont care about what others think. be yourself and if they dont liek it, screw em!
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 4:11 pm
little_evil_goth wow id love to be in your position ((um yeah dont ask sweatdrop )) but i dont know what you should do either *shoves Nicole, Andrea, and Tifinie into your arms* There ya go. Nicole is now your ex that wants to get back together with you....warning, she can be VERY manipulative. Andrea is now one of your best friends and the ex girlfriend to a guy who is like your big brother. Warning, she is VERY attractive, sweet, and moans better than a porn star (don't ask how I know that). And Tifinie is now your girlfriend that doesn't love you and is TERRIFIED of the word. Warning, her pout is what caused the Trojan war....Helen's smile, nah. It was Tif's pout. She can make me do anyfreakingthing she wants just by pouting at me, and it might be the same with you. biggrin Have fun!!!!!
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 4:22 pm
Good luck with that L.E.G
xd
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 12:00 am
aw thankx now life got a little more interesting, and seeing as im not emotionally involved this will be fun. just so you know i sound alot like tifinie so that relationship is over already, i think i will play nicloe cuz thats how she would handle me andrea sounds like tons of fun but i dont wanna ******** over this guy who is like my big brother but she's his ex so if he ain't gonna do anything about it i'll go after her, and in the end we will all end up screwed used and emotionally abused but that happens with all my relationships anyway, so there will be no difference.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:50 am
*drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly*
No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that.
.......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:59 am
*Takes out popcorn & starts eating*
Well this is getting truly interesting
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:10 pm
TanyaDawn *drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly* No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that. .......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
um.... i have no idea O.o i guess if i had a point it is; people are gonna get hurt however you handle it so work out what you want now before you lose everything?
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:28 pm
little_evil_goth TanyaDawn *drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly* No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that. .......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
um.... i have no idea O.o i guess if i had a point it is; people are gonna get hurt however you handle it so work out what you want now before you lose everything?....sure, let's go with that. biggrin
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:31 pm
TanyaDawn little_evil_goth TanyaDawn *drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly* No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that. .......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
um.... i have no idea O.o i guess if i had a point it is; people are gonna get hurt however you handle it so work out what you want now before you lose everything?....sure, let's go with that. biggrin
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 3:27 pm
little_evil_goth TanyaDawn little_evil_goth TanyaDawn *drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly* No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that. .......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
um.... i have no idea O.o i guess if i had a point it is; people are gonna get hurt however you handle it so work out what you want now before you lose everything?....sure, let's go with that. biggrin Me either! xp
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 7:29 pm
TanyaDawn little_evil_goth TanyaDawn little_evil_goth TanyaDawn *drops jaw listening to all that and grabs my girls back and cuddles them closely, glaring slightly* No using, no abusing. All three of them deserve better than that. .......god damn it. *glares at l.e.g.* Did you just help me without me knowing about it?! stressed
um.... i have no idea O.o i guess if i had a point it is; people are gonna get hurt however you handle it so work out what you want now before you lose everything?....sure, let's go with that. biggrin Me either! xp
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