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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:33 pm
Cabron the Swan Okay, that one hurt, I'm not gonna lie. I thought better of saying what I wanted to because I want to be respectful of how you want to feel even if it upsets me, but really, you don't have to lash out at me for trying to be your friend. If you don't want to talk to your friends, why log on to Gaia? I'm sorry. I am not mad at you. I was just being confrontational and looking to cause grief and hurt somebody's feelings. I don't even know why I said anything about my family. I have no qualms with them and I love them. I love all of you guys too. I don't know what my problem is. I just feel like being awful. It is my fault. You are good and you only try to help.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:36 pm
Shiny Gligar A good rule about friends. If you don't want them to worry, don't complain. What was he expecting? Apathy and ignorance? I'm sorry. I must have missed the worrying part. And saw more of the "what are you complaining about" part. rolleyes
Sorry, just I dunno. Having an off late night.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:38 pm
I just got an interesting Valentine...
"May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the crotch of the person who ruins your day, and may their arms be too short to scratch ~ ♥"
Well thank you stranger from the forum. rofl (also, this is my favorite emoticon lately.)
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:38 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan Okay, that one hurt, I'm not gonna lie. I thought better of saying what I wanted to because I want to be respectful of how you want to feel even if it upsets me, but really, you don't have to lash out at me for trying to be your friend. If you don't want to talk to your friends, why log on to Gaia? I'm sorry. I am not mad at you. I was just being confrontational and looking to cause grief and hurt somebody's feelings. I don't even know why I said anything about my family. I have no qualms with them and I love them. I love all of you guys to. I don't know what my problem is. I just feel like being awful. It is my fault. You are good and you only try to help. It was forgiven before it happened. I'm used to that sort of response; I do say a lot of far-fetched things. Did it make you feel any better, at least?
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:43 pm
Cabron the Swan It was forgiven before it happened. I'm used to that sort of response; I do say a lot of far-fetched things. Did it make you feel any better, at least? No. Really I feel worse. We have the same objective in the long run. You and I both just want to help things. I think that is why I was targeting you. You are always trying to help people and make them feel better and it gets misinterpreted like when I try to be good. I was just being combative and mean spirited. I don't know what I was doing.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:45 pm
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problematic briefcase Crew
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:45 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:51 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan It was forgiven before it happened. I'm used to that sort of response; I do say a lot of far-fetched things. Did it make you feel any better, at least? No. Really I feel worse. We have the same objective in the long run. You and I both just want to help things. I think that is why I was targeting you. You are always trying to help people and make them feel better and it gets misinterpreted like me. I was just being combative and mean spirited. Really, don't beat yourself up over it. I don't feel bad at all. I mean I did, I was wondering what the hell I said wrong for about ten minutes, but my sister explodes on me all the time in very much the same fashion, so I'm not going to take it personally or anything. Anger feels good, man.
Next time, though, I'd really appreciate if you could just tell me that you want to be in a bad mood so I can just kinda.. not say anything. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:52 pm
Poor Rakiki is so hurt. When we got home earlier he was laying on the floor in the bathroom, next to the litter box, and when I went in he kept looking at me and crying and trying to get up and he couldn't. Then I moved him to the chair and he has been laying there for hours. I have given him his antibiotics and pain meds but I don't know what else to do and I feel so bad for him. And the kitten, Gilly, has been laying with him all day, since we brought him home from the vet, which is super cute and sweet of her.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:53 pm
ffuuu
no LoL so I'm gonna kill time finishing this pony episode thing
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problematic briefcase Crew
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:56 pm
Cabron the Swan Really, don't beat yourself up over it. I don't feel bad at all. I mean I did, I was wondering what the hell I said wrong for about ten minutes, but my sister explodes on me all the time in very much the same fashion, so I'm not going to take it personally or anything. Anger feels good, man.
Next time, though, I'd really appreciate if you could just tell me that you want to be in a bad mood so I can just kinda.. not say anything. sweatdrop I am not even angry. I just feel helpless and hopeless. I am having body aches and crap like I did back when I was really little, in gradeschool, and high school. I just felt like I needed to make somebody else feel bad. Not even for enjoyment. I never enjoy that. Just on impulse. @ Dess. I am sorry about your bunny. I hope he feels better. All day I wanted to say something when you were talking about them but I could only think of mean stuff to say.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:56 pm
>Slip at work >Feel fine until getting home >back suddenly hurts gonk
>pop pills >feel better blaugh
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:09 am
I just realized I never mentioned that Rafiki is a cat. But thank you Owwin.
Now I just need to get someone besides me in the house to really care. Cause he can't walk at all which means we have to feed him where he is laying and bring him water. And everyone already said they won't give him his meds. And he is going to want to go out once he can walk and he can't go out for ten days. I am never home during the week, someone else is going to have to step up and take care of him. This is really frustrating, he isn't even my cat, he is my brother's. I'll do everything I can when I'm home but I can't do it all the time. /rant sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:09 am
Owwin Cabron the Swan Really, don't beat yourself up over it. I don't feel bad at all. I mean I did, I was wondering what the hell I said wrong for about ten minutes, but my sister explodes on me all the time in very much the same fashion, so I'm not going to take it personally or anything. Anger feels good, man.
Next time, though, I'd really appreciate if you could just tell me that you want to be in a bad mood so I can just kinda.. not say anything. sweatdrop I am not even angry. I just feel helpless and hopeless. I am having body aches and crap like I did back when I was really little, in gradeschool, and high school. I just felt like I needed to make somebody else feel bad. Not even for enjoyment. I never enjoy that. Just on impulse. @ Dess. I am sorry about your bunny. I hope he feels better. All day I wanted to say something when you were talking about them but I could only think of mean stuff to say. Well, I have no clue what to say. You probably already know the extent of what I would say, but I don't really want to spew any more 's**t' and worsen your mood, so I'm just going to say that I hope resting makes you feel better and go play some vids in an attempt to be as non-abrasive as possible.
I sincerely do hope you find a way to feel better, though. No one should have to feel like you do.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:14 am
Cabron the Swan Well, I have no clue what to say. You probably already know the extent of what I would say, but I don't really want to spew any more 's**t' and worsen your mood, so I'm just going to say that I hope resting makes you feel better and go play some vids in an attempt to be as non-abrasive as possible.
I sincerely do hope you find a way to feel better, though. No one should have to feel like you do. Your advice isn't s**t, I only attacked it because everybody does and it seemed like an easy way to hurt. I know I am loved and that my life is good. I am sorry and I hope you feel good too. I hope you have a wonderful night, and I hope you guys have some good games of LoL. I really need to get another mouse so i can join in. I don't want anybody to feel like I do either especially when there is no good reason.
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