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 Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 3:50 am
This thread is so depressing .___.
Well, I guess is my time to share.
The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu.
The bad..
Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible.
I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next.
My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets.
After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me.
I still love her...
That's all for now...
Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now....
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 6:06 am
That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... don't tell me u read vaja's and my conversation rofl
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 6:19 am
That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... Aww. *hugs* Life is a b***h and then you die
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 6:24 am
I'm soooo afraid that my boyfriend is going to leave me. I cry every time I think about it. But when he told me that he was afraid I would leave him, that made me cry, too. 'Cause I felt like I must be a pretty shitty girlfriend for him to be able to think that... but I don't think he's a bad boyfriend at allllll for making me scared of that. I actually think he's amazing and perfect and and and... >.<
I don't deserve him.
No comments on this please. I just want to vent. XP
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:17 am
Angel Seraphiel That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... don't tell me u read vaja's and my conversation rofl No...
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:25 am
That one night Angel Seraphiel That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... don't tell me u read vaja's and my conversation rofl No... good xD
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:27 am
Despite the fact that I'm determined not to have an online relationship, nevermind a long distance one (and I mean really long distance... like, different continents) I think I have a crush on someone I met on Gaia. Yeah...
emo
And on a lighter note...
I'm really tired of people comparing my avatar to random anime characters.
I'd like to make an avatar without having someone say "are you cosplaying _____? Because if you are, it could be better with ______"
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:32 am
I am really sometimes very lonely. I have almost no friends, IRL or on Gaia. ._.
I don't really believe in Judaism.
One of my male friends on Gaia is secretly a female.
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:33 am
Silly RiRi Despite the fact that I'm determined not to have an online relationship, nevermind a long distance one (and I mean really long distance... like, different continents) I think I have a crush on someone I met on Gaia. Yeah...
emo
And on a lighter note...
I'm really tired of people comparing my avatar to random anime characters.
I'd like to make an avatar without having someone say "are you cosplaying _____? Because if you are, it could be better with ______" You can't help who you fall for. That's how the cookie crumbles...
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:36 am
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:37 am
Silly RiRi Despite the fact that I'm determined not to have an online relationship, nevermind a long distance one (and I mean really long distance... like, different continents) I think I have a crush on someone I met on Gaia. Yeah...
emo
And on a lighter note...
I'm really tired of people comparing my avatar to random anime characters.
I'd like to make an avatar without having someone say "are you cosplaying _____? Because if you are, it could be better with ______" Whenever I get a crush, I just assume myself crazy. Then it goes away. ..... Usually.
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:48 am
Angel Seraphiel That one night Angel Seraphiel That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... don't tell me u read vaja's and my conversation rofl No... good xD Sorry, but I would appreciate you would stop making fun of this...
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:52 am
All my friends are either getting married or are pregnant.
It's kind of making me feel like I should be heading down that path too,
then I realize that I'm not even 21 yet.
There's a lot left that I want to do before I commit myself to someone and take on the responsibility of having a child.
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:56 am
That one night Angel Seraphiel That one night Angel Seraphiel That one night This thread is so depressing .___. Well, I guess is my time to share. The cool one. I can tell when its going to be a earthquake. I can hear it 5 minutes before it happens, feel it, and a big creepy deja vu. The bad.. Im wasting my life and can't seem to help it. It feels horrible. I've been to 26 funerals in a span of 2 years... 24 of them were friends. Suicides, accidents, overdoses, murders, you name it, It hapend. Every month some one just kept dying. We actually started to fear who would be next. My wife to be left me this last Christmas (not on the excact day, but very close, so Christmas sucked really bad for me.) She gave me back the ring. I coudn't stand to to see it anymore. So I tossed at away at our spot. (Beach/ocean). And I can't get a refund on the honeymoon tickets. After that everything went down hill. Lost my job, remaining friends, car, everything. I hit rockbottom. Till this day, I still don't know why she dumped me. I still love her... That's all for now... Oh, my confidense to talk to girls is s**t now.... don't tell me u read vaja's and my conversation rofl No... good xD Sorry, but I would appreciate you would stop making fun of this... sorry never intended to do this o.O
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 11:56 am
I have very poor circulation, but I'm too nervous to have anything done about it.
I'm starting to look like a skeleton because of it; my face is getting hollow, my ******** make-up doesn't even match my skin tone anymore because of pallor, I've got scrapes and cuts on my feet that haven't healed for years, my extremities are cold and ache even when I'm out in the sun, my kidneys and chest are giving me major problems . . .
In high school we all kind of passed it off as a big joke, but it's been getting worse lately . . . and I don't want to make a big deal about it to anyone. Except for on here, because I can get it off my chest without feeling like I'm bitching.
But I am bitching. AND IT'S DELICIOUS!
mrgreen
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