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Giving a nod of his head Bisera let his eyes close. So long as he believed that then he was alright. He just didn't want Xarnith to get too distracted by others he thought to himself a moment before Mano's name popped up. His dark eyes opened up as he starred up at Xarnith, feeling his heart sink a little. So he wanted to date Bisera but still wanted to go back to the Matorian? It was a thought that had him dropping his gaze a bit, "Ahhh... I see..." He murmured, not sure what he should say at the moment when it came to that issue.

He knew a lot of it stemmed from a complete lack of any sort of confidence in himself. By comparison the green haired man was far more interesting, far better looking, and knew what he was doing in bed. Not only that but he'd been with Xarnith before and did things that Bisera could only make vague attempts at imagining. It made him not want to like the guy but he didn't say as much out loud knowing that it would sound awful. Just thinking about it was bad enough.

Bisera found himself nodding along with what Xarnith was saying but a part of him was now fretting and thinking only on the ties between the Matorian and Xarnith. The man was good looking, as was the blond that he hung out with, what was stopping them from stealing the handsome warrior away even if for only an afternoon? It seemed to be something that was a real threat and he wondered if he should allow it? They were Xarnith's friends after all even if what they had been proposing at that time wasn't really Bisera's thing.

At the mention of Mano being a friend he nodded again, "I know he is your... friend." He said he didn't think that he'd go to him for more then just talking but he didn't seem all that certain, did he? He said he didn't think that he would, not that he knew. It was something that only made him worry that much more even as he was hugged by Xarnith. Lifting a hand up to gave him a pat on the cheek and said in a gentle tone of voice, "You should do what you want to do, Xarnith. I don't want to keep you away from your friends or anything."

Bisera gave a nod of his head before he slid off of Xarnith's lap and into the water, offering his hands to the warrior, "We should swim some then. That was why we came to these pools, right?" Swimming was relaxing, it would help him to take his mind off of the things that his mind was running circles around, and hopefully he could get back to those blissful moments in which he was feeling for once like he understood everything exactly. Before his thoughts started to chase their own tails like perzi pups.

After giving Xarn a glance he moved into the deeper waters, hoping the warrior would follow, before sinking under the surface again. He was going to curse himself later when he was stuck brushing out tangles of hair but for now the swimming was relaxing and helped to get his thoughts back into order.