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With the small kiss, Madi's face began to burn the color red. She had never recieved a kiss before, on any part of her body so thus she felt this was a new experience. The butterflies within her stomach seemed to beat faster and quicker. And thus before the rabbit could speak her beloved snow white ears had fallen again. Over her eyes and hiding her face. This was a usual thing when she was embarassed. But she hoped she would be able to cope shortly after these many mishaps.

After a few moments, she brushed her ears away with her face completely unblushed. She then managed to finish the remainments of her soup and smile deeply at Shin. Not sure what to say now, indeed she was really bad at conversations.

Silent. Nothing came out of her lips, she just sat there for a moment trying to think of her response, she wasn't entirelly sure how far back he wanted to go. As she thought her barcode on her throat began to burn slightly. At that moment she winced at the burning sensation and shortly held her hand against her throat.

"How far back are you willing to know?"

Madi leaned back slightly in her chair and closed her eyes for a slight moment in thought as though she intended to recall the locked away memories. Some of them where slightly cheerful...but most of them were dark and painful. Even the most strongest couldn't dare face some of the horrors of her past. With a deep breath she began her tale.

"When I was 5...I was adopted and became the Marchiko Labs sponsor child, everyone thought it was brilliant. Everyone...But what the people did not know was the owner, Mr. Mann was a maniac. His only desire was to be able to use animal characteristics to improve the human species. The people thought that he was only doing medical improvements. He tried many different people with species...But I was the first." whispered Madison as she attempted to make sure no others could hear. She could feel a large glob formed within her throat as she attempted to carry on the story. These where painful, but she had to countinue what she started at least.

"The tests where painful, thus I turned from a normal human girl...into this. They never gave me a name...I was referred to as 28669788848 as indicated on my barcode. " As she finished this statement she moved her hair slightly to show the spoken barcode. It would definately stand out if her shoulder length locks were not in the way. Finally she moved her hair back to it's original state and leaned on the table holding her head up slightly.

"Finally, after 6 monthes of these tests I was presented to the public. The people did not think was cruel...but they were exicted that I was an advancement in medical history. I was forced to look happy, and spoiled like every other normal child. I wasn't allowed to speak...Finally at the end of the press conference, as my face was plastered across the news. I was placed back inside the cage which I figured was my home...my safety..." Slowly, the rabbit wrapped her arms around herself letting out a small sniffle. It pained her to tell this story as every painful memory does to a person. Of course, with every sad story there was a happy ending.

"But after a few weeks of watching the scientists unlocking my cage to go through more tests. I managed to figure out my lock, so their was my escape method. Many experiments had been made over the years, but I soon managed to slide out and escape off into the pale moonlight....into The Port Of Gambino..." smiled Madison slightly as she remembered the rush of the experience. Every detail and the fact that there was much pain that she went to so that she could be free. She now sat silently even though she was not done her tale, but she did not want to bother Shin with anymore of her tales of woe.

Inside her she felt as though she was the small girl that she was years ago, feeling lost and alone as the rest of the world did not seem to notice what could be happening behind the walls of the innocent labratory. Quietly she countinued to hold herself within her arms as her ears lowered sadly to the sides of her face. She did not sob or cry, but stared at the floor in a daze. Thinking about every moment that had happened to her....even those that she still did not state.

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Madison looked at the ground with the same sadness as she did within her tale. She felt slightly guilty and not sure if she should except his compliments, she had never really experienced such a moment. She looked up at Shin with her soft caring eyes, though she was young her eyes reflected out the pain she had felt for many years.

"I...I...Do not deserve your sympathy...." finally replief Madi after a few silent moments. She felt guilty and ashamed of what she was, though he may have found her beautiful. She felt as though she were a hideous creature, a freak. The sameway that had happened when she was younger and free from the labs, leading to the next part of her story.

"Shin...I...I...am not beautiful....nor special....I'm....I'm...." Before she managed to finish her state, Madi stood from her chair. As she held her face, she quickly began to move. Walking towards the exit at a rather quick pace. Madi was infact a rather fast girl, for her speed walking was simply the speed of a normal human running.

She didn't understand why she was fleeing, but she felt as though she had too. She could not believe what she was doing rather, but she countinued to walk. Trying to escape from everything, including herself. Guilt still seeped in her as she left the elf at the table.

Outdoors, Madi finally stopped in the middle of the city square. Her heart stayed at a steady pace although the average person would be catching their breath, but then again Madi wasn't your average person. She didn't understand it, he was being so nice to her and she was running away from him.

What are you doing, Madi? Clearly he has feelings for you. Yes, Johnathon was a jerk but that doesn't mean he'll be like him. AND DON'T YOU START THINKING ABOUT PETER! Thought Madison as her ideas bounced off one another in friction. She remained standing still, she felt suddenly stupid and pathetic. With a sigh she countinued to walk alittle, now at a normal pace.

Once she reached a dark shadow of the side of a building she collapsed beneathe it, using the wall as a back support. In an upset manner she hid her face within her hands as she rested her elbows on her knees. Quiet sobs left her mouth, she was scared as an infant. She didn't understand the mass amount of emotions flying through her. Wherether they were bad or good, they both seemed questionable.

Stupid Girl! He's not going to like you now! Her thoughts countinued, and more and more they caused her to sob. She felt as though she had a connection with this elf, and she had infact blew it. Again the suddle feeling of being alone sank on her.

Madi looked up and did not speak a word, her teary eyes gazed at the young elf not sure what she would say. Stupidity filled her thoughts as she countinued to looked at him. Finally she looked back down at the ground, not saying a word.

"Why do you say those things...Why? Is there something you want?" accused the rabbit as she countinued to speak towards the ground, she could not look at him. She did not know why, but something about him made her feel guilty when she spoke about her problems. Shin was perfect in her eyes, from his silk ink hair down to his moonlight glow skin. And yet, she was simply a mutation, a freak.

Another tear ran down her cheek, where she quickly wiped it away with her black gloves in a frustrated manner. She didn't understand this situation fully, it felt as though it was a classic beauty and the beast moment. But then again she could be going crazy.

"Are you wishing to mock me? Use me? Hurt me?" Asked Madison as another sob left her mouth. And with those last words she countinued to sniff on as her eyes seemed to be glued to the ground.

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