Alright I've got a list of things here, so I'm going to respond to you both at the same time. First and foremost yes the idea of Lunar leaving was perfectly clear, which as I often state is basically murder suicide, because if Lunar leaves I am 98% certain the guild will die.
Now moving on, Raven disappearing really doesn't seem like it would effect Victoria that strongly at this point from my own perspective. The pair rarely ever see one another, really, Raven's spot is easy to fill. His entire role is basically just pissing Victoria off, which is very clearly not hard to do at all.
Thirdly, you both are clearly related, because you both entirely miss the same point. Like really, right over your heads. I stated that if I abandoned Raven I would be full time modding. Meaning less work for the other mods to do because it would be literally all I am/was doing. I never said anything about leaving the guild, just abandoning my character and doing nothing but work around here. Sort of the reverse of what Jazz has done by retiring from her modly duties and just participating as her own character/occasional consultant/tie-breaker-vote.
That aside I honestly think the only thing I was excited about for the egg was that it would finally be over, the waiting that is. Like waiting for Christmas when you're 8. Time passes, the excitement builds, then when all is said and done, you quickly stop caring. Frankly speaking the Eevee was just another member of a bunch of characters plotted out in advance with events, quirks, and histories which would never actually see the light of day. Just like with Trace.
I will reiterate, I never said anything about quitting. I'm just tired...
...no literally, I'm exhausted, it's summer and that's the busiest time of the year at work, further more I've got to study for a drivers test, I need to get my teeth fixed, my father is being a whiny little drug addicted b***h (it's a much longer story then that I assure you.), I still haven't taken the G.E.D, I need to see a dentist like their's no tomorrow, turns out my hardrive is about to fail so I need to buy a new computer, I'm still up to my ears in credit card debt created by my father (constantly saving his sorry a**.), and frankly I have not been getting a particularly large amount of sleep lately. I'm stressed out enough as it is, and I don't need Lunar say making promises about posting more, then going all self-destructive emo on me for the tenth time when
I decide to have a bad day.
*breathing heavily.*
ANYWAY. I will resume posting shortly, when I get like this just ignore it, as mentioned before, Grey is being a whiny b***h today. Rather then poking the hornet's nest just walk by it and ignore it till they all stop buzzing. It's really that simple with me. I am just tired, very very VERY tired, which makes me more then a little snappy. I have temper issues, I went to counselling for years as a child for it. I also have far too much patience for other peoples bullshit so when I do snap it's like a volcano that had a cork in it. A little bit of backed up/suppressed rage which is easily misdirected.
Additionally for the record ranting posts are not a desperate cry for attention, no I don't want to talk about it 90% of the time, I just say it out loud in earshot of others to get it off my chest and then move on with my life.
This ends my particularly rant post, and I apologize for the conflict, anger, and worries I have caused.
EDIT: I think I'm giving myself an ulcer...
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