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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 5:41 pm
Chance had an escape in the stars, and an equal passion for them. Starts to him were music to Otto. He understood. "I feel you. I put on some headphones and a song, and I could just lose myself in whatever was bothering me. Music even helped me really feel out the worst of my feelings too." A fascination in two different things, but something underneath it remained the same. "It was awful. I almost thought I'd never see the moon or sun again." He breathed out and shook his head. "It was filled with poison that made you funny in the head. It kinda kept monsters at bay.. but it weren't worth it. Years without sun or sky, or storms. Think I'm pasty now? Shoulda seen me then." He smirked, poking fun at himself. He'd lost his freckles during those years, which tended to only flair when he had a decent amount of sun exposure. "I never want the fog to come back."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:02 pm
"I kind of wish I had the same sort of attachment to music as I did for the cosmos," said Chance, a little wistfully, though he laughed. "Music is much more tangible, you can have it with you wherever you go. I mean, I appreciate music, but I was never particularly good at making it myself."
The whole idea that Otto was describing was horrifying. Chance's expression shifted into a frown, and he made a face, shaking his head. "That sounds ******** terrible," he breathed out. "s**t. I don't know if I could handle that."
He reached out and flicked a finger in the direction of Otto's face. "The freckles are a nice touch," Chance said with a smirk. "But I think I'm paler than you are, I don't know why, but I've always been ridiculously lighter skinned."
His curls shook as he eased out a sigh. "I don't either, if its as awful as you say. I'd rather face the monsters, to be honest."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:13 pm
"Even just listening to it is good. But yeah man... having to rely on clear skies is a bummer." A planetarium didn't do it justice. Not at all. "I actually got glow in the dark star stickers in my bedroom. Way nicer than sleepin' in pitch black." He felt like he'd found some sort of common ground, and he stuck to it. "It's a curse." He joked, not minding one way or another. He didn't like when his skin tone was made fun of, but he didn't mind poking fun at himself. And Chance was in the same boat anyway. Maybe even worse. Definitely. "Occasional 4am Titan alarms are worth it." He'd never take the sky for granted again. He spent hours in the afternoon skateboarding when he wasn't on duty.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:25 pm
"Confession," said Chance. "I have them in my room too. The glow in the dark stickers, I mean," he said with a laugh, twirling his finger up as though pointing to his ceiling. "That's like the only s**t I brought with me when I came here in the first place, there's something nice about having them there when I sleep.
"And you're right," he added, in a deadpan voice. "We're totally doomed with this pale skin of ours, but you get the nice freckles whereas I get like, nothing."
He rubbed at the face in question, laughing as he patted his own freckle-less cheeks, and glanced around, trying to imagine the fog. He was inordinately relieved that he had not been here to experience such a time.
"Good thing I'm usually awake at four," said Chance with some amusement. "I could roll right out and fight if I needed."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:33 pm
Otto grinned. He wasn't the only one. he was sure he hadn't been, as far as night lights went. But the star stickers... that someone else had them too. It was tickling. "One of my ex girlfriends drew constellations on my face when I was asleep, connecting all the freckles." He groaned, but with a smirk. "Don't be sad, man. We can start callin' you Snow White instead of Santa if it makes you feel better." He patted his shoulder with sympathy. "Man, you don't sleep much, huh?" 4am? Yikes. "I'd die if I couldn't sleep."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:39 pm
Chance's eyes strayed to the freckles across the bridge of Otto's nose, and tried to mentally piece together the constellation. "You could almost make the Little Dipper," he deadpanned, and snorted. "I'm sensing a theme here. Santa. Snow. Chance is already a curious name by itself, I get lots of questions about it."
He made a swatting gesture with his hand and then laughed. "It's not that I don't, it's more like I can't, really," said Chance, a little ruefully. "I find I sleep better when there's someone with me, but that's mostly because of a distraction I guess? But yeah, the insomnia really kills sometimes, especially if I have an early duty shift the next day."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:44 pm
"Don't get any ideas." He said back, not missing the clean up involved in cleaning his face after. "I think I heard the name Chance before. Ain't common I think.. I don't hear of too many Ottos either, though." They were special snowflakes, it seemed. Another winter pun. "I'll lend you my napping super powers." Otto drawled after, "I can literally nap on command." He had to admit, having a partner also helped sleeping at night. He nodded in agreement. "For sure. Weird, right?" What made it so easy to sleep with someone else there? Other than certain activities to be performed that drained one's energy.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 6:54 pm
Chance lifted both of his hands in a gesture of solidarity. "I won't do anything," he said with a smirk as he lowered them back to his lap. "I don't actually know why my mother named me what she did, but it's one of the only good things about her as a parent. I like the oddity - and the potential puns," he added, laughing. "Admittedly, I haven't heard of very many Ottos myself, either."
His eyebrows rose in surprise. "That's a pretty impressive talent," said Chance, sounding impressed. "I wish I had that sort of thing, I lay down and pretend that I can sleep and usually nothing happens for several hours."
He leaned back on his hands and smiled a little, scratching his arm absentmindedly. "I think maybe just the closeness is nice," he said. "Or maybe just knowing someone else is there, in case something happens, or maybe just sharing that space with someone else."
A grin touched his lips. "Of course, there is the actual distracting part that helps the tiring out, which is usually pretty nice."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 7:05 pm
"That bites. Want me to hit you over the head with a hammer?" He was a nice guy like that you know. Sleep, one way or another. Otto nodded. When he slept next to Cami, or anyone, there was a mutual comfort in the company. The warmth, and the sound of their breathing. Like when a child had a stuffed animal or a security blanket. Of course, being the mature adult Otto was, he smirked knowingly when Chance spoke last. Maybe even turned a bit red. As worldly as he liked to think he'd become, he was still a bashful young man. "One of the more enjoyable last ditch efforts to tucker yourself out."
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2015 7:14 pm
"Something tells me I'd wake up with one hell of a headache," said Chance dryly. "I think I'll skip the whole hammer bit, but thank you for your very kind offer anyway."
His eyebrows rose with some amusement. "It doesn't necessarily have to be a last ditch effort," said Chance mildly. "If you enjoy yourself and all, I mean. It's sometimes nice to have everything all in one - a good time, a good sleep, and a nice memory."
He was probably embarrassing Otto, but he smiled and reached for the forgotten bag of chips.
"Want anymore before I finish 'em off?"
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2015 6:47 am
" You're so welcome." Otto drawled back. Kindness oozed from every pore, to be sure. Talking casually about sex definitely wasn't something Otto did often, if at all. Odd, considering he wasn't a stranger to it. "Can't imagine not enjoyin' it." How sad would it be not to? Not that Otto wanted it all the time. Sometimes he wasn't in the mood. Sometimes he didn't even want to be touched or cuddled. Sometimes. His brows lifted, and he helped himself to a couple more chips. This time he ate them whole rather than nibbled them. "Sucks about the insomnia though."
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2015 7:45 pm
"There have been a few times I haven't enjoyed myself quite as much I could have," said Chance mildly, clearly not bothered about the topic of conversation in the slightest. "I had a guy once that thought the definition of a good time involved talking in a fake accent and pretending he was James Bond the entire time. That was definitely not enjoyable."
He reached into the bag and took some chips of his own, Chance popping them into his mouth and chewing slowly.
"Thanks," he said, with a slightly wry smile. "I'm not sure what causes it, really, but sometimes it's just a pain in the a** to find something to do, as most of the time no one is awake to share in my woes."
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2015 11:08 am
James Bond role play in bed. Otto wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry. One thing he was mildly distracted by was that this guy openly admitted he'd been with another dude. He wondered when he himself would have that level of comfort in himself to admit aloud so casually. There were plenty of men like that on the island. His idea of the norm still seemed to cling to the last dregs of it's own relevance in his mind. "That'd totally be a mood killer for me." He admitted with a curled lip. Role playing felt awkward, for Otto. He preferred his interactions with others to be genuine and real. Kinks were another thing entirely, but again, that was best kept to himself. "Guess you could always harass the ones on night shift." He joked idly, licking free the salt from his fingers. Otto always preferred sweets to salty snacks, but they'd sure been a treat. Just a bit messy to deal with.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2015 1:04 pm
Chance let out a laugh. "Right? It wasn't exactly what I had thought would happen when I brought him back to my place, but I guess to each his or her own?" He shook his head, sounding somewhat amused as he added dryly, "It's just not my sort of thing, I'm usually pretty easygoing but roleplay is just plain weird."
A part of him wondered what time it was, but another part of him - the larger part of him - didn't particularly care, all things considered. Otto was good company and it was giving him something to do on one of the nights that he usually didn't do much else. It was nice to just sit and talk sometimes.
"I've done that before," said Chance, grinning. "Unfortunately, I still don't know too many people here on the island yet, which I suppose is my own fault."
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2015 1:24 pm
"I get stage fright. Acting ain't for the bedroom for me anyway. Hard enough just gettin' comfortable enough in bed with someone to begin with." Otto mused with a snort. A lot of people must enjoy it for it to be a well known kink. Otto sure couldn't do it. Flirting in general took a fair bit of courage, let alone taking on a role not his own. "Hard to meet people sittin' alone with the stars." Not that it was a bad use of time. Probably one Otto would prefer to contact with people most days.
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